Quite frankly, I wouldn't care. That and I have no superstitions I believe in. I really never thought about them... So I guess I really could care less about them. But it is interesting to hear about them from people who actually do pay mind to that. xD

My mom keeps calling my sister a slut because she sleeps overs someone (her boyfriend's house. They can't fool us, we know they're dating again.) else's house. I don't think there's anything wrong with that, as long as you've been dating the person for a good 6+ months or so. Then she told me I'm going to be a slut if I sleep over my boyfriend's house. Wtf is wrong with her!? She even thinks friends shouldn't sleep over each other's houses. Uuugh, I had such trouble letting Jess sleep over that one day because she needed someone to talk to late at night. Sometimes she's so goddamn old fashion that it kills me. That or her justification for something is absolutely stupid.

Now to stray away from my rant because nothing nice will be said if I continue. D:

Last night, I fuuuucked up my panda kigurumi. I put bleach on the white part where there was this hideous stain and when I washed and dried it, there was bleach stains on the right leg. (;A;) TOO BAD I WANTED TO WEAR IT TO WATCH Where The Wild Things Are!!! I wonder if I can find another one... I hope so. (;w;) That or try to dye it. My sister did it before...

I'm so happy I got to download The Candy Spooky Theater last night~ (*w*) I love them and miss listening to them over and over and over~ ♥

I'm supposed to be getting dress to wait for Mike...but I don't want to. D: Knowing me, I'm going to go back to sleep. 8| Worst girlfriend ever.

EDIT: I LOST 3 LBS~~~~~~~~! WOOP WOOP~

EDIT 2: I'm so sick of my PS2 freezing when I'm trying to get passed this one part in God of War. It's the part where you have to use two statues to cover two holes on the side-walls so those hellish flying creatures don't come out and knock you down while you're trying to walk across some planks of deceiving wood. 8| When I get to the end of the hallway to the LOADING screen, it fucks me over and never loads. So sick of this. I need a new PS2.

The happiness I've felt today is absolutely indescribable. ♥

And I want to go see him but uuuugh, I definitely may not be able because of my parents. I can't do anything by myself, and yet my sister can but she's only a year older than me. HUWUTISDIS? My dad got mad at me for being in the playground with Mike. I was like "whaaat the fuuuck~?"

I can't wait until I get my license! And get older and blahblahblah. I want to be at an age where I can't be told where I can and can't go, where I can live and whatnot. Bah. /rage

Hooooly crap. I went to the yearbook meeting and it was a disaster. We had to vote on 3 covers picked by who knows who, and the majority hated the 3 covers. But of course there was an argument. It's a shame Sarah wasn't there. I'm sure she would have been able to sort things out. As far as I know, she's really good at that. The other people? Not in the least. They play favorites and only listen to people they know/talk to.

People like that shouldn't be in clubs like yearbook. Oh well, those whiny kids can bitch about they want, the covers were ugly. Well, at least I'll be working with the Photography group. Good thing Michelle leads it~ she's cool. ♥

I might join the math club...I'm not sure. It'd be good to put on my college resume. We'll see.

School shopping needs to get done~ I have no supplies for school. D:

We started to sketch in Drawing & Painting. It was of what we want to do for our first project. I chose a pocket watch and so did this other kid so I'm probably going to change it. Sharadia's doing her mp3 player so I can't do that. I wonder if I could do my DS. xD It's pretty easy. I wish I brought my PTG&DWG sketchbook home so I could sketch up random things around the house until I found something I like. :/

Maybe that Japanese fan dogxstar got for me... 8| Eh. ANYONE HAVE ANY SUGGESTIONS? It'd have to be like a mp3 player, nail clipper, cell phone and so on.

I haven't the slightest clue what I'll be doing this weekend... I really don't have anything planned. Maybe I'll end up rewriting notes and drawing. :|

ALSO: I FORGOT TO DO THE MEME FOR YESTERDAY. D: SO HERE:

For one week, recommend/share:
✖ Day one: a song: Aenakutemo by Kana Nishino ft WISE. ♥ I reallyyyy love this song. ♥ I think it's so goddamn cute, it almost hurts. Also, I'm also a real softie when it comes to love songs...SOME times. Funny how I hates cheesy romance movies...

✖ Day two: a picture

Awww.

✖ Day three: a book/ebook/fanfic I highly recommend reading "The Pit and the Pendulum"! ♥ It's so good. I loved it -- but then again, I Poe. Read it here! It's not really long, I promise. xD Unless you hate reading. :/

✖ Day four: a site
✖ Day five: a youtube clip
✖ Day six: a quote
✖ Day seven: whatever tickles your fancy

Has anyone seen/heard of Fact or Fiction? It's a TV show where they tells stories and you have to figure if it's true or not. I think it's cool. (._.)

Oh, I forgot to add this: After getting our lockers in PE, a girl came up to me and sat with me. She and I were alone, and figured we'd just talk. She ended up, so far, being really cool. :D Too bad she's in 11th grade...

I finished all of the APE wooooork~~~~! ♥ I'm so effin' happy. :3 It's just a pain that I don't have folders -- unlike my mom says. :| SHE LIIIIES.

Eeeuuuh, so far the my first and second day of school went by fast. D: Except for Study Hall, even though I have Alexa in it... we don't want to be there. D: I'm going to get another POE class with Ms.Romano again. She wants me to, and I might as well~~! But Ms.Butzke (the POE teacher) "may not let me" so I have to ask her Monday since I have POE every other day. :/ FFFFFFFFF SHE BETTER LET ME, I GOT NOTHING BETTER TO DO.

I dropped Business Math! \\CELEBRAAAAATION~~// But now I'm under a lot of pressure! I have to pass the class to pass 12th grade. So if I fail 1st quarter, I'm going to take Alg 2 without the Trig. And it doesn't have a lab so I'd have another free every-other-day period. And if I pass the regents AND the class, I graduate and get the Adv Reg diploma! (*w*) I MUST DO MY BEST!

ATTENTION PEOPLE WHO ARE AWESOME AT TRIG: COULD YOU HELP ME PLEASE?

And I mean I reallyyyy need you there for me!! I have Ms.Pang to help (along with after school help), and maybe a few other people (like Marley and Jordan), but the more the merrier I say! ♥♥ Any help will be GREATLY appreciated.

So if you are aweeeesome at Trig, or remember things about it, get to me on my messengers:
☆ MSN: x_violent_harenchi_x@hotmail.com
☆ AIM: Guroi Modanisut
☆ Yahoo: crystals_shattered

Thank youuu gaaaaiiiiiiz! ♥

ECO was fun today~ :D We did some "needs" challenge. It was one of those "pick 6 people out of the 10" things and the event was WWIII. Uhuhuh, the team I was in got most of the people we need to have to survive. I forgot what all of them were...

I dunno if I'll be able to do Comp Art. I'm not completely patient and handy with a computer (when it comes to designing) but I have to do good so I can get the credit to take my art regents. I still don't understand how I'm supposed to prepare for it, but I'll try my best and wait for those goddamn announcements for the art regents.



Outfit for today~. I need...pants. D:

THAT PARTY CAKE ICE CREAM IS SO GOOD. I'M SO HAPPY THERE ARE TWO CARTONS OF IT.

AND COFFEE-MATE FRENCH VANILLA IS DELIIIIIICIOUS. I WANT MOAR.

CAPSING IS HARD WORK. UHUHUHUHU.



( I finally got my Photography class pictures back. [+5] )

Henewai! I'm probably going to change my banner fiiiiinally!, so I need to pick a new one.

Poll #1455989 Banner decision
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 7

Which banner should I use?

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Picture 1
1 (14.3%)

Picture 2
5 (71.4%)

Picture 3
1 (14.3%)

( Pictures of the choices here~ )

Nooow....

( Ignore this, seriously. It's really just venting. )

I'VE FINISHED JANE EYRE AND THE ONE ASSIGNMENT I HAD TO DO WITH IT. YESTERDAY. I'MSOHAPPY. Now to finish up the Huck Finn assignments...which kind of confuse me but I'll get it eventually. I might putt off the vocab one because it still makes no sense to me.

Only fun thing about yesterday was the finishing of JE and watching Ponyo! ♥ ( Quick review here~ )

I'm thinking about what to spend my money on. I only have &65 because I had to pay for Jess and Sharadia's movie tickets. D: Stupid overpriced tickets! 8|

( Take a look (those who cosplay, click here too~). )

I may either make a decision or wait for the next yard sale....which I probably will do on Sunday because I'm rarely ever free on a Saturday.

☆ MONDAY ☆


I got one of those late thank-you cards from Tiffani. Uhuhu so cute.

And along with that, I got my~


PERMIT! :D UHUHUHUHU I LOOK TERRIBLE, LIKE OTHER PEOPLE. :D But why didn't she lower the camera!? D: I look shorter than I really am! 5'3'' isn't THAT short....ok, well, maybe it is...

At least as not as bad as my passport photo...... Wow.


I lounged in these clothes all day. (*w*) So comfy -- but not as much as just a big t-shirt.

The day was somewhat relaxing and went kind of fast. Maybe it was because I woke up at 12 and Jess at like...1. XD Jess didn't leave until 5PM and we spent most of the time on the computer. XD It sounds boring but I got things done. :D

( Some bullshit here and HAIR HALP. )

And a meme~ from kittehbear

( Yaaa~ )

So it's resorted to this: I have to use my sister's computer yet again until my dad gets over his bitch fit, which will probably take a few more days or so. Whatever.

( Bitchings here )

At least I, like a savvy son of a bitch, saved all of my schoolwork onto my LJ. ♥ I love when I go with my gut feeling. ♥♥

Man, I have to make this summer enjoyable before it ends. I have at least a month left to myself.

I love this song. (;w;)

Uuuugh, I hate Lady Gaga but my sister constantly plays her music so it gets stuck in my head. DX She's the artist I hate but has catchy songs. (@____@) I'll admit, she even looks cool -- but sometimes she looks all kinds of fucked up. (o_O) Meh.


I just noticed my bangs were parted weird here. XD Oh well.

I had to take off the belt because it broke. (T____T)

Today was pretty fun for me~! I woke up at noon, showered and my sister took me to McDonald's then dropped me off at Sharadia's house. Even though I brought my GameCube and two PS2 games we did a lot of talking. xD Before we knew it, these three little boys (from 10 to 11 years-old) were at Sharadia's window. And they refused to go away so I told them let's hangout with them. XD XD XD

They stuck around for like an hour then left because they had to go home. Well, all except one, apparently the one this annoys Sharadia to no end. Around the time he left, we were all outside telling each other our freaky ghost stories, then moved on to what annoyed us (lulzzzz) then on to embarassing stories.

I love being with them~

We ended up baking cookies because it became a tradition to bake together at Sharadia's house. But I couldn't be there for the actual baking because my parents dragged me home. :/ And the drive home sucked because I was yelled at the whole way there. I hate being with my dad, it's never any fun. 8| Then he probably wonders why I don't like talking to him or being around him.

( Meme taken from Myspace )



( A little rant. )

If anyone's interested, The Pit and the Pendulum is a really good story. (*w*) ♥

Off to watch Mulan! ♥

Happy America Kicks AssIndependence Day Ameriiicaaaa~ ♥ I wish I could see fireworks but...I can only hear them. (;w;) Those stupid, big ol' trees are in my way. XD

Is it weird that I love salt and vinegar chips? Like the Pringles ones or that other one with that weird girl who had white skin and a bow. XD I can't remember the brand of the chips. Nngh...so good.

Speaking of pigging out to weird foods -- which actually has NOTHING to do with what I'm about to type -- but since I'm actually getting better from my 3 to 4 days of suffering, I decided to take my weight. I was 130, and I went up to 135 BEFORE I got sick. And now I'm back down to like 129 or 130. So this means I can get back to proper eating and exercise.

Finally, because I couldn't eat for those days I was sick. Tortuuure. (T_T)

Is anyone else annoyed by Cartoon Network and its "live-action" shows?! Isn't CARTOON Network, not LIVEACTION Network? 8| And what the hell is that clay-looking show? Y'knowwww that one in the preview where they show some dentist getting his finger bit off and he shoved his hand in "too far"? Why the hell is that on CN? [/rant] AT LEAST I HAVE BOOMERANG. (;W;)

One reason I stay away from sites like Myspace and Facebook:



EDIT: ( OHGAWDWTFLMFAO )

I started to play The Suffering (PS2) and I think it's pretty much cool. :3 I'm stuck at the part where you get locked in the warehouse and they send all these creatures, then guards, then more creatures at you. D: NOT. ENOUGH. AMMO. AND. HEALTH. 8|

Tomorrow's the BBQ and Jess and Sharadia are supposed to come. But they're not. I know they're not so why should I even bother caring. :| I'm going to be stuck with people I don't feel comfortable with, like talking to or don't know. Great.



( Random backyard pictars + a drawing of one meh LJ friends aaand crafts crap. [+5] )

I guess I'll go watch Beetlejuice now. (._.)

I knew I shouldn't of gone out for the day with my parents. All in all, it sucked. My dad is a complete asshole to me and threatened to "knock me out". I'm not afraid of him, so I'm waiting for him to hit me. I will fucking wait for his fat ass to lay a finger on me. I'm so tired of him. I need a job so I can be out of the house like my sister. 8|

Other than that asshole, my computer was left at some guy's house in Manhattan. He's to fix my computer by Sunday, so hopefully the whole thing will be working smoothly.

I can literally feel all my knowledge for school tests pouring out of my ear. D: I need to study for the US History regents and Earth Sci regents so I can refresh my memory. Next week in the last week I have to do anything related to big school exams. :D I'm so glad.

Tomorrow, we're going to Kohl's but I don't know if I want to now. I don't want to hear my dad's bitching about how much stuff I buy/want. I'm. so. sick. of. him. I can't stress it enough. I don't care if I sound like a whiny little girl, YOU live with that asshole and you'll understand why he's such a pain in the ass. So rude, ungrateful, distasteful, obnoxious and hard-headed. I can't be bothered. I'm going to try to take my mom's advice and ignore him, just like she does.

Well, we'll see if I go tomorrow with them. :/

I am so goddamn stupid it's amazing. I cheated on the Earth Sci final some days ago, and I failed. I copied the wrong answers. Fuck me and my failure. I hate myself sometimes, really. I had my Earth Sci Practical part of the regents...I'm pretty sure I failed that too. Fuck I really hate that class. Fuck me. Fuck me. Fuck me. DX

I'm not sure, but I either may take Genetics, Earth Sci or Chem. Earth Sci...well...yeah, I'm pretty sure I failed all of it. Whatever. Chem, I passed the class and failed the regents. I've never taken Genetics so we'll see what happens. I just want to graduate on time!!! I don't want to be left back!! My biggest fear is failure, if you haven't noticed. (;w;)

I got a letter from school for my APE class. The new teacher is Ms.Romano, who I'm 99% sure that's my LIV ENV teacher's (in 9th grade) wife. If she's as annoying, mean, and nasty as him, I don't want to take the class. I don't get along or learn well with that sort of teacher. We have to read The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn and Jane Eyre. I'll start the first one since I don't have Jane Eyre. :/

Speaking of school, I got my ASVAB scores on the last day of school (I forgot to mention that...) and I scored really really high! ♥ Apparently I can do anything I want with my life. I'm really weak in science and automotive/mechanics.

Enough of school stuff for today, it makes me want to stab myself. :|

My sister is going to Florida on Monday. She's all packed and she's taking the hair straightener. D: D: D: It's not rightfully her's though so...yeaaah. I use it too and now I have to suffer because of her. :| She should buy her own, just like my mom said. I guess I'll have to buy one for myself.

Man I wish I was able to just go somewhere to see or be with a friend. It's not hot enough to go to the beach, so I guess I'll have to wait. :/ It gives me time to work on my body. XD

I'd like to get my permit soon so I can get my license. Hopefully I'll be getting it soon so I can apply for a job, get a bike and use it until I get my license. And that's like for a year so that's good exercise, right? :D