I...

I've caught up with everything I need to do for school. (*w*)

\\CEEEELEEEEBRAAAAATION~ COME ON!//

All I really need to do is sew up about 5 (I want to play it safe and say 3 BUT I'M FEELING DETERMINED AND PUMPED WITH ENERGYYYY~!) more plushies for Saturday. I can't wait~ I'm so excited. ♥ I've made two pillows, 4 clouds (they're basically charms :3), a funky-looking onigiri and that Mario mushroom. I want to redo the mushroom and onigiri fuh realz. xD I'll try those things tomorrow. And since Michelle is supposed to be bringing some fabric in for us (Ashley and I) to look at. (*w*) She's so lucky she gets so much fabric for her bowsss. I can't wait until she finishes my bow.

I need to stop my mind from wandering all over the place. :| This is becoming a big problem-o. D:

Speaking of tomorrow: JESS, PLEASE GET BETTER. WEMISSYOUSOMUCH. And you can't be sick on your birthday! (;A;) THAT'S HORRIBLEEEEE. (T______T) I wanted to celebrate it with you and Sharadia. orz pleasegetbetterrrrr

I waaaaaant to read Great Expectations (again) for one of my APE assignments (due Jan 13, 2010). I must admit that I like that book. (;A;) But then what the hell am I going to do for the one due in June? D: I've noticed that almost all of the books on the "List of Books" Romano provided us with are romance novels...well, most of them. :/ Fuck.

Just in case anyone is interested to know what I can choose from, the books are under the cut. If you've read any of them, tell me whether it's worth the read or not! D: I don't want to read a shitty book then hate myself for it later. (;w;)

( Book List is heeeereeee! )

Other than schoolwork, I've been pretty happy. I got to bond more with Melanie (a girl that sits with Jess and I in Lunch) over Professor Layton. ♥ tnaskgjna I love that game too much. We were freaking out over the movies clips and solving puzzles together on our DSs and ajkngakjngkaj I love Lunch now. We were so absorbed in Professor Layton ATCV (laaazy~) that we paid no attention to the apparently oh-so-very-important-and-intense fight right outside the cafeteria. Apparently some dudes went outdoors to fight (literally, outside, no joke) and teachers were running over to calm them down and I guess someone hit someone since everyone went "OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH~" but I dunno. I'm just assuming. I was playing the puzzle where you have to figure out the percentage of...a particular card, I think. Uhuhuhu.

I've never noticed that the time on the Post and Entry page changes with your time. :'D

GODDAMNIT GNATS, STOP FLYING IN MY FUCKING FACE. WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU ALL COMING FROM!?

the ~mirror-me~ meme

❝which 'dere' are you ?❞

Apparently, I'm going to be taken out of POE. D: D: D: How stupid! Just because I didn't go to one of the meetings. :/ Bulllllshit. She told me to go see her 6th period, and I did (this was about a week or so ago) and she didn't do shit. All she did was give me a pass to my next class. What the fuck...? Ugh, POE is becoming a pain in the ass with her. So I have to go look for her on Monday so I won't be taken out.

I didn't go to school today~ because I overslept. OTL

Tomorrow, I get to go see Where the Wild Things Are with Sharadia and Jess!! ♥ I wanted to wear my panda kigurumi to watch it buuut it's still fucked up so I can't. :/ Ahh well. It's going to be all rainy tomorrow. So. D:

At least there was some good things that happened today: the entire senior class group photo was rescheduled, along with the pep rally. :D

I've been planning out my Halloween costume, just in case I do dress up and go out. Of course, I have a back-up if I don't finish the Mad Hatter costume, but I don't think I'll be able to finish the back-up either! "OTL I'm afraid to order it because Halloween is 16 days away. D: So there's a possibility I won't be dressing up for Halloween this year -- not that it's a tragedy if I don't. xD

I was forced to make a vlog of my whole day, so I decided to do it on Wednesday because it's one of those fun days I actually have. XD I have to piece it together, though, so. D:

I've been making a lot of Paper Children...well, actually, I don't know if they count as one since I didn't draw them interacting... So I wonder if that even counts... Hrrm...but anyway, they're supposed to be for decorating my wall. (@_@)

Paper Mario = new addiction. I've been wanting a new game to play and I'm so glad Mikey gave his Paper Mario to meee~ (;A;) Did I update about this already? I can't remember... It's been almost a week since I've updated... D: I've been trying to keep up with everyone (who's been updating) and I'm sorry if I haven't commented. D:

I'll make a better update...another time. xD

*slides away to watch The Hangover*

There is something wrong with me. Those people who are in a shit ton of drama, and they are the person who no one wants to talk to, they come to me to talk to me. It's a pain. It really, truly is. I can't be overreacting because people I almost never talk to, have recently started talking to me whilst all the "HE SAID THIS ABOUT YOU AND THAT ABOUT HER." So. Yeah. Kill me prz.

