I've changed my layout~ finally~~! Of course, me being me, I had to tweak it a little bit, but most of the tweaks are extremely minor. I pretty much dig the layout so hopefully I won't have to change it anytime soon. xD

Well~ today, after posting that painfully long entry, I played WET and Paper Mario. ♥ WET's pretty cool, aside from the text being pretty hard to read -- the buttons I'm supposed to press, that is. :/ I got the hang of it though!

My god, sometimes...you are so fucking annoying and unpleasant... It's like I'm with a chick. And no, I'm not picking up the fucking phone. Stop calling.

I should be going to sleep...but I'm not the least bit tired.. :/

The happiness I've felt today is absolutely indescribable. ♥

And I want to go see him but uuuugh, I definitely may not be able because of my parents. I can't do anything by myself, and yet my sister can but she's only a year older than me. HUWUTISDIS? My dad got mad at me for being in the playground with Mike. I was like "whaaat the fuuuck~?"

I can't wait until I get my license! And get older and blahblahblah. I want to be at an age where I can't be told where I can and can't go, where I can live and whatnot. Bah. /rage

Spotlight for Henry now. ♥

Another Silent Hill game beaten! :D ♥ It took me about 7 hours (I can't remember the exact time) and the last boss was so...easy and wtf. D:

My sister is probably in FL by now. I hope Monica (her biffles~) and she have lots of fun...WHILE I SUFFER WITHOUT A STRAIGHTENER. I had a really shitty one a year ago, but I don't know where it is. I've tried to look for it, but I had no luck finding it! I have to clean things out for the garage sale that I don't know when we're having. 8|

Oh! Repoman was pretty goddamn good!! I really like it! I'd watch it again~ ♥

Supposedly on Thursday Jess, Sharadia and I are going to the mall to browse and apply for jobs. I hope I can land a job there. If I do...goddamn I'm going to be screweeed for bus money until I get a car.

( Umm... )



And now I leave you with a remotely amusing video of Henry.


That's how he is when Bubba isn't around.

Hello new and potentially awesome friends~~~ ♥ Welcome to the madness that is x_ms_vampire_x! ♥ Enjoy your stay. ;D

MY HAIR. IT IS IN AN AWESOME STATE RIGHT NOW. THE STATE OF AWESOME. Too bad it won't last that long. XD

First of all: Happy 2-month anniversary bb~ ♥ BEST. TWO. MONTHS. EVER.
And second: Happy Birthday Mike~ you friggin' loser. ♥

I started and ALMOST finished Mike's birthday present. I think it came out pretty damn decent, if I do say so myself. Tinkerbell is so damn hard to draw, why would it be any easier to make in clay form?! I can't mold her hair correctly, so I'm trying to paint it on and add the bun at the end. I just hope it doesn't look stupid...

M'kay that's all. :D

I actually like these leg warmers. I'd buy them but...yerr..I dunno, should I? I'm not sure. I got my sister to order a pair of stockings from there since it's free shipping and only $6. ♥ I was going to get her to buy me some Itoya pens but the shipping was $6 for only 2 pens and 2 pencils. :/ I'm so tempted though...I really need those damn Itoya Fine Point System .3mm pens.

Today was pretty good. A little spacey - that's my own fault - but anyway, yes, enjoyable nonetheless. ♥ Got myself a effin' adorable girlfriend. ♥ I'd kiss and cuddle her if I wasn't fucking sick. /RAGE/

I HATE APUSH. I've been stressing over that essay since Wednesday, which is when I learned we were getting one. D: I'm sure he's going to be a dick and choose the second topic. Because he's a dick. DX It's a damn miracle if he picks the third topic because I just happened to learn that one inside out. :D Maybe if I pray to some god...the sky will shit a load of snow onto us and close down school....but that's going quite far and I don't think that praying will ever come from me. XD

FFFFFFFF there are some many tests coming up that I can't keep up with what I have to do. D: And my procrastinating ass isn't helping. I keep going over to the TV to play RE.......maybe if I just hide the plug...(@_@)

THIS SONG IS TERRIBLY INAPPROPRIATE FOR ME.

Today was quite interesting. I had to take care of a sullen friend (which strengthen our already amazing friendship) and was given rather odd and displeasing information. I'm not 100% certain if she was serious about it, but if she was...then I am definitely not afraid to raise hell. I asked John about it, and he reassured me from my doubts. I'm hoping that he's telling the truth so I don't have to break someone's bones.

Jess told me that Eddie (INSERT LOTS OF A LAUGHTER HERE) told her that I'm stubborn. Now what in the sweet hell is THAT supposed to mean? Am I supposed to do things to/for him when we've only been together for around 2 weeks? Quite frankly, he's a "kiss-and-tell" kind of guy. And I'm pretty sure I'm right about this. When it comes to other people and after a lot of observation, I make a pretty stable idea and opinion of them.

I must seem weird and a concrete by-the-book type of person. I'm not, really. XD

Something like that makes me happy that we're done. You can tell a bit about someone if you just notice the little things. And also without taking them into SRS PROPORTIONZ.

I have an essay to write. It was given today, due on Friday. THAT SADDENS ME GREATLY. I hate DBQ essays jgrnkjesgkeajngjekag. Speaking of work, I have yet to start that Geometry homework....shit. I think it's due on Thursday.

I'm pretty excited about this day off because I'll be able to get stuff done. I think someone's coming to my house tomorrow...... D: I DON'T REMEMBER WHO.

Other than that, I really have nothing to write about school. Unfortunately, most of it is pretty much gossip. Before anything gets "serious", I'm stepping back and holding up the "DON'T YOU BRING YOUR DRAMA TO ME" sign. I'm jealous of Porscha! She doesn't really talk to the friends I know anymore so she really can't be dragged into their bullshit.

We'll see. We shall see.

FFFFF I'm going to upload Thief now. :D :D :D :D I wish I had a paid account. TIME TO PUT MONEY IN A PAYPAL ACCOUNT. Y/Y?

EDIT: WHY WON'T THIEF UPLOAD?!?!?!?!?!?

I feel absolutely...GHEI.

Only because I forgot my APUSH binder in that classroom where Multi-Cultural Club is held. So I'm guessing no one noticed it and now it's hiding somewhere. It has my friggin' name on every paper it, so who knows where it'll turn up. It's a shame I have a test coming up and everything I should be studying is in that binder.

No luck going on here.

Other than that, my day was ehhhh. I finally broke up with Eddie. FUCKING FINALLY. That relationship died out fast. I guess he just wasn't my type of guy. To me, he wasn't..."wild" enough. Or something. I cannot gather any words at the moment to explain myself.

That trip to that park is coming up! It's this Thursday and I can't effin' wait! And I can't wait for the week of Halloween. ♥ I love October, I'm always busy around this time of the year. ;D PLOTTING DESTRUCTION.

I should probably finish up watching Dark Water then the fourth OVA of Hellsing. I can't believe I forgot all about it until my sister brought it up.

30,000 points if you know where that quote came from.

BIG NEWS.

My sister is single. Unfortunately, she went through one of the worst break-ups I've ever heard of. Her boyfriend threw her belongings onto his roof and threw her Final Fantasy X game into a schoolyard. Oh, wait, no, MY Guitar Hero guitar onto his roof. IT IS MINE. NOT HERS. Oh sure, Jimmy gave it to me so it belonged to Jimmy at first, but now it's mine because he willingly GAVE IT TO ME.

And y'know what? I'm not mad about the stuff, nor is my sister. We are more disappointed. Those items can be replaced, easily for they are only pleasure items. Thousands are duplicated for our pleasure. It's the fact that you felt compelled to merely throw away stuff that does not belong to you. But not only that, you had to bad-mouth her. What kind of a childish maggot are you? I truly did not expect that from you. Surely you do not expect your things to be returned to you! Not when she has a sister who has infinite self-respect for herself (o yes gaiz, that wuld b me). She goes through it, I go through it.

Slammed the door in her face after wishing death upon her and degrading her. Do you think you'll get away with that? No one has the right to have a death wish put upon them. I may be a cruel person, but I do not wish death upon anyone. I may say that just because I was mad, but I rewind and take it back because I truly did not mean it. Nowadays, I just wish the person a long life. A very, long life.

This entry, obviously, is public. Not because I want you to feel bad and try to get points for looking like an asshole, it's because I have nothing to hide. I've stated it once and I'll state it again: I have nothing to hide. Though you are probably thinking that I'm just some little girl who knows nothing about relationships. Or "You have no idea what she put me through." No, you're right, I don't. But no one should be degraded like you did to her.

It's not right.

It's immature.

But sad thing is that there are adults who do that. Adults. But that doesn't make what he did okay.

I've talked to her about it and I'm hoping she's feeling better. Tsuki was right, she can find a better man.

Another thing is that you can be replaced too. It's a bloody shame, but it's the truth. Just like she can be, you can be too. He had the audacity to tell her that she was the source of his depression? SHE was the burden? SHE is a liar? MY sister? Was he dating MY sister and not some evil clone or something? I've known my sister for 16+ years and who the fuck is he? I've known him for as long as they dated. He is equal to a stranger to me since I did not get to know him. You've brought depression to her, so it was not one-sided. She held you back because she loved you, not to torture you. She did not want you to get hurt and end up, worst scenario, dead or in jail.

You will NEVER learn everything about one person in less than a year. I don't care HOW FUCKING STRONG the "bond" is. Yes, a lot can happen in less than a year but these are obstacles. Apparently, he did not want to go through these obstacles. He is plainly not ready for a serious relationship. Perhaps he had one in the past...TOO BAD IT ENDED, Y/Y?

I wonder if he'll be the child and talk rudely of her. Quite frankly, I do not expect him to because I have that little floating lint of respect. If he wishes to go off and talk shit about her, he is scum. He cannot say anything about her because he would be the piece of shit. Only middle school brats go around, talking about other people. Even high school kiddies do too.

It's things like this that make me want to be home-schooled.

BASICS: You break-up, you wash your hands and move on. You do not go back like a pathetic little piece of shit to say anything or think anything of the last relationship. If you go back to say shit about the other person, then you are pathetic.

I want my "Fruity Crispy Rice" cereal. Olawldz. IMA GO WATCH DORA THE EXPLORER WITH MY GHETTO PEBBLES~~

That Flapjack show...I, shamelessly, like that show. I don't know when the hell it comes on though. I ♥ it. That and Chowder! Weird fucking shows.

As for the timespan I've spent away from updating my LJ, it's been pretty...busy. Of course I have a lot of homework that I often procrastinate on, so there's nothing new there.



Ever since we got that bloody blue light, I've been spazzing in the middle of the night when I walk up the stairs and turn my head to the kitchen. But hey, I've gotten used to it -- now.

I'm prepping for my plastic surgery! I want to look like a Who from Dr.Seuss. ;D ;D ;D :D ;D :B

I've been rather...busy.

School has been as busy as ever, but that makes sense since, y'know, it's the end of the school year. I'm curious as to how people believe that since it's the end of the school year, you don't have to work so hard. It's very much the opposite; HAY ITS THE END OF THE SCHOOL YR, WORK HARDER!!111%!%!! Y'know?

I am pleased that my friend, Jordan, went to Japan over the Memorial Day break. He told me all about it and how there's a new Pokémon game coming out in autumn....in Japan. He told me he was going to bring me something, but Tokyo is muy pricey so he had little to no money...and he had to pay for half of his ticket there. D: We planned to go to Japan together, as a graduation gift to ourselves. ♥ I don't know who will be going...Maybe Sarah, Malik and some other cool kids...who wants to go! :D DO U GAIZ WANT TO GO TOO? ;D

Today has been....odd. A lot of people were very pleased with what I was wearing today. :D Yes, THE DRESS!!! XD It came on....Tuesday? Yes, Tuesday. I was excited to receive it so I tried it on that day and strut around the house in it for a little while. Then I decided to wear it today and a lot of people were happy to see the sudden change in my style.

I suppose I'm suppose to announce that I'm a little bit of whatever fashion I like? Tch, right.

Let's talk about my upcoming weekend because school conversation is tedious. I'm supposed to be getting a lot of things done over the weekend, and I'm pretty sure I'm not going to do it. Bad...bad..bad habit. I know I will be going shopping tomorrow, that's for sure. New heels, y/y/y/y? ♥

My mom booked a flight to Florida. So from July 18 to the 23 (??), I am going to be in Florida. My hot-tempered dad is going to go see his crazy mom. I'm going to stay away from her as much as possible. :D

I will provide more information about that some time in July.

( Mumbo-jumpo-relationshipo )

Another thing....any time I use a phrase, the majority of people I talk to starts using it. What the fuck is up with that? Explanation, please? Is it so hard to let people have something to themselves? I suppose so. :| TRENDSETTER, Y/Y? *shotkilledded*

Public because I have nothing to hide. :D


O BB!

( Alle warten auf das Licht... (2 outfits) [+6] )

Needz moar iconz.

PUBLIC FO MY MOM. WERD.

AdamRivera215: hey so are you going to download the application for myspace. diffrent people have been buying you right now jordon owns me and i own you
Guroi Modanisut: ......A lot of people "bought" me
Guroi Modanisut: But quite frankly, I can't be arsed to get the application.
AdamRivera215: why not it is pretty good and it free it tells you how other people think of you you are worth 2000 while i am only worth 600
Guroi Modanisut: So the hell what? What does that have to do with anything? Unless I'm thinking about becoming a prostitute, that serves me no purpose.
AdamRivera215: hahaha you are right it just kill time and i got alot on my hand
Guroi Modanisut: Well that's just fantastic.

Too bad it doesn't teach you how to type.

I'll list some of the things I did this week:

☆ Downloading Lunia but had problems playing
☆ ♥ 5/19 ♥
☆ Received book binding, folkart and mirror back from ADV CRAFTS
☆ Chipped my tooth on a pizza cutter
☆ Worried over my sister going to the hospital
☆ Sister's prom
☆ ELOHEL
☆ I became a frequent listener of Wonder Girls

That's just so you don't have to go into detail of my...entry.

Yeah, one of those tl;dr things.



( Tuesday to Today! :D [+19] )

What an update...

I'll show you all my pseudo college essay in a different entry. :| This entry is too long as it is. XD