Sometimes I wonder why people do ridiculous things.

To explain very briefly: a kid was jerking off in my Trig LAB class.

....Yeah, I know, wtf. Coincidentally, my Health teacher from last year came by and had to talk to the boy. Of course the boy said he didn't, but his goddamn pants were OPEN. Gah, I refuse to stay on the subject any longer.

Moving on!


AM I THE ONLY ONE EXTREMELY AMUSED BY THIS?


AND THIS SHIT.

........Wow that's all I have to post about. XD

So my SATs scores are in!



But I don't...know how to read this. But to me, it looks like I did really bad. D: akdjngkajngkja I'msoconfused.

I don't see how bettering yourself (even if that means changing yourself in any way) makes you "fake/a poser." I've noticed this about many people: they change themselves to become a better/happier person, and automatically someone calls them a poser/fake. I can't even count the number of times I've heard people say that about me or other people.

MOVING ON TO MORE INTERESTING SHHHHHHTUFF:

I got to go on this "trip" to the Civil Council and do volunteer work. It was so satisfying. (*w*) I've decided I'm going to start volunteering there on my own time and try to donate when possible! ♥

Also: MARLEY GAVE ME THIS ADORABLE SKULLANIMALS (I think that's what they're called) BAAAAG~ and some purple cotton-type fabric. I hope none of it goes to waste. (@___@)

My report card came in the mail on Saturday~

AP Eng: B
PIG: C
Trig: A
(both) POE: P
Sculpture: A
PTG & DWG: B+
Comp Art: A
PE: A+

GPA: 3.6500

If only I didn't get a C in PIG~ I'll do better this quarter! :D And that A+ in PE means I get to go on that bowling trip for the very first time!!! (*____*) Sharadia's going to go so I shall go too~~~ ♥


New stockings/tights/whateverthey'recalled~ :D :D :D

HO'KAY, NOW TO MOVE ON TO CEO DAY.

( CEO Day on Saturday! [25+] )

Oi vey, I have to get my arm warmers back from Ashley and my hat from Jess. I wanted to go to Jess's house today to make sure she's okay but angalkjnglangl it was so dark and gloomy outside and it was supposed to raiiiin. (;A;) And I already felt like shit and I just felt worse when I got home. :/ I think I'm getting sick.

I've been told that you should be flattered when someone copies you.... But I can't think that way. It's annoying and frustrating. D: I know how some other people feel when people copy them or their work.

Ehem, anyway~ I woke up at 12:57 AM thinking that it was time for me to go to school. I was wrong. D: So I went back to sleep and had an awful dream that made me realize that I definitely don't have a chance at survival if CI was infested with zombies. D: Long dream short: I had about 6 other people on my team, I was the last one alive, standing on the roof of a car full of mac n' cheese and a shotgun with one shell left. Yes, already-made-with-cheese-and-such mac n' cheese.

But I was rescued, last minute, by Ocelot. Mhm, MGS3!Ocey came to my rescue -- which shocked me. But then he forced me to join forces with him. And I overheard him talking to his guns about using me to get some information then kill me off.

Fortunaaately I woke up before I was killed. ♥ I'm pretty sure my mind was influenced from me playing too much RE4. But anyway, I was freaking out for such a long time because I was somehow convinced that the whole world is being taken over by zombies. D: So yeah, I didn't leave my bed for a while. But then I laughed it all off and dragged my ass upstairs to take a shower. DX

Man do I hate Mondays. They always start off wrong/weird for me. What also sucked about today was that one of my buttons from my new (I haven't worn in before today so I consider it to be pretty new XD) sweater came off. D:

What else happened~? Ehh~ Mrs.Romano talked to some woman about me not being able to have lunch every day due to me rarely ever having money but not qualified for free/reduced lunch. According to the school, my family "makes too much money" but I don't see what that has to do with anything because most of our money goes to fucking bills and there's rarely money left over for food. So I'm going to have a talk with this woman, eventually, to see if I can get into some kind of a food-to-go program. I kind of don't want to do this program because I don't think my not-eating-lunch-in-school routine is bad.

