I'm the youngest out of 4. Vanessa (half-sister, from my dad), about 30, apparently - Euly (my half-brother, from my mom), about 25, Tara (sister), 18 - and then me, the baby! :D Uhuhuhu.

Today was nice~ only because I spent most of my hard-earned money at Hot Topic. I couldn't help myself...they had a mini hat I really wanted. They only had an ugly red and black mini hat every time I went there and finally there was something different.

So yeah, how could I possibly contain myself? That and I've always wanted white hair extensions...so I bought two packs. :3 All of that went up to around $43. D: ohgodsoexpensive.


That's the best picture I could get of it without me wearing it. 8|



My mom told me Kays (I think that's the right name) jewelry store has a Vivienne Westwood-ish orb necklace. I'm sure it more money than the one I posted in my previous post. So...we all know I'm not going to get it unless it's a birthday present. XD Maybe that's what I'll ask for.

I'm not sure yet. I just want one gift and that's it -- no matter what it may be. XD And I want a homemade cake! Frosting and ghei graphics all up on it yoooo. *shot* is dis wat happens when u so gangsta? /stupid

I watched The Last House on the Left with my sister~ (or more like FINISHED it with her) and...well, it was pretty good. The man's head exploding in the microwave was pretty awesome. I didn't even know that was possible -- then again they do things in movies that aren't even possible. I never got to finish the original because neither my DVD player or PS2 wanted to play it all the way through...

Eh.



Comment and I give you 5 words I associate with you.
Then, explain them in your LJ.

From ze adorable yuushan. ♥

( Go on~ )

While doing this meme, I came across my brother's YouTube account I made for him some years ago. :3 I also learned I got my nickname on July 20 2006. XD Going back on my LJ really is a big slap across the face. I was so...different.

Isn't it odd that I'm using kao-moji more than usual? OTL

YESTERDAY: The yard sale was a success! Or to me it was. :D

I made $45 and in total - as in with what I have saved up + yard sale - I have $85. I can't wait to spend it on something~ but I have to choose wisely! Maybe I'll just keep saving. :3

Next week, maybe on Saturday or Sunday, I'm putting together another yard sale. Hopefully more will go because I'm tired of all the clutter. DX My mom wants to sell the wide screen TV my brother dumped on us a few years back. I dunno for how much we're selling it for, but I don't think anyone will pay cash upfront. My mom wants to sell it for $800 but...seriously, who carries that much in their pockets?!

And I didn't like that my mom sold the big plush dog for $2. She didn't even ask me how much it should be sold for, but when I tried to sell a never-ever-used digital alarm clock for a $1, she threw a fit. :| What a bitchy thing to do.

After the garage sale, on short notice, Jess came back to sleep over because it was much needed. ♥ I'm pretty sure she's doing better now so now we're just on the computers, chatting it up with Sharadia. :3 Nyahahahahaha! >D

We're supposed to go to Josie's house today.....about an hour and 30-something minutes ago. Whoops. We don't have a ride or anything to get there and Sharadia apparently can't go out. :/ So I don't think we'll go... DX



The dude in the gray sweater is apparently how my hair's going to grow out. This is what Sharadia tells me. XD

I hope I get my finger guard today. *crosses fingers*

Eeuuuuh. I went to the usual salon in Queens to get a haircut.

Well, it was supposed to be a trim but I got a totally different style. D:

( And I don't like it much. [+7] )

After that, we went home since my dad already went to the Bronx to run an errand. xD So it was a short day. Other than the tidal wave of bad news. :/

[FAMILY ISSUES MOVED TO A PERSONAL ENTRY WHERE ONLY CERTAIN PEOPLE CAN SEE.]

AAAAAAND THEN~~~ I talked to Jess and we talked about what shit was going on throughout our day... We both were having a bad day. (;w;) She made me feel better when we talked about Animal Crossing. I really am grateful for having her. She seems to always be right there, just when I need her. ♥



( BeatleMania~!!! [+7] )

I...uh..seem to of deleted every single photo on my camera's external memory card. Oops. From my sister's prom (which I don't think she cares about now) to last year's Christmas. Hurr. They've been on their for months, and my parents keep saying "We'll take them out," over and over. So....oh well.

This may sound silly, but Bubba is the only one who keeps me company and I like it. D: This is why I wanted a pet -- even though he isn't rightfully mine.

I actually started to tag old entries. Not fun at all. I get all confused and it's hard to decide where to categorize it. There are certain things that I really want to be able to find/remember, like school trips and when I go out to somewhere special. I dunno what to label those entries as. DX I'll think of something...

I got my haircut yesterday...


Ugh,Ihatemynosesofuckingmuch. And I don't like it, as usual. Joe always cuts the layers too short to the point where I can't tease it. I ALSO told him to keep the back long like a mullet AND HE CUT IT. He gets scissor-happy, I swear.

It will grow out nice but I don't think it'll do that before the party. D: Maybe I should get some quick extensions for the party.

