I don't see how bettering yourself (even if that means changing yourself in any way) makes you "fake/a poser." I've noticed this about many people: they change themselves to become a better/happier person, and automatically someone calls them a poser/fake. I can't even count the number of times I've heard people say that about me or other people.

MOVING ON TO MORE INTERESTING SHHHHHHTUFF:

I got to go on this "trip" to the Civil Council and do volunteer work. It was so satisfying. (*w*) I've decided I'm going to start volunteering there on my own time and try to donate when possible! ♥

Also: MARLEY GAVE ME THIS ADORABLE SKULLANIMALS (I think that's what they're called) BAAAAG~ and some purple cotton-type fabric. I hope none of it goes to waste. (@___@)

My report card came in the mail on Saturday~

AP Eng: B
PIG: C
Trig: A
(both) POE: P
Sculpture: A
PTG & DWG: B+
Comp Art: A
PE: A+

GPA: 3.6500

If only I didn't get a C in PIG~ I'll do better this quarter! :D And that A+ in PE means I get to go on that bowling trip for the very first time!!! (*____*) Sharadia's going to go so I shall go too~~~ ♥


New stockings/tights/whateverthey'recalled~ :D :D :D

HO'KAY, NOW TO MOVE ON TO CEO DAY.

( CEO Day on Saturday! [25+] )

Oi vey, I have to get my arm warmers back from Ashley and my hat from Jess. I wanted to go to Jess's house today to make sure she's okay but angalkjnglangl it was so dark and gloomy outside and it was supposed to raiiiin. (;A;) And I already felt like shit and I just felt worse when I got home. :/ I think I'm getting sick.

I...

I've caught up with everything I need to do for school. (*w*)

\\CEEEELEEEEBRAAAAATION~ COME ON!//

All I really need to do is sew up about 5 (I want to play it safe and say 3 BUT I'M FEELING DETERMINED AND PUMPED WITH ENERGYYYY~!) more plushies for Saturday. I can't wait~ I'm so excited. ♥ I've made two pillows, 4 clouds (they're basically charms :3), a funky-looking onigiri and that Mario mushroom. I want to redo the mushroom and onigiri fuh realz. xD I'll try those things tomorrow. And since Michelle is supposed to be bringing some fabric in for us (Ashley and I) to look at. (*w*) She's so lucky she gets so much fabric for her bowsss. I can't wait until she finishes my bow.

I need to stop my mind from wandering all over the place. :| This is becoming a big problem-o. D:

Speaking of tomorrow: JESS, PLEASE GET BETTER. WEMISSYOUSOMUCH. And you can't be sick on your birthday! (;A;) THAT'S HORRIBLEEEEE. (T______T) I wanted to celebrate it with you and Sharadia. orz pleasegetbetterrrrr

I waaaaaant to read Great Expectations (again) for one of my APE assignments (due Jan 13, 2010). I must admit that I like that book. (;A;) But then what the hell am I going to do for the one due in June? D: I've noticed that almost all of the books on the "List of Books" Romano provided us with are romance novels...well, most of them. :/ Fuck.

Just in case anyone is interested to know what I can choose from, the books are under the cut. If you've read any of them, tell me whether it's worth the read or not! D: I don't want to read a shitty book then hate myself for it later. (;w;)

( Book List is heeeereeee! )

Other than schoolwork, I've been pretty happy. I got to bond more with Melanie (a girl that sits with Jess and I in Lunch) over Professor Layton. ♥ tnaskgjna I love that game too much. We were freaking out over the movies clips and solving puzzles together on our DSs and ajkngakjngkaj I love Lunch now. We were so absorbed in Professor Layton ATCV (laaazy~) that we paid no attention to the apparently oh-so-very-important-and-intense fight right outside the cafeteria. Apparently some dudes went outdoors to fight (literally, outside, no joke) and teachers were running over to calm them down and I guess someone hit someone since everyone went "OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH~" but I dunno. I'm just assuming. I was playing the puzzle where you have to figure out the percentage of...a particular card, I think. Uhuhuhu.

I've never noticed that the time on the Post and Entry page changes with your time. :'D

GODDAMNIT GNATS, STOP FLYING IN MY FUCKING FACE. WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU ALL COMING FROM!?

The happiness I've felt today is absolutely indescribable. ♥

And I want to go see him but uuuugh, I definitely may not be able because of my parents. I can't do anything by myself, and yet my sister can but she's only a year older than me. HUWUTISDIS? My dad got mad at me for being in the playground with Mike. I was like "whaaat the fuuuck~?"

I can't wait until I get my license! And get older and blahblahblah. I want to be at an age where I can't be told where I can and can't go, where I can live and whatnot. Bah. /rage

Let it be known that ldeathfirel = AMAZING. ♥

HE WAS ABLE TO PUT ALL THE GAME I WANTED ONTO MY R4 CARD. I CANNOT THANK YOU ENOUGH!!!

I have:
Animal Crossing: Wild Word
Cooking Mama 2
Dementium the Ward
Kageyama Hideo NO IQ Teacher D
Kotoba No Puzzle Puzzle
Mario Party DS
Professor Layton and the Curious Village
Professor Layton and the Diabolical Box
Puyo Pop Fever
San-X Chara Sagashi Land
Taiko No Tatsujin
The World Ends With You
Trauma Center: Under the Knife 2

I'M SO FUCKING HAPPY IT'S SCARY.

Other than that~ today was so goddamn fun I can't believe it's over... (;A;)

I'll make an update about it tomorrow.

I'VE FINISHED JANE EYRE AND THE ONE ASSIGNMENT I HAD TO DO WITH IT. YESTERDAY. I'MSOHAPPY. Now to finish up the Huck Finn assignments...which kind of confuse me but I'll get it eventually. I might putt off the vocab one because it still makes no sense to me.

Only fun thing about yesterday was the finishing of JE and watching Ponyo! ♥ ( Quick review here~ )

I'm thinking about what to spend my money on. I only have &65 because I had to pay for Jess and Sharadia's movie tickets. D: Stupid overpriced tickets! 8|

( Take a look (those who cosplay, click here too~). )

I may either make a decision or wait for the next yard sale....which I probably will do on Sunday because I'm rarely ever free on a Saturday.

☆ MONDAY ☆


I got one of those late thank-you cards from Tiffani. Uhuhu so cute.

And along with that, I got my~


PERMIT! :D UHUHUHUHU I LOOK TERRIBLE, LIKE OTHER PEOPLE. :D But why didn't she lower the camera!? D: I look shorter than I really am! 5'3'' isn't THAT short....ok, well, maybe it is...

At least as not as bad as my passport photo...... Wow.


I lounged in these clothes all day. (*w*) So comfy -- but not as much as just a big t-shirt.

The day was somewhat relaxing and went kind of fast. Maybe it was because I woke up at 12 and Jess at like...1. XD Jess didn't leave until 5PM and we spent most of the time on the computer. XD It sounds boring but I got things done. :D

( Some bullshit here and HAIR HALP. )

And a meme~ from kittehbear

( Yaaa~ )

YESTERDAY: The yard sale was a success! Or to me it was. :D

I made $45 and in total - as in with what I have saved up + yard sale - I have $85. I can't wait to spend it on something~ but I have to choose wisely! Maybe I'll just keep saving. :3

Next week, maybe on Saturday or Sunday, I'm putting together another yard sale. Hopefully more will go because I'm tired of all the clutter. DX My mom wants to sell the wide screen TV my brother dumped on us a few years back. I dunno for how much we're selling it for, but I don't think anyone will pay cash upfront. My mom wants to sell it for $800 but...seriously, who carries that much in their pockets?!

And I didn't like that my mom sold the big plush dog for $2. She didn't even ask me how much it should be sold for, but when I tried to sell a never-ever-used digital alarm clock for a $1, she threw a fit. :| What a bitchy thing to do.

After the garage sale, on short notice, Jess came back to sleep over because it was much needed. ♥ I'm pretty sure she's doing better now so now we're just on the computers, chatting it up with Sharadia. :3 Nyahahahahaha! >D

We're supposed to go to Josie's house today.....about an hour and 30-something minutes ago. Whoops. We don't have a ride or anything to get there and Sharadia apparently can't go out. :/ So I don't think we'll go... DX



The dude in the gray sweater is apparently how my hair's going to grow out. This is what Sharadia tells me. XD

I hope I get my finger guard today. *crosses fingers*

YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAH MUTHFUCKAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~~

I passed my permit test! ♥♥♥

I have an update about today to do...but I don't feel like doing it now. I'm tired and need to play some video games. (*w*) ~♥

BOUNDARIES♥MEME
❝my thread here❞

I thought this was really cute so DO IT. DO. IT. even if I am a bit late.

❝which 'dere' are you ?❞

Another one that I've seen and really wanted to do but didn't. :D

I've been shockingly busy for the passed X days. Allllll magical photos and detail under the cut! :D But before I get into it, I have random stuff to add that doesn't fit anywhere under the cut:

☆ I love the Coraline soundtrack so damn much. ♥
☆ Fuck citations and MLA format.
☆ New favorite Chinese takeout: General Tso's Chicken
☆ Everytime I look at my pilot bear...I want to go out of state again. D: Maybe I'll be able to go out of state in December?

I've been doing so much goddamn work that I actually think I'll be finished with the Huck Finn assignments before July ends. Problem is that I don't have the Jane Eyre book still. I guess I'll just read it online and buy the book before school starts.

Speaking of buying, my sister bought the first The Suffering! :D Now I can play it, understand what happened and then hope the second one doesn't fuck me over again and again. D:

I need to go and do some shopping. Seriously. When was the last time I bought stuff for ME? D: I'll start to try and save any bit of money I find/get.

On to the fun~!



( WARNING: EXTREMELY LONG ENTRY UNDER THE CUT. [40+, +3 videos] )

I just got one of the best voicemails not too long ago. My sister, her best friend Jess and her boyfriend and I are going to Adventure Land~!!!! Yaaaay!!! I can't waiiiiiit!!! Hopefully I can get Jess and Sharadia or Alexa to go! *crosses fingers*

FFFFFFFFFF I KNEW I'D GET A 2 ON MY APUSH EXAM.

"Possibly qualified" my ass! I know once I go to Suffolk (which I'm almost 100% sure where I'm doing my core classes), they'll tell me a 2 isn't good enough. XD This sucks. I wasted my time on it and the whole class! Maybe I should stuck to honors but then again it doesn't look as good as having an AP class. Hopefully I have better luck with APE, since English is my strongest subject. Thus, I am going to be a English teacher~ :3 (Either for foreign language or literature. I can't decide.)

Meh, we'll see what happens when I get to college. I wouldn't really mind taking history in college anyway. As long as I pass everything in high school, I'll worry about college at the end of senior year. I can't put too much stress on myself...nothing ever comes out right. XD

I decided to go play Animal Crossing because...it's been a while. I made a new character, but got bored and went back to my old one. XD Such a cute game.


Aaah~ I remember youuuuuu. ♥ Still love the song. :D That and "I Like Big Butts".


This was like...kind of an inspiring song to me when I was in elementary school. :x

I remember going on a school trip for careers in 6th grade (I went to the education one instead of art) and when went into some kind of auditorium, this song was playing way too goddamn loud. XD And we also listened to song religiously in 5th grade at the end of the day -- only if we were good. There was that and we had to learn all 50 states in alphabetical order. lulz we won shitty erasers for those who did it the fastest.

I can't deny old songs. ♥ They song so much better when you haven't heard them in over 6 years. XD

I DID IIIT~~!

FINALLY!

All of the 2009 Guitar finals videos are uploaded, organized and ready for watching!



That's...basically the only thing that made my day just a itty bit better.

The rest was trash. My dad was bitching all day, acting like a jerk and all. He's convinced that our house is garbage, dirty, disgusting, blah blah blah. So he complains about it all the time, every day and eeeeeuuuuhhh it's annoying. So I cleaned the basement (my sanctuary~), bathroom and living room. ffff such a pain in the ass.

Jess called~ we were going to hangout today but it's a bad idea to go out when my dad's being a jerk. Why? Only because when you get home, he's even more of an asshole than he was when you left. So I decided tomorrow's a better choice. 8|

I can't wait until Monday~ last friggin' day~!

My computer is utter shit. D: I upgraded the virus protection programs and didn't do shit for me. Sooo I guess I'm going to have to get my computer completely wiped out and start anew. Bleh. So until things get sorted out, I'll be using my sister's computer...which means I won't be on very often because...I hate her keyboard. XD

I'm...just going to go watch Imprint while I wait for the laundry.