...I mean, I do get very hungry but I really have to force myself to eat something in the morning. That's supposed to get your metabolism going.

Funny thing about all of this is that my sister tried to drop off some food for me (today) at the main office and the office staff said no.

LOLWUT? I FINALLY GET FOOD AND YOU'RE TELLING ME I CAN'T HAVE IT? I wasn't having none of this so I had to run (as fast as I can in heels -- that not being very fast D:) to the front of the school to pick it up my damn self but too fucking bad my lunch period was over. :| I had to stuff myself within 5 minutes because we're not allowed to eat in our PTG&DWG class. :| What a day.

When I got home I got onto sewing and I made 3 clouds! ♥ They're not very big but I really like how they came out! :D I hope people do buy our plushies... It'd be such a waste if no one did. (;A;)



I'm going to try to make lunch tomorrow since it's my turn...I better be able to find some food...

the image color meme

FFFFFFFFFFF Today was pretty...eh.

I put in a appointment slip to get an appointment. We'll see what fuckery will happen with that.

I got to hangout with Marvin today~ The walk to my house was so nice. ♥ It was definitely autumn weather! :D We played video games then watched The Hills Run Red, which was quite possibly one of the dumbest movies I've recently watched and wished I didn't. XD At least we got to make stupid assumptions as to what may happen....and they all came true. xD

☆ Tuesday ☆ Only interesting bit: my sister, mom and I were talking about the cereal I was addicted to when I was younger.

It was Kaboom! I FUCKING LOVED THAT CEREAL WITH A PAINFULLY UNHEALTHY PASSION.

THEY SELL IT ON AMAZON!

MAYBE I CAN ASK FOR THAT AS MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT? :D :D :D Y/Y?

☆ Wednesday ☆ I woke up at 6:12-ish AM and I had until 6:30 to get ready for school. :/ Then I hear about all of this drama nonsense in school and thennnn I'm reminded that I need ten photos from Photography class and I only have four. When I went to DWG & PTG class, I found out that I successfully dropped the class, but I need to get back in because of my PHOTO class.

UUUUGH, FUCK BAD TEACHERS. :|

My guidance counselor is definitely sick of seeing me! I know it. I feel so bad for bothering him so much but that's his job. The only highlights of my day was the deliciously sweet apple turnover Ms.Perez gave me and getting to see Jess.

There's a stupid parody of a song under the cut.

( Steelhead got them endangered species mark~ )

It was all done because of Comp Art. Need I say more? I think not. XD

( Memes, surveys. )

Wow that was just cut off randomly.

I suppose I'll get started on my homework before Monster Quest comes on.

the VIDYA GAMES friending meme

mobstat5: Chillim
mobstat5: With my frienf
mobstat5: D
Guroi Modanisut: Ah. That's nice, I suppose. xD
mobstat5: Lolsz u suppose ?
Guroi Modanisut: Yeah, I suppose.
Guroi Modanisut: O.o
mobstat5: u supose to do wat ?
mobstat5: lolsz\
Guroi Modanisut: ...I didn't...say I was suppose to do something...

Wtf...


I'M. SO. DAMN. TIRED.

I can't believe I crashed at like 10:30-ish PM last night. D:

Since I was too tired to add anything else in my previous entry, I'll add it here:


My new knee-high converse came in the mail yesterday!

I would have gotten them earlier if the stupid USPS people left a fucking note stating the package wasn't picked up and whatnot! I don't even remember being out on September 19th, bu oh why trust us? It's not like we live here. 8|

So other than getting that package, an amazing date, an amazing boyfriend, angry dad and ripped stockings, the day was really tiresome. School, mostly. The tests were easy, except for the vocab since I'm pretty sure there's about 2 words I messed up with. D: I guess I copied down the wrong definition or something. (;A;)

I'm excited for tomorrow since I get to do my weekly jog with Jess~ ♥ I'm going to try and get jogging in on days we don't have school. (@_@) Hopefully that'll work out -- especially the winter break in February and those 8-9 days off in December. 8| But knowing the mother nature, she'll be all, "LOL NO JOGGIN 4 U!!!!!11! HAV3 SUM 5FT SNOW."