After getting my haircut, my dad and I went to the bank, then to the Queens Mall so I could do some shopping~ ♥ I bought Holly's presents and something for myself. And I feel like I should give Holly something else. Perfumes and lotions is too redundant but my dad insisted - like the cheap man he is - on getting those. I have an idea on what else to give her but we'll see if I have enough time. :D

And I got myself~


Vanilla scented lotion and body spray! :D

When I went to Hot Topic to get that dress, I found two other ones that were nice. Too bad I looked terrible in all of them! I've really gotten fatter. Proof: there are clothes I can't fit into anymore. I have to check my weight tomorrow morning.

I feel terrible now...

HT clothes are really sucking hard nowadays. Tutu-looking skirts are not really that cute. Except for like a prom dress, maybe THAT is more cute. I can't explain it, but I saw the cutest, most awesome black and purple prom dress with a tutu-skirt when my sister was getting her prom dress last year. I wish I bought it then.

Anyway I will lose weight before my prom. Luckily I've got about a year. I'll do my best! ♥

Oh! I went to some store called Strawberry. It's pretty girly, so I didn't buy much.


☆ Plaid skirt
☆ Black tier skirt


☆ Black/white sweater
☆ White long sleeve sweater

Total: $40.96

D: D: D: WTF!

That was almost all of my money! I wanted to save that money to take it to the trip on Tuesday. DX My little bank is down to $19.86.

On another note that ISN'T money: those skirts are made of some flimsy and thin material, which is good for summer. :D Random but true! XD

After my very short shopping spree (my dad hates shopping DX), we went home. 8| Boo. I didn't buy as much as I wanted and I didn't get to go into YRB (Yellow Rat Bastard). D: I hate shopping with my dad. My mom is more fun, but she had to stay home to rest because of her surgery.

That's really it. XD I don't have anything else to update about. (;w;)

It's funny how make-up is used to improve someone's look. But sometimes...it just makes people look worse.

Before I say anything else about school, I must get this down before I forget:

This morning, after the GETYOURASSTOFIRSTPERIOD bell rang, my friends and some people I rarely talk to were standing in front of the library, as usual. We ignored the librarian who was telling us to go to class (as usual) but then this teacher came by. Now, it wasn't any ol' teacher, it was the teacher who got on everyone's nerves. None of us liked him because he's so bitchy and annoying -- funny thing is, most of us has never had him as a teacher. So anyway, he was walking towards the library and started yelling, "She asked you nicely, now I won't! Go to class!" And literally starting shoving us, telling us to move. I ran into one of my friends when he pushed me.

When he put his hand on me, I wanted to explode and beat his face in. I don't like being pushed, just like anyone else. I don't think they're even allowed to be doing that to a student. I'll find that out.

Other than that, I took that ASVAB test today. I didn't even know it was today. XD Lucky for me, I was listening to the announcements the office tends to make during that 5 minute break between classes. I was in the auditorium from 2nd to 6th period (160 minutes). There's supposed to be nine parts, but we only took 8. :D There was science (life science, I think), 2 math parts (arithmetic and mathematics) and 2 English (word association and reading/comprehension), electricity, automotive and then mechanics.

Other than that...today was...eh. I was supposed to stay afterschool with Jess to make up PE...but I didn't feel like it. I gave in my $10 and permission slip to go on that trip next week, which means I have to make up that one PE class I decided to not do afterschool today. XD

I'm so excited for next week~!!! It'll be so much fun.

A trip and a sweet 16. Fun stuff~! ♥ And this Saturday is when I'm supposed to be getting my hair cut for the party. Holly wants me to dress up but aaaauuugh~ I hate dressing up and it's not exactly a formal party. I'll think about asking my parents to buy me a dress that would be something I would wear. Preferably this one since it's pretty casual.

Oh, and I unlocked Krauser last night. \\SUNSHIIIIIINEEEE// I feel so accomplished.

EDIT: I just noticed this jpg file on my desktop:


I basically redid the first drawing (this picture), just made it larger and fixed what I didn't like in the first one.

LOLOLOLOL ZOMBIE ELEPHANT.
LOLOLOLOL I BEAT RE:O.
LOLOLOLOL NOW PLAYING RE:O#2.
FUCK.YOU.KEVIN! YOU USELESS BASTARD! Ilusmthough. (;w;) y u do dis?

Why are PCs so damn dumb?!

I...uh dyed my hair yesterday (more like TRIED to) but OF-FUCKING-COURSE it didn't work because my brilliant mother insisted that I didn't need to bleach it. Since the dye didn't take, I'm going to go try white or silver, even though my mom is strongly against it. She's against 99% I want to do, but I don't care. Never did, really.

Hmm...what else? I watched Pan's Labyrinth some nights ago and I loved it. It's such a good movie. ♥ The ending was so sad...but maybe that's what made it good? It wasn't the obligatory type of ending for THOSE kind of movies. (Yeah, I'm trying to be as vague as possible to not spoil it for those who want to watch it.)

I went to Nitu's today and stayed there from like 10AM to 2PM. ♥ Fun stuff. ♥♥ Other than that, I've only been playing VGs and watching TV. And this cooking channel is making me crave sweets. D: WHY?! PLEASE.STOP.IT. *can't bring herself to change the ch* (;w;) isucksohard.

( Some quizzilies taken from ze flist~ )

Off I go...I suppose. 8|

Oh! I forgot to add: MY SISTER BOUGHT SOME GAME WITH OLD GAMES (WUT?) FOR PS2! *incoherent* AND IT HAS MS.PACMAN AND PACMAN!! GHEDATJAGALKDGLAM GOODBYE PRODUCTIVITY. ;D

ffff I hate taking so many pills. And I don't even want to take them but it's more like I don't have a damn choice. Before anyone starts assuming; I'm not a pill popper. Anymore. That was a while ago. I don't eat much, therefore not get the "vitamins and nutrients that I need to survive" so I take like two to four pills. It's supposed to "help" me. I've always thought that those supplements are just a way to make money. Nothing else.

Eh, I can't tell whether or not they're working.

I was talking to my mom about getting my hair to a lighter color. Or a different color, actually. XD Silver. I want it to be silver or as close to a white as possible. I'd be pleased with that alone. I need to get it professionally relayered if I want to do this right though. Right as in "the way I want it." D:

So yeah, the movie was pretty...long. Or felt like it was, anyway. I guess it was boring? Yeah, pretty boring. I've never seen a movie with a bunch of Irish people..well, other than Loch Ness. Damnit Tara...

I just saw...the cutest...commercial for..Fritos jndgkjang

Alright, time to do my homework. D:

Since yesterday, I finished drawing Vincent from that Tim Burton movie, a page of Birkin (RE) and some Wesker (RE) too. Then I drew aiko273, xxxpsychotic and xcandystripper to practice drawing people even though I don't really like drawing people. XD I'll do some more drawing later.

I had such a terrible headache this morning. I don't know why I keep waking up in some sort of pain. When I got home, I passed out on my bed and woke up to laughter...which pissed me off greatly. When I got out of bed, I was dizzy, had a headache and felt like throwing up. I suppose I'm paying up for not eating regularly or something.

I also hate deciding whether or not I should wash my hair because I have PE every other day (like today) and we're still in the pool. D: I try to avoid getting my hair wet and it didn't work completely. :/ Now, if I do wash my hair, I'm going to end up washing it again because I have to go in the pool after tomorrow. So yeah, it sounds pointless but I don't want parts of my hair looking...disgusting. I suppose rinsing it is fine or something. I'll think about it after I eat something.

Blah blah blah yeah.

( Taken from prevaricatory. )

AM I THE KEEPER OF WATER BOTTLES OR SOMETHING?!?!

I finally updated my deviantART with some IDs. It's been six million years since I done so.

And what the hell to my hair. Seriously. I knew it was thin but I didn't notice it until now. I've just acknowledged the fact that my hair refuses to take to anything I do to it without massive amounts of hairspray. I shall be bald within 3 years.

I wanted to stay home yesterday and burn off anything I could from Thanksgiving but my parents had other things planned. We were going to go down to New Jersey to visit my godfather but my dad changed his mind -- as usual. They were supposed to go Sunday (23rd) but my godfather was discharged from the hospital so they returned home. So instead, we did some errands. Around 7, my family, Chris and I went out to see Transporter 3. I think it was okay. It's not something I'd sit down to watch again.

Today we are supposed to go to NJ (will it never end?) but my dad is implying that he isn't feeling to great. He went to a nearby clinic with my mom not too long ago. Let's hope he's okay.

I should probably go eat some breakfast, I'm feeling a bit unwell myself. :/

I'm leaving in 6 days! I just noticed that. Time to kick it into high gear and get shit going/done. I hand washed my stockings not too long ago and I should really start packing. But since my niece is coming over some time after 5 PM, I have to mind her pretty much the whole time she's awake. Huuu, what is this? Right when we're busy? The evening before the big BBQ? CONSPIRACY!

Last minute clothing needs to be bought and a straight ironer needs to make its way to my possession. DAMNIT! I know I'm not going to get it even though I was promised it so why am I expecting it? XD

I hate my friggin' humidity-raped hair. I don't recall Berta (sister's godmother - yes, we're staying in the same place; Weston) owning a iron.....And that blowdry-your-hair-straight doesn't work for me. XD I can't seem to do it due to my massive amounts of fail in my veins. Hm, go figure, ne?

Apparently I was "busy" today so I couldn't hangout with my friends. It's fine, they're supposed to come over tomorrow...I hope.

Since this was apparent, I forced myself to get some of the APUSH work typed up. I was trying to push the urge away to play video games, but eventually I gave in.

I've been eating a bit of baked foods lately. Yesterday I had this super delicious croissant (that was actually not from Dunkin' Donuts) and I wanted more. But that was the only one left. Then my mom gave me a churro when she came home from BJ's about an hour ago (she left again) and now I want more. XDD

This is why I only got one page of the notes typed up:





Bad, bad excuse for procrastinating.

Tej just called me. :DDDDDDDDDD *procrastinates more*

Edit 2 seconds later: AGAIJHGAKJHG SHE FOUND OUT I WAS BUSY AND PROCRASTINATING. *failheaddeskhard*