the image color meme

FFFFFFFFFFF Today was pretty...eh.

I put in a appointment slip to get an appointment. We'll see what fuckery will happen with that.

I got to hangout with Marvin today~ The walk to my house was so nice. ♥ It was definitely autumn weather! :D We played video games then watched The Hills Run Red, which was quite possibly one of the dumbest movies I've recently watched and wished I didn't. XD At least we got to make stupid assumptions as to what may happen....and they all came true. xD

☆ Tuesday ☆ Only interesting bit: my sister, mom and I were talking about the cereal I was addicted to when I was younger.

It was Kaboom! I FUCKING LOVED THAT CEREAL WITH A PAINFULLY UNHEALTHY PASSION.

THEY SELL IT ON AMAZON!

MAYBE I CAN ASK FOR THAT AS MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT? :D :D :D Y/Y?

☆ Wednesday ☆ I woke up at 6:12-ish AM and I had until 6:30 to get ready for school. :/ Then I hear about all of this drama nonsense in school and thennnn I'm reminded that I need ten photos from Photography class and I only have four. When I went to DWG & PTG class, I found out that I successfully dropped the class, but I need to get back in because of my PHOTO class.

UUUUGH, FUCK BAD TEACHERS. :|

My guidance counselor is definitely sick of seeing me! I know it. I feel so bad for bothering him so much but that's his job. The only highlights of my day was the deliciously sweet apple turnover Ms.Perez gave me and getting to see Jess.

There's a stupid parody of a song under the cut.

( Steelhead got them endangered species mark~ )

It was all done because of Comp Art. Need I say more? I think not. XD

( Memes, surveys. )

Wow that was just cut off randomly.

I suppose I'll get started on my homework before Monster Quest comes on.

the VIDYA GAMES friending meme

mobstat5: Chillim
mobstat5: With my frienf
mobstat5: D
Guroi Modanisut: Ah. That's nice, I suppose. xD
mobstat5: Lolsz u suppose ?
Guroi Modanisut: Yeah, I suppose.
Guroi Modanisut: O.o
mobstat5: u supose to do wat ?
mobstat5: lolsz\
Guroi Modanisut: ...I didn't...say I was suppose to do something...

Wtf...


I'M. SO. DAMN. TIRED.

I can't believe I crashed at like 10:30-ish PM last night. D:

Since I was too tired to add anything else in my previous entry, I'll add it here:


My new knee-high converse came in the mail yesterday!

I would have gotten them earlier if the stupid USPS people left a fucking note stating the package wasn't picked up and whatnot! I don't even remember being out on September 19th, bu oh why trust us? It's not like we live here. 8|

So other than getting that package, an amazing date, an amazing boyfriend, angry dad and ripped stockings, the day was really tiresome. School, mostly. The tests were easy, except for the vocab since I'm pretty sure there's about 2 words I messed up with. D: I guess I copied down the wrong definition or something. (;A;)

I'm excited for tomorrow since I get to do my weekly jog with Jess~ ♥ I'm going to try and get jogging in on days we don't have school. (@_@) Hopefully that'll work out -- especially the winter break in February and those 8-9 days off in December. 8| But knowing the mother nature, she'll be all, "LOL NO JOGGIN 4 U!!!!!11! HAV3 SUM 5FT SNOW."

OTL

Uuuugh, I'm still really tired and this cold weather isn't helping. I mean, I looove the cold, but jeezuz I'm not used to it! I've been trying to get my summer wardrobe together and now it's all cold. I can never balance myself out. xD

Eventually, I'm going to take my 5-hour class for driving, then SOMEONE'S going to have to give me more driving lessons then take the test, fail, then take it again and hope to pass. xD

The only remotely productive thing I did today was clean the whole kitchen and help my parents put on the pool cover...AGAIN. D: The old one broke. D:

( THINGS I MUST DECIDE ON BUYING. )

And now to show some of the banners I made...because I'm getting a little sick of the one I have right now.

( Photoshopped banners. )

OFF I GO TO FIND MORE THINGS TO TRY AND DECIDE TO BUY.

AND MORE MUSIC TO DOWNLOAD. :D

For one week, recommend/share:
✖ Day one: a song: Aenakutemo by Kana Nishino ft WISE. ♥ I reallyyyy love this song. ♥ I think it's so goddamn cute, it almost hurts. Also, I'm also a real softie when it comes to love songs...SOME times. Funny how I hates cheesy romance movies...

✖ Day two: a picture

Awww.

✖ Day three: a book/ebook/fanfic I highly recommend reading "The Pit and the Pendulum"! ♥ It's so good. I loved it -- but then again, I Poe. Read it here! It's not really long, I promise. xD Unless you hate reading. :/

✖ Day four: a site YOUR BEST FRIEND FOR DOWNLOADING MUSIC. No, it's not LimeWire. :| IT's BeeMp3. ♥ I've been using this for like a week and I feel in looove. XD

✖ Day five: a youtube clip

UUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUU. Still amuses me every time I watch it. :D

✖ Day six: a quote "Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before." - Poe ♥ Oh how I would love to get back into reading his collective works book.

✖ Day seven: whatever tickles your fancy

Doesn't it suck when this happens: You thought you met a cool person but the more you talk to them or hangout with them (generally getting to know them), you find out how...unpleasant they are? D: Especially when they're really clingy and don't leave you alone and expect you to pay attention to them every single waking moment of your day?

I dunno, these things usually come to mind for me. Maybe that's why I get such violent mood swings: I constantly am thinking about things I don't like rather than the things that make me happy. Note to self: Let's work on that. (-_-U)

Trig is pretty easy -- but that's because we're still reviewing factoring. I hate factoring, but I'm ecstatic that there are no proofs. I HATE THOSE WITH A PASSION. I got to switch into POE for 6th period, but I dunno how that'll work out since Mrs.Romano has hall duty. Who knows what's going to happen. I can't wait for ECO to end and PIG to begin because 1) that means I'm almost done with the year and 2) I can start working on getting my community service hours. WOOP WOOP. Which means I have to do very well in Trig so I can keep 8th period open to go do community service for teachers.

Our yearbook has an ugly cover, apparently. No shock there but I don't care, there just better be amazing content in it! I need to start bringing in my camera, apparently, to take pictures of seniors. Ohgodthissucks.

Since math club meets on Mondays, I'll probably join since it won't interfere with yearbook club. I also want to be in art club, but I think they meet every other Friday... D:

Hurr...there's really nothing else to talk about... D:

I finished all of the APE wooooork~~~~! ♥ I'm so effin' happy. :3 It's just a pain that I don't have folders -- unlike my mom says. :| SHE LIIIIES.

Eeeuuuh, so far the my first and second day of school went by fast. D: Except for Study Hall, even though I have Alexa in it... we don't want to be there. D: I'm going to get another POE class with Ms.Romano again. She wants me to, and I might as well~~! But Ms.Butzke (the POE teacher) "may not let me" so I have to ask her Monday since I have POE every other day. :/ FFFFFFFFF SHE BETTER LET ME, I GOT NOTHING BETTER TO DO.

I dropped Business Math! \\CELEBRAAAAATION~~// But now I'm under a lot of pressure! I have to pass the class to pass 12th grade. So if I fail 1st quarter, I'm going to take Alg 2 without the Trig. And it doesn't have a lab so I'd have another free every-other-day period. And if I pass the regents AND the class, I graduate and get the Adv Reg diploma! (*w*) I MUST DO MY BEST!

ATTENTION PEOPLE WHO ARE AWESOME AT TRIG: COULD YOU HELP ME PLEASE?

And I mean I reallyyyy need you there for me!! I have Ms.Pang to help (along with after school help), and maybe a few other people (like Marley and Jordan), but the more the merrier I say! ♥♥ Any help will be GREATLY appreciated.

So if you are aweeeesome at Trig, or remember things about it, get to me on my messengers:
☆ MSN: x_violent_harenchi_x@hotmail.com
☆ AIM: Guroi Modanisut
☆ Yahoo: crystals_shattered

Thank youuu gaaaaiiiiiiz! ♥

ECO was fun today~ :D We did some "needs" challenge. It was one of those "pick 6 people out of the 10" things and the event was WWIII. Uhuhuh, the team I was in got most of the people we need to have to survive. I forgot what all of them were...

I dunno if I'll be able to do Comp Art. I'm not completely patient and handy with a computer (when it comes to designing) but I have to do good so I can get the credit to take my art regents. I still don't understand how I'm supposed to prepare for it, but I'll try my best and wait for those goddamn announcements for the art regents.



Outfit for today~. I need...pants. D:

THAT PARTY CAKE ICE CREAM IS SO GOOD. I'M SO HAPPY THERE ARE TWO CARTONS OF IT.

AND COFFEE-MATE FRENCH VANILLA IS DELIIIIIICIOUS. I WANT MOAR.

CAPSING IS HARD WORK. UHUHUHUHU.



( I finally got my Photography class pictures back. [+5] )

Henewai! I'm probably going to change my banner fiiiiinally!, so I need to pick a new one.

Poll #1455989 Banner decision
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 7

Which banner should I use?

View Answers

Picture 1
1 (14.3%)

Picture 2
5 (71.4%)

Picture 3
1 (14.3%)

( Pictures of the choices here~ )

Nooow....

( Ignore this, seriously. It's really just venting. )

IS anyone having trouble making a voice post?

I keep getting something like:

[Invalid audio link: 7]

D:

My mom wants to buy me a new pair of shoes, but I have to decide between three of the ones I really want. D: I might just get those engineer boots -- BUT IN WHAT COLOR?!?! I think I should get white since I have a lot of black shoes anyway. :/ And black pants/stockings + black shoes = D:

I don't like it. D: I like to put a break in between too much solid colors. :|

They should really let you play Birkin on any RE mercenaries. And not his last form! Just him as a human. How cute would he be if you're playing as him and he's running around with a gun in his lab coat? AND IF YOU PLAY PARTNER (like in RE5), WOULDN'T IT BE EVEN CUTER TO PARTNER HIM UP WITH WESKER?

*dies* I'm a big loser. D: Gotta stop loving RE so much. D:

Also: I still haven't been given that group picture my sister may or may not have in her e-mail. If I knew her password, I'd of made the concert post a long time ago. ALAS, I DON'T KNOW IT. SO I HAVE TO PUT IT OFF A LITTLE LONGER. D:

I noticed I haven't looked at my '09 To-Do List recently...and when I did, I did a lot more than I thought I did~!

( It's so reassuring~ )

Use any variety of pictures that are already on your hard drive to answer the criteria. They can be drawings, photographs, screen caps, anything you want.
From hajhaj

( OOPS. FORGOT THE LJ-CUT. HERE YOU GO. )

I think I'll just go play RE: Outbreak #2 since I haven't finished all the missions. （ＴдＴ）
I fucking hate the hospital one because of that bastard who's ALWAYS going after you when you least expect it and are low on ammo/health. D: D: D: GODDOMIT ROSIDONT OVOL. Has anyone ever finished that chapter/mission/whateverthehellit'scalled? D:

ATTENTION.

x_ms_vampire_x has died on August 25th 2009 at around 7PM.

And then she died again on August 27th, 2009 at 3:35 PM.

Cause of deaths: sheer happiness.

THE CONCERT WAS AMAZING. I'M SO HAPPY I WENT! (≧∇≦) I'll talk about another time though, because it's going to take some patience and time to make the entry. :|

Today was very calm. I woke up fairly late today (11:00 AM) so I didn't feel like being productive - as per usual on my summer vacation days. So I played Animal Crossing and was stung by bees fives times. Oh my poor Ciel (Yes, my character's name is Ciel. :D)! ♥ I was trying to catch bees...but...it didn't work out.

Then my dad kept calling me but I kept missing his calls...like a failure. XD He eventually got through to my mom and so~ he told me I had to get formally dressed for a funeral. Of course I whined, but I had to pretty up for it because my dad tells me his "social status is on the line" when it comes to events such as these. He says it's a "social" event, but...uh...it's not the social I'm thinking of, that's for sure. XD

So I complied, and while I was drying my hair, my mom told me to check the mail. I looked, dropped the mail of the kitchen table an odd package at the top of the pile. So I looked at it closely and~ I~ was~ pleased to find my finger guard came! ♥ But I'll post pictures of it at the end of this entry...I really want to get all the text part.

My dad came home at 5PM, we all got ready for the wake for his friend's father I think I got that right.... He was like..80-something. I don't know, but it was weird to see a dead body a few feet away from me. D: We weren't there long, so I didn't have to wear the outfit I was wearing for long. (☆。☆）fffff then we went out to eat at Neptune's Diner. We - or more like I - was starving. D: IFREAKIN'LOVETHATDINERSOMUCH.

The deserts are amaaazing and so is the food~! Maybe, one day, I can eat there for breakfast? Then I can finally say I've eaten there for all meals! (*w*) UHUHUHUHUH. *explodes*

So anyway, we got home at like 10PM. That's the end of my day. XD




My new favorite accessory~ that'll go nicely with the lock necklace. ♥


What I wore.

ffff my god Ouran High School Host Club is one of the most ridiculous anime/manga I've ever seen. I have no idea why I liked it in the past.

Also: Solty Rei, that opening that I'm seeing right now with the paper characters: wtf.

So many weird shows. (@_@) I see and fully understand why I'm fucked up now. :D

AAAAAUUUUUUUUGH!!! LNGAJDGNAKJGNAKJNGA MY INTERNET CONNECTION IS REALLY GIVING ME SOME SHIT. It's keeps disconnecting when I'm trying to do something. It's like it's a conspiracy! IT KEEPS HAPPENING WHEN THIS PERSON CALLS OUR HOUSE. WHAT IS THIS I DON'T EVEN.

BUT:

Pringles + Monster = ヽ(´▽｀)ノ ♥ ヽ(´▽｀)ノ ♥ ヽ(´▽｀)ノ ♥

Welcome ldeathfirel to LJ~~!! ♥ He's all settled in -- thanks to hours of HARDWOOOOOOORK. ～（￣▽￣～） So add him~!!! He has a pretty interesting life. :D GO GO GO GO! Uhuhuhu~

Now all he needs is a deviantART account and all will be WELL!

I don't have much to update about because I really didn't do anything interesting today. I went to Queens...and my dad dropped my mom and I at the Queens Mall to do some shopping. We were there for about 4 hours...wandering around aimlessly, going in and out of stores. It sucks that I couldn't buy anything!!! I only had my measly $21-and-whatever-cents! （ ´Д｀） I can't wait for the yard sale tomorrow! I hope it's a good day... And I'm glad I didn't spend my money on cigarettes! D: I broke my promise for quitting! (;w;) I was just so stressed...

My mom kept saying she had to go to the bathroom so we spent like...an hour or so trying to find it. She kept going the wrong way when I was trying to direct her to it! (￣д￣；) LISTEN TO MEEEEEEE~!

We went to the food court and it was PACKED!!! There was no where to sit... D: I was all distressed and tired...but luckily we found a free table near the escalators, so I was able to go grab some food. TOO BD SAKURA JAPAN HAD A REALLY LONG LINE! （ ´Д｀） fffff But the food is good so that made up for it.

When I got home, my parents were basically having a panic attack because my half-brother didn't call them! He was released from jail yesterday but one of his friends said he wasn't! So for a while, my parents were going crazy. My dad was cursing up a storm and my mom was all "（　ﾟДﾟ)". Me? Well....: （・ω｀・）ﾝ？

Yeah. D:

What was also depressing to me was the fact that my finger guard STILL hasn't arrived in the mail! (;w;) HOW LONG DOES IT TAKE TO SHIP A LITTLE FINGER GUARD FROM HONG KONG!?!? DX WHYYYYYYY.

Ehem.

I'm still working on my appearance log! My mom said her scanner is working so now I can scan a bunch of stuff I've been putting off for a few days now. :D

Until then, I'll just...leave that lj-cut down there...

( Just some camwhoring and two b/w shots. ALSO: my obligatory outfit shot. [+6] )

ALRIGHT. OFF I GO TO DO..........STUFF! \:D/ I really want to procrastinate and play video games all~ night~

There's one thing I love LJ for: you can look back at the old you.

I was tagging old entries because I didn't feel like doing my summer assignment. All I have to say is HOLY CRAP I WAS SUCH A BITCH! AND SO WHINY AND DEPRESSING BACK THEN!!! ∑(゜△゜;) I HATE IT! If someone said I could have one wish, it'd be to go back in time and bitchslap younger!me. (>Д<;)

O-Oh, I should probably give a reason for why I was going back on my entries -- other than tagging them, I was trying to find pictures of myself and my style for my upcoming appearance log entry. Y'know, one of those hilarious entries where you post how you USED to look and you get to LAWL at yourself about it? Yeah~ I used to look so bad! WHY DID I EVEN THINK THAT LOOKED GOOD?! 凸（゜皿゜メ）

Comment and I give you 5 words I associate with you.
Then, explain them in your LJ.

From xx_sora_xx and ne_zhaley. ♥

Yeah~ here it is again~ XD

☆ Clothes ☆ My liiiiiiiiiife - goes hand-in-hand with the fashion answer I had to write out in my last post. I love clothes with a PASSION. But I really hate when they make me look fat or disfigured. D: I really love tight shirts, but I really want to wear those stylishly baggy shirts/sweaters. D: If I slim down, maybe I can pull it off without looking like a blob. XD Things like horizontal stripes make me look even more big because I'm not a damn twig -- and never will be! XD I'm not putting myself down, I'm just telling how I see myself!

☆ Tacos ☆ My favorite food of all foods. If you offer me a taco, I take it without a second thought! That's probably a bad thing since it may be poisoned. (￣д￣；) I should serve tacos from Taco Bell at my wedding! You'd all go, right? (○´ω｀○)ﾉ You cannot deny the goodness of tacos. ♥

☆ Silent Hill ☆ (asked twice~) ONE OF MY TWO FAVORITE SURVIVAL HORROR VIDEO GAME SERIES OF ALL TIME. (*°∀°)=3 ♥ How could you NOT like Silent Hill?! There are so many eerie things about it that it fits my sicklove for the pecuiliar things in life -- or much rather NOT in life.

☆ Parapara ☆ I use it as a form of exercise. ～（￣▽￣～） I haven't been doing it a lot recently (which explains me putting on 2 pounds) but I should stop slacking... XD I know the full dance of Hare Hare Yukai, Odore! Soran Parapara, Boom Boom Mecha Macho, Danjo, Motteke! Se-ra-fuku (yeah, the Lucky Star one), Onna no Ultra, and Renai Rider. Phew! XD I know some of/most of the Japanese Numa Numa, Anataboshi, Superman, Tell Me, So Hot, Bitch is a Bitch and the Mickey Mouse March. I should get to learning them, huh. （・ε・。）

☆ Drawing ☆ Answered here.

☆ Resident Evil ☆ I KNEW SOMEONE WOULD WONDER ABOUT THIS. UHUHUHUHUHU. Another amazing survival horror game. :D I love me some zombies and hawt dudes going around killing them. Favorite characters: Birkin, Wesker, Chris, Brad, David, Kevin Dooley AND Ryman, Sheva, Leon, Alfred (Why NOT? ♥), HUNK, Billy, Joseph.... That's all I can think of right now. （・ε・。） OH, WAIT, AND THE PILOT WHO SAVED MY ASS COUNTLESS TIMES IN RE4! MY TRUE FRIEND. (;w;)/

☆ Crossovers ☆ H-HOW DID YOU KNOW?! I crossover fandoms all the time. Some of them don't even make any sense. ┐(´─`)┌ It's probably unhealthy to love crossover, so maybe that's why I usually keep them to myself. (●´ω｀●)

I'm actually watching Epic Movie. Whenever it comes on, I change the channel because it's pretty...stupid. :| But now I want to watch Narnia (since I never have) or just go replay a good game. That's always fun, y/y? ♥

Eeuuuuh. I went to the usual salon in Queens to get a haircut.

Well, it was supposed to be a trim but I got a totally different style. D:

( And I don't like it much. [+7] )

After that, we went home since my dad already went to the Bronx to run an errand. xD So it was a short day. Other than the tidal wave of bad news. :/

[FAMILY ISSUES MOVED TO A PERSONAL ENTRY WHERE ONLY CERTAIN PEOPLE CAN SEE.]

AAAAAAND THEN~~~ I talked to Jess and we talked about what shit was going on throughout our day... We both were having a bad day. (;w;) She made me feel better when we talked about Animal Crossing. I really am grateful for having her. She seems to always be right there, just when I need her. ♥



( BeatleMania~!!! [+7] )