OTL

Uuuugh, I'm still really tired and this cold weather isn't helping. I mean, I looove the cold, but jeezuz I'm not used to it! I've been trying to get my summer wardrobe together and now it's all cold. I can never balance myself out. xD

Eventually, I'm going to take my 5-hour class for driving, then SOMEONE'S going to have to give me more driving lessons then take the test, fail, then take it again and hope to pass. xD

The only remotely productive thing I did today was clean the whole kitchen and help my parents put on the pool cover...AGAIN. D: The old one broke. D:

( THINGS I MUST DECIDE ON BUYING. )

And now to show some of the banners I made...because I'm getting a little sick of the one I have right now.

( Photoshopped banners. )

OFF I GO TO FIND MORE THINGS TO TRY AND DECIDE TO BUY.

AND MORE MUSIC TO DOWNLOAD. :D

For one week, recommend/share:
✖ Day one: a song: Aenakutemo by Kana Nishino ft WISE. ♥ I reallyyyy love this song. ♥ I think it's so goddamn cute, it almost hurts. Also, I'm also a real softie when it comes to love songs...SOME times. Funny how I hates cheesy romance movies...

✖ Day two: a picture

Awww.

✖ Day three: a book/ebook/fanfic I highly recommend reading "The Pit and the Pendulum"! ♥ It's so good. I loved it -- but then again, I Poe. Read it here! It's not really long, I promise. xD Unless you hate reading. :/

✖ Day four: a site YOUR BEST FRIEND FOR DOWNLOADING MUSIC. No, it's not LimeWire. :| IT's BeeMp3. ♥ I've been using this for like a week and I feel in looove. XD

✖ Day five: a youtube clip

UUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUU. Still amuses me every time I watch it. :D

✖ Day six: a quote "Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before." - Poe ♥ Oh how I would love to get back into reading his collective works book.

✖ Day seven: whatever tickles your fancy

Doesn't it suck when this happens: You thought you met a cool person but the more you talk to them or hangout with them (generally getting to know them), you find out how...unpleasant they are? D: Especially when they're really clingy and don't leave you alone and expect you to pay attention to them every single waking moment of your day?

I dunno, these things usually come to mind for me. Maybe that's why I get such violent mood swings: I constantly am thinking about things I don't like rather than the things that make me happy. Note to self: Let's work on that. (-_-U)

Trig is pretty easy -- but that's because we're still reviewing factoring. I hate factoring, but I'm ecstatic that there are no proofs. I HATE THOSE WITH A PASSION. I got to switch into POE for 6th period, but I dunno how that'll work out since Mrs.Romano has hall duty. Who knows what's going to happen. I can't wait for ECO to end and PIG to begin because 1) that means I'm almost done with the year and 2) I can start working on getting my community service hours. WOOP WOOP. Which means I have to do very well in Trig so I can keep 8th period open to go do community service for teachers.

Our yearbook has an ugly cover, apparently. No shock there but I don't care, there just better be amazing content in it! I need to start bringing in my camera, apparently, to take pictures of seniors. Ohgodthissucks.

Since math club meets on Mondays, I'll probably join since it won't interfere with yearbook club. I also want to be in art club, but I think they meet every other Friday... D:

Hurr...there's really nothing else to talk about... D:

I finished all of the APE wooooork~~~~! ♥ I'm so effin' happy. :3 It's just a pain that I don't have folders -- unlike my mom says. :| SHE LIIIIES.

Eeeuuuh, so far the my first and second day of school went by fast. D: Except for Study Hall, even though I have Alexa in it... we don't want to be there. D: I'm going to get another POE class with Ms.Romano again. She wants me to, and I might as well~~! But Ms.Butzke (the POE teacher) "may not let me" so I have to ask her Monday since I have POE every other day. :/ FFFFFFFFF SHE BETTER LET ME, I GOT NOTHING BETTER TO DO.

