I'm overworked.
I'm stressed.
I'm tired.
I have no time.
And there's not enough time.

I hate school and all the stress and work that comes with it.

Tomorrow, I have to take my SATs in the morning. And for the rest of the day? I don't know. I might as well get my ass into gear and finish my St.Joseph's application and start the other three schools apps. I have no idea how to fill out my FAFSA and all of these fees, although very small, are a terrible reminder of my need for a job. It's the epitome of ridiculous. My own birthday is an inconvenience since it's next year and I'd like to have a full, legit license now and applying for a job won't be as tough since 18 is pretty much a "we'll hire you bb~~" age ignore the ones that ask for like...21+...

I've done some studying for the SATs. Mainly familiarizing myself with the writing, mathematics and such. There's a lot (for the math part) that I don't know or remember. D: I see failure ahead...BUT I WON'T SAY I'M NOT GONNA TRYYYYY.

Hrrrm...although I should be doing more studying, I really want to just play a video game... even if it's a game I've beaten before. I just want time to myseeeelf. (@_______@) Maybe I'll watch Supernanny - even if I do prefer Nanny 911...but it's the same thing, really - or wait for The Nanny to come on. GUILTYASCHARGEDILOVETHATSHOW.

Um...have some random photos!


Outfit from Thursday. I love this outfit~ pitty that this is the second time I got to wear it.


I wish I took a better photo because my hair was fairly poofy~! (*w*) I dunno if it stayed like that allll day though. D:


From.........................Wednesday? Monday? One of those. xD

Ok so I've FIIIIINALLY uploaded the photos from the sleepover. They're not interesting but I like them. It's a reminder of how good the day was, even if it was very simple and unproductive. xD



( Sleepover Monday ~ Tuesday [20+] )

Now for a more interesting entry. :3

I've been working my ass off to catch up and do well in all of my classes. Who'd of known that missing one day can really throw you off...

We had another Spirit Week for the reason, I'm assuming, is that we couldn't have pep rally or the homecoming game. But I was told that there was a homecoming game on Saturday so I'm confused. D:



( Spirit Week and whatever else I can think of to put here. XD [+26, +1 vid] )

What was unfortunate about our 2 week of Spirit Week was not a lot of people did the themes. I mean, a lot of people did Pajama Day but...the other ones, I either forgot to take pictures or I saw too many of the same people doing the themes...and we don't want the same faces in the yearbook. :/

Well, back to work. D:

I know I have a meme or four to do, but I'm just so lazy... I'll do them, I promise. xD

Before I even start those meme, I have to update about how spectacular life is for me right now: IT'S AMAZING. ヽ(´▽｀)ノ ♥ ヽ(´▽｀)ノ ♥ ヽ(´▽｀)ノ ♥ ヽ(´▽｀)ノ ♥ ヽ(´▽｀)ノ ♥ ヽ(´▽｀)ノ ♥ ヽ(´▽｀)ノ ♥ ヽ(´▽｀)ノ ♥

I can't believe things can be so great. Although, knowing my luck, something utterably depressing is going to happen to me... D:

I'm really proud of my Studo PTG & DWG project so far. I can't wait until we do the collage of it, because it'll look so cool~. :3 This is the first time I've ever draw without lines. D: It's so weird but cool at the same tiiime~

Now to remotely explain why I'm so unbearably happy: There's this guy that Jess introduced me to and he's so damn cool it hurts. D: Y U DO DIS 2 ME JESS? D: D: D:


LOLBADPOSINGISSHIT. Doesn't this outfit look better with the Doc Martens? (*w*) It feels weird to be wearing leggings though...

Oh, quick rambling about yesterday:

It was so nice to wake up early Sunday morning and go jogging around the track with Jess. We've made a pact to do it every Sunday, then in October, we're going to jog every Saturday and Sunday. YE━━━━━━ d(ﾟ∀ﾟ)b ━━━━━━S!! We really need to get in shape and what better way to do it than to do it together?

Anyway, after showering and having breakfast, we watched some YouTube videos until Sharadia came over. It took some time convincing her to get out of her house but we got her to! :D I had fun~ we played Mario Party 5 and actually finished this time. XD Then we watched some of The Orphan but my sister stopped us and dragged us to Pizza Hut (omnomnom) then to the mall.

( Large image of purikura here! Oh, and underwear. )

I PUT MY BLOOD, SWEAT, BRAIN CELLS AND TEARS INTO THIS VIDEO.

This all took me roughly 7 hours to complete. Quick summary: Windows Movie Maker came from hell. It fucked up on me 5 times, so I had to keep reuploading the videos to WMM. And then, me being a fucking perfectionist, I tried to sync as many videos as I can to the lyrics of the song.

I am 100% happy with the result! ♥

Now if only I could get a better camera with better quality. xD

I SEE WHY PEOPLE LIKE THE FERRIS WHEEL SCENE. HOW CUTE. lulz that rainbow in the corner of the screen

The yard sale today was a bust. No body bought anything or stopped by. D: FFFFFFFFF oh well. Though that means I still have all of that crap in the extra room upstairs... Fuck.

Only thing that happened (and was remotely interesting) today was Sharadia, Jess and I made a '09-'10 To-Do List for each other. :D I'll post it later.

Uum...wow, I really have nothing to update about. That CAPsing about the ferris wheel scene warrants an entry itself.

I'VE FINISHED IT.

MOSTLY.

THE ENTRY WE'VE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR!!!!

Well, no maybe not everyone. :/



( Breaking news! The fortuneteller sitting under the tile roof has made a future prediction! It'll be sunny and bright! ♥ [40+, +8 videos] )

Let it be known that ldeathfirel = AMAZING. ♥

HE WAS ABLE TO PUT ALL THE GAME I WANTED ONTO MY R4 CARD. I CANNOT THANK YOU ENOUGH!!!

I have:
Animal Crossing: Wild Word
Cooking Mama 2
Dementium the Ward
Kageyama Hideo NO IQ Teacher D
Kotoba No Puzzle Puzzle
Mario Party DS
Professor Layton and the Curious Village
Professor Layton and the Diabolical Box
Puyo Pop Fever
San-X Chara Sagashi Land
Taiko No Tatsujin
The World Ends With You
Trauma Center: Under the Knife 2

I'M SO FUCKING HAPPY IT'S SCARY.

Other than that~ today was so goddamn fun I can't believe it's over... (;A;)

I'll make an update about it tomorrow.

I SHOULD HAVE HAD THE YARD SALE TODAY!!!!!!! ヾ(≧Д≦)ノ


IT DIDN'T RAIN AT ALL. DX

Guh...

All I did today was hangout with Sharadia and Jess. And then Sharun came over and...I dunno, everything we did was too random to record or detail here. xD

Man I can't wait until my hair grows out.

Tomorrow, my family is supposed to go out to celebrate my mom's birthday (which is really on the 25th). :D I hope we either go to Neptune's Diner or to that Thai restaurant. SUCHGOODFOOD.

On Tuesday, my sister, her friend and friend's boyfriend and I are going to~ see~ Blink182~!!! I'm not as excited as I should be...I don't know why though...

Maybe because of what I've been told about ******...I...I'd never guessed. You'd be shocked to learn things about other people who you thought were nice and had a good head on their shoulders. N-nevermind...! But...I kind of wish I wasn't going... I'd rather be here, celebrating my mom's birthday with her..

YESTERDAY: The yard sale was a success! Or to me it was. :D

I made $45 and in total - as in with what I have saved up + yard sale - I have $85. I can't wait to spend it on something~ but I have to choose wisely! Maybe I'll just keep saving. :3

Next week, maybe on Saturday or Sunday, I'm putting together another yard sale. Hopefully more will go because I'm tired of all the clutter. DX My mom wants to sell the wide screen TV my brother dumped on us a few years back. I dunno for how much we're selling it for, but I don't think anyone will pay cash upfront. My mom wants to sell it for $800 but...seriously, who carries that much in their pockets?!

And I didn't like that my mom sold the big plush dog for $2. She didn't even ask me how much it should be sold for, but when I tried to sell a never-ever-used digital alarm clock for a $1, she threw a fit. :| What a bitchy thing to do.

After the garage sale, on short notice, Jess came back to sleep over because it was much needed. ♥ I'm pretty sure she's doing better now so now we're just on the computers, chatting it up with Sharadia. :3 Nyahahahahaha! >D

We're supposed to go to Josie's house today.....about an hour and 30-something minutes ago. Whoops. We don't have a ride or anything to get there and Sharadia apparently can't go out. :/ So I don't think we'll go... DX



The dude in the gray sweater is apparently how my hair's going to grow out. This is what Sharadia tells me. XD

I hope I get my finger guard today. *crosses fingers*

Uhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuuuuuuuuu. I have nothing to do today. D: I have to wait until tomorrow to have some fun. ♥ But that's fine because I'm feeling particularly lazy today~.


I love putting Henry in front of my computer. :3 So cute.

And it's easier to feed him there (or without Bubba in general) because all that happens is Bubba goes over to Henry and takes his food. :|

ON TO MY FUN AT ZE ARCADE YESTERDAAAY~

( Dave & Busters fun unda hurr [+5, +2 vids] )

Also:


WHAT IS THIS I DON'T EVEN.

Well, Square Enix sued and won. Nothing was lost, money was gained. Uhuhuhuhu. ohmygodthatsongwtf. ithurtsmyears.