To make my day just a bit more unbearable, my morning started off terribly. My bagel burned, then fell apart into the sink and it was all nasty and wet. Then my mom tried to use that "The trains aren't working" shit on me so I can't go to Staten Island on Monday. I told her the train to Penn Station is running since I checked it last night, schedule and fare. So that shut her up. She always does this to me, just like any other parent. I wish I had that parent that didn't try to make me a hermit. I envy those people who have a cool but sensible parent. 8|

I wonder if they actually exist...

( A survey/meme thing from am_shadows~~ ♥ )

I need to stop brooding so randomly. Maybe I am bi-polar? I mean, it can't be normal to always have your mood change so quickly and constantly. I wonder if drawing will calm me down...or doing anything productive, since either one usually contents me.

I need to vacuum the basement. There's hay everywhere and everything is all disorganized! (@_@) I can't stand it!!

the image color meme

FFFFFFFFFFF Today was pretty...eh.

I put in a appointment slip to get an appointment. We'll see what fuckery will happen with that.

I got to hangout with Marvin today~ The walk to my house was so nice. ♥ It was definitely autumn weather! :D We played video games then watched The Hills Run Red, which was quite possibly one of the dumbest movies I've recently watched and wished I didn't. XD At least we got to make stupid assumptions as to what may happen....and they all came true. xD

☆ Tuesday ☆ Only interesting bit: my sister, mom and I were talking about the cereal I was addicted to when I was younger.

It was Kaboom! I FUCKING LOVED THAT CEREAL WITH A PAINFULLY UNHEALTHY PASSION.

THEY SELL IT ON AMAZON!

MAYBE I CAN ASK FOR THAT AS MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT? :D :D :D Y/Y?

☆ Wednesday ☆ I woke up at 6:12-ish AM and I had until 6:30 to get ready for school. :/ Then I hear about all of this drama nonsense in school and thennnn I'm reminded that I need ten photos from Photography class and I only have four. When I went to DWG & PTG class, I found out that I successfully dropped the class, but I need to get back in because of my PHOTO class.

UUUUGH, FUCK BAD TEACHERS. :|

My guidance counselor is definitely sick of seeing me! I know it. I feel so bad for bothering him so much but that's his job. The only highlights of my day was the deliciously sweet apple turnover Ms.Perez gave me and getting to see Jess.

There's a stupid parody of a song under the cut.

( Steelhead got them endangered species mark~ )

It was all done because of Comp Art. Need I say more? I think not. XD

( Memes, surveys. )

Wow that was just cut off randomly.

I suppose I'll get started on my homework before Monster Quest comes on.

Quite frankly, I wouldn't care. That and I have no superstitions I believe in. I really never thought about them... So I guess I really could care less about them. But it is interesting to hear about them from people who actually do pay mind to that. xD

My mom keeps calling my sister a slut because she sleeps overs someone (her boyfriend's house. They can't fool us, we know they're dating again.) else's house. I don't think there's anything wrong with that, as long as you've been dating the person for a good 6+ months or so. Then she told me I'm going to be a slut if I sleep over my boyfriend's house. Wtf is wrong with her!? She even thinks friends shouldn't sleep over each other's houses. Uuugh, I had such trouble letting Jess sleep over that one day because she needed someone to talk to late at night. Sometimes she's so goddamn old fashion that it kills me. That or her justification for something is absolutely stupid.

Now to stray away from my rant because nothing nice will be said if I continue. D:

Last night, I fuuuucked up my panda kigurumi. I put bleach on the white part where there was this hideous stain and when I washed and dried it, there was bleach stains on the right leg. (;A;) TOO BAD I WANTED TO WEAR IT TO WATCH Where The Wild Things Are!!! I wonder if I can find another one... I hope so. (;w;) That or try to dye it. My sister did it before...

I'm so happy I got to download The Candy Spooky Theater last night~ (*w*) I love them and miss listening to them over and over and over~ ♥

I'm supposed to be getting dress to wait for Mike...but I don't want to. D: Knowing me, I'm going to go back to sleep. 8| Worst girlfriend ever.

EDIT: I LOST 3 LBS~~~~~~~~! WOOP WOOP~

EDIT 2: I'm so sick of my PS2 freezing when I'm trying to get passed this one part in God of War. It's the part where you have to use two statues to cover two holes on the side-walls so those hellish flying creatures don't come out and knock you down while you're trying to walk across some planks of deceiving wood. 8| When I get to the end of the hallway to the LOADING screen, it fucks me over and never loads. So sick of this. I need a new PS2.

I BLAME edincoat FOR REMINDING ME I DIDN'T DO THE~ Q&A VOICE POST MEME!

Just give me moarrrrr. I'm planning on doing this on Wednesday evening -- if I get back from D&B early. lmfao Probably not. So maybe Thursday.

NOW BACK TO MY SCHOOLWORK. OTL

I forgot to put this in yesterday's entry:

While Googling our names under Google!Images, I came up. D:


Win a Border's Gift Card for yourself and a Savings Bond for one of your students.
Congratulations to our essay contest winners: Our student winner was [me]. Our winning teachers were Anastasia Aponte, Jennifer Brand, and Nicole Fazio.

I MISS WEARING MY COAT ALL DAY. （*ＴдＴ*）

THAT'S SO WEIRD THAT I'M ON THE INTARWEBZZZZ. XD Well, with my 11th grade teachers (Ms.Brand and Ms.Aponte) -- I dunno who the other two are (one's a teacher, the other was some lady who was in charge of the contest -- I think). xD But you get what I mean, right? It's so weird...especially for something I did well. D:

I'm guess because I won, they won? I...I don't know.

My day started painfully early (9:30 AM XD). I had to go fix my schedule...and...mygodwtf I have to have two different Trig teachers. THAT MAKES NO SENSE.

Anyway, this is my schedule~

AB - every day
A / B - every other day

1st period: AP Eng - AB - Romano
2nd period: Trig - AB - Kirchhoff
3rd period: POE - B - Butzke / Trig lab - A - Pang
4th period: COMP ART - AB - Helmke
5th period: PT GOV E - AB - Brzozinski / (spring semester) ECO E
6th period: PE OP B - A - Murphy / Study Hall - B
7th period: Sculpture - AB - Perez
8th period: Business Math - AB - Brzozinksi
9th period: Studio Drawing & Painting - AB - Perez

I need to post my schedule here...just in case I lose the hard copy. (⌒▽⌒;)

I wonder who'll I'll be doing POE for. Ms.Butzke is just the person I have to go see to be assigned to a teacher. OHGODSOEXCITING. XD

I have a lot of the same teachers. （　ﾟДﾟ) I reallllllyyyy don't want COMP ART because...well, I don't want it. D: I'm happy that I'm taking 3 art classes this year~ but not too thrilled about the 2 math classes. :/

I can't believe Ms.Kirchhoff has to be my teacher. (>Д<;) I was told she's terrible at teaching. D: D: D: Actually...I was told the same about Mr.O'Conner but I managed to pass the class and regents nicely :D

I JUST HAVE TO BE POSITIVE THIS YEAR! I need to work REALLY hard, especially with Trig because I don't want to take Business Math! IT'S JUST TAKING UP SPACE!!! So if I do good in Trig, I can drop Business Math.

For those who don't have Business Math in their schools, it's basically stupid-people-math. D: It's like...simple shit and I was told it doesn't look good on your college resume! (;゜ロ゜)

I need to take the SATs this October because it's only $45. If I don't, I have to pay $65 any other time because I'm "late". D: D:

Well, I'm just really happy that I'm graduating and I'm not being one of those slackers that have early dismissal. I was going to keep it, but I really enjoy being in school because of art and the work. It gives me something to do -- until I get a job, that is.


This is what my sister gave mom for her birthday~

I wish I could give her something. :/

I kind of reallllly don't want to go to that Blink182 concert tomorrow now. D:

I SHOULD HAVE HAD THE YARD SALE TODAY!!!!!!! ヾ(≧Д≦)ノ


IT DIDN'T RAIN AT ALL. DX

Guh...

All I did today was hangout with Sharadia and Jess. And then Sharun came over and...I dunno, everything we did was too random to record or detail here. xD

Man I can't wait until my hair grows out.

Tomorrow, my family is supposed to go out to celebrate my mom's birthday (which is really on the 25th). :D I hope we either go to Neptune's Diner or to that Thai restaurant. SUCHGOODFOOD.

On Tuesday, my sister, her friend and friend's boyfriend and I are going to~ see~ Blink182~!!! I'm not as excited as I should be...I don't know why though...

Maybe because of what I've been told about ******...I...I'd never guessed. You'd be shocked to learn things about other people who you thought were nice and had a good head on their shoulders. N-nevermind...! But...I kind of wish I wasn't going... I'd rather be here, celebrating my mom's birthday with her..

AAAAAUUUUUUUUGH!!! LNGAJDGNAKJGNAKJNGA MY INTERNET CONNECTION IS REALLY GIVING ME SOME SHIT. It's keeps disconnecting when I'm trying to do something. It's like it's a conspiracy! IT KEEPS HAPPENING WHEN THIS PERSON CALLS OUR HOUSE. WHAT IS THIS I DON'T EVEN.

BUT:

Pringles + Monster = ヽ(´▽｀)ノ ♥ ヽ(´▽｀)ノ ♥ ヽ(´▽｀)ノ ♥

Welcome ldeathfirel to LJ~~!! ♥ He's all settled in -- thanks to hours of HARDWOOOOOOORK. ～（￣▽￣～） So add him~!!! He has a pretty interesting life. :D GO GO GO GO! Uhuhuhu~

Now all he needs is a deviantART account and all will be WELL!

I don't have much to update about because I really didn't do anything interesting today. I went to Queens...and my dad dropped my mom and I at the Queens Mall to do some shopping. We were there for about 4 hours...wandering around aimlessly, going in and out of stores. It sucks that I couldn't buy anything!!! I only had my measly $21-and-whatever-cents! （ ´Д｀） I can't wait for the yard sale tomorrow! I hope it's a good day... And I'm glad I didn't spend my money on cigarettes! D: I broke my promise for quitting! (;w;) I was just so stressed...

My mom kept saying she had to go to the bathroom so we spent like...an hour or so trying to find it. She kept going the wrong way when I was trying to direct her to it! (￣д￣；) LISTEN TO MEEEEEEE~!

We went to the food court and it was PACKED!!! There was no where to sit... D: I was all distressed and tired...but luckily we found a free table near the escalators, so I was able to go grab some food. TOO BD SAKURA JAPAN HAD A REALLY LONG LINE! （ ´Д｀） fffff But the food is good so that made up for it.

When I got home, my parents were basically having a panic attack because my half-brother didn't call them! He was released from jail yesterday but one of his friends said he wasn't! So for a while, my parents were going crazy. My dad was cursing up a storm and my mom was all "（　ﾟДﾟ)". Me? Well....: （・ω｀・）ﾝ？

Yeah. D:

What was also depressing to me was the fact that my finger guard STILL hasn't arrived in the mail! (;w;) HOW LONG DOES IT TAKE TO SHIP A LITTLE FINGER GUARD FROM HONG KONG!?!? DX WHYYYYYYY.

Ehem.

I'm still working on my appearance log! My mom said her scanner is working so now I can scan a bunch of stuff I've been putting off for a few days now. :D

Until then, I'll just...leave that lj-cut down there...

( Just some camwhoring and two b/w shots. ALSO: my obligatory outfit shot. [+6] )

ALRIGHT. OFF I GO TO DO..........STUFF! \:D/ I really want to procrastinate and play video games all~ night~

I...am in so much pain right now... I hate braces with a passion. (T_T) One side of the top row REALLY FUCKING HURTS and I don't get why because it's all one goddamn wire. I can't eat because if I do, I end up in a shit load of pain. (._.)

At least HP: HBP comes out tomorrow~! (≧∇≦) And that means that I get to see it~ on Thursday for my friend's birthday. I hope that plan is still a go!

ohgodsomuchpain. Fuck this! I'm going to try to go sleep. （*ＴдＴ*）