I dropped Business Math! \\CELEBRAAAAATION~~// But now I'm under a lot of pressure! I have to pass the class to pass 12th grade. So if I fail 1st quarter, I'm going to take Alg 2 without the Trig. And it doesn't have a lab so I'd have another free every-other-day period. And if I pass the regents AND the class, I graduate and get the Adv Reg diploma! (*w*) I MUST DO MY BEST!

ATTENTION PEOPLE WHO ARE AWESOME AT TRIG: COULD YOU HELP ME PLEASE?

And I mean I reallyyyy need you there for me!! I have Ms.Pang to help (along with after school help), and maybe a few other people (like Marley and Jordan), but the more the merrier I say! ♥♥ Any help will be GREATLY appreciated.

So if you are aweeeesome at Trig, or remember things about it, get to me on my messengers:
☆ MSN: x_violent_harenchi_x@hotmail.com
☆ AIM: Guroi Modanisut
☆ Yahoo: crystals_shattered

Thank youuu gaaaaiiiiiiz! ♥

ECO was fun today~ :D We did some "needs" challenge. It was one of those "pick 6 people out of the 10" things and the event was WWIII. Uhuhuh, the team I was in got most of the people we need to have to survive. I forgot what all of them were...

I dunno if I'll be able to do Comp Art. I'm not completely patient and handy with a computer (when it comes to designing) but I have to do good so I can get the credit to take my art regents. I still don't understand how I'm supposed to prepare for it, but I'll try my best and wait for those goddamn announcements for the art regents.



Outfit for today~. I need...pants. D:

THAT PARTY CAKE ICE CREAM IS SO GOOD. I'M SO HAPPY THERE ARE TWO CARTONS OF IT.

AND COFFEE-MATE FRENCH VANILLA IS DELIIIIIICIOUS. I WANT MOAR.

CAPSING IS HARD WORK. UHUHUHUHU.



( I finally got my Photography class pictures back. [+5] )

Henewai! I'm probably going to change my banner fiiiiinally!, so I need to pick a new one.

Poll #1455989 Banner decision
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 7

Which banner should I use?

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Picture 1
1 (14.3%)

Picture 2
5 (71.4%)

Picture 3
1 (14.3%)

( Pictures of the choices here~ )

Nooow....

( Ignore this, seriously. It's really just venting. )

IS anyone having trouble making a voice post?

I keep getting something like:

[Invalid audio link: 7]

D:

My mom wants to buy me a new pair of shoes, but I have to decide between three of the ones I really want. D: I might just get those engineer boots -- BUT IN WHAT COLOR?!?! I think I should get white since I have a lot of black shoes anyway. :/ And black pants/stockings + black shoes = D:

I don't like it. D: I like to put a break in between too much solid colors. :|

They should really let you play Birkin on any RE mercenaries. And not his last form! Just him as a human. How cute would he be if you're playing as him and he's running around with a gun in his lab coat? AND IF YOU PLAY PARTNER (like in RE5), WOULDN'T IT BE EVEN CUTER TO PARTNER HIM UP WITH WESKER?

*dies* I'm a big loser. D: Gotta stop loving RE so much. D:

Also: I still haven't been given that group picture my sister may or may not have in her e-mail. If I knew her password, I'd of made the concert post a long time ago. ALAS, I DON'T KNOW IT. SO I HAVE TO PUT IT OFF A LITTLE LONGER. D:

I noticed I haven't looked at my '09 To-Do List recently...and when I did, I did a lot more than I thought I did~!

( It's so reassuring~ )

Use any variety of pictures that are already on your hard drive to answer the criteria. They can be drawings, photographs, screen caps, anything you want.
From hajhaj

( OOPS. FORGOT THE LJ-CUT. HERE YOU GO. )

I think I'll just go play RE: Outbreak #2 since I haven't finished all the missions. （ＴдＴ）
I fucking hate the hospital one because of that bastard who's ALWAYS going after you when you least expect it and are low on ammo/health. D: D: D: GODDOMIT ROSIDONT OVOL. Has anyone ever finished that chapter/mission/whateverthehellit'scalled? D: