Ooooh maaaaaaan, my lower back is in so much pain... It's been this way all day. (;A;) And I think I'm getting a sore throat...I feel it. D: MUST. KEEP. WARM.

Today was such a pain in the ass, but seeing him made it better and so much more tolerable. ♥ My parents, my dad specifically, were being so fucking annoying today. I can't fucking believe it. Of all days, they had to choose today to be particularly obnoxious. I know you're not to speak poorly of your parents, but when they're being completely irrational and stupid, it's kind of hard to stomach it. I can't take shit like that. I really, really can't.

For example: Mike was really tired so he went to sleep in my bed while I did my homework at my desk. Then my sister went to her bed to sleep. They were both tired from working so damn much so of course I left them alone. Then my parents started bitching, saying it's "not right" for them to be sleeping in the same room -- even if they are in separate beds.

What the fuck? Do they honestly think so lowly of him that he'll cheat on me when I'm right there? I can fucking HEAR them, I'm not stupid. So I got a bitching for that and uuugh it just ruined my night. I better be able to see him next Monday! If not, I'll be so fucking pissed off. Just thinking about not being able to go is angering me. They have to understand that he can't be spending money every week to come and see me. I believe I should go to him too, when possible.

Just...uugh...parents.

Mikey ended up going home early because my parents were bitching so much at me via cell phone. My mom kept CALLING and CALLING and CALLING in a span of one fucking hour! God, shut the fuck up and enjoy the fucking wedding for fuck sake.

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/rant

So, other than that, my day was amazing. ♥ :D *shoots self*

( Say 20 things to 20 people )


LOOK AT THAT PERFECT HAIR. D: COME BACK, I MISS YOU. IT'S ALMOST BEEN A YEAR SINCE YOU'VE LOOKED LIKE THAAAAAT.

Ok that's enough. *wanders off*

Wh...That's a good question. xDD Um~ the longest time I've watched TV was probably for like 3 hours. I usually watch it when there's just a show I want to watch on... I really don't watch it when I'm depressed or anything... I use video games to cope with any emotional fucks I have. That's probably really bad. Uhuhuh.

My belief in how fucked up my family is has only gotten stronger within less than an hour. And my comphrension of Spanish shocks even myself. I guess that's what happens when you're around tons of Spanish-speaking people for extenuated amounts of time. :D Now if only my Japanese would come along as nicely as my Spanish...

Speaking of which, I need help! EVERYONE LEARNING AND/OR ARE ENGLISH TEACHERS, PAY ATTENTION PLZZZZZZZ. XD I want to be a English teacher in Japan (hurp da durrrrp, redundant) but I have no damn clue what schools will help me with that. I've asked my guidance counselor about it and we found no schools over here (Long Island, ze east side) that would help. So if anyone knows of schools that definitely will help me, please tell me!

I still need to figure out whether I want to be that type of English teacher or a literature one. I stillll can't decide. (;A;)


Well I'm never bending my knees like that ever again. XD

I really had no where important to go, but I got "dressed up" anyway. I don't get why people think I dress to "fancy" whenever I go out. D: It's normal for me. (@_@)

Uuugh, my lower back has been in so much pain lately. D: I don't think it's because of PE...or maybe it is. What do I know? XD

Tomorrow should be nice~! I can't wait. ♥ ......But I miss being with my friends...

It's a shame when you don't know how good you got it.

I finally scanned the comic, Photoshopped it and posted it. It was done in a rush because I wanted the idea drawn out as quickly as possible. Because then I'd forget if I didn't. XD

Nothing interesting happened today. My mom isn't in the happiest of states because of her asshole-of-a-husband. He always yells at her, yells at me, slams doors and bitches under his breath. I'm so fucking sick of him. My mom told me she wanted to disappear and that just made me feel bad for her. I want to help her but I can't and don't know how. My dad doesn't listen to me for shit, nor does he to his own wife. He's such a child that it's getting harder for me to unclench my fists rather than knocking them into his face.

He's too two-faced for my liking. One minute's he's all ILOVEYOU and then he gives me the YOU DON'T CLEAN ANYTHING IN THIS HOUSE SO I MIGHT AS WELL SELL THE HOUSE AND WE LIVE ON THE STREET.

I wonder how much he'll miss us when we all move out. Damn...I wish I just got a job or for school to start already. :/ There's aren't that many days left but I'm not exactly sure when school starts. Probably September 4th or something like that.

Gah. Fuck it.

EDIT: Oh fan-fucking-tastic. The good-for-nothing who "fixed" my computer didn't make a date that I could use to go BACK to for System Restore. You goddamn motherfucking fucking fuck. If you fix it again, you're fixing it for fucking FREE! Asshole.

Fuck Cullen. 8| I'm not so much of a vampire-lover, but I'd want to get bitten by Alucard of Hellsing. I'd probably lose my neck, but hey, who cares? ♥



How weird for me to wake up at 9AM. D: But I'm going to have to slowly get used to waking up early because of the garage sale next month and then school in September. :/ Hopefully by next month I'm on the road.

Gaaah, I miss watching anime. D: Like Keroro Gunso, D.Gray-Man and Hellsing. FFFFFF wrrryyyyy.

And Harvest Moon: A Wonderful Life for GameCube is not fun. :| I don't like it. DX It makes me think of that commercial for GameFly...I think. It's the one where everyone is screaming and throwing a fit because they bought a bad game. XD I know that feeling too well. (T_T)

So~ there was family drama-rama going on...uh...two nights ago? I'll make it a long story short: sister was locked out at 1:30 AM of Saturday by my dad and my sister went missing for that time until midnight of Sunday. My mom started crying when she was yelling at her so I forced myself to go to sleep. My heart cannot take HEARING her cry. That is all and I suppose everything is fine now.

Yesterday was the extremely late birthday party for Sharadia. Only Marley came, for which I'm grateful for because some things roaming through her mind needed to be cleared up. For there are people who enjoy lying to others until you believe them. Turds. I'm just glad she has the brains to actually find out rather than just BELIEVE everything she hears.

Good ol' Marr-Marr.

The party didn't even seem like it was for Sharadia. Sharadia, Jess, Marr-Marr and I just sat under a tree in her backyard and talked, drank and ate. I couldn't complain because I enjoyed myself, although it rained, but I didn't get wet because of ze good ol' tree.


Woo weird pose~! XD Outfit is from yesterday.

I was going to get my permit today, but I kind of chickened out because I didn't study. D: I want to at least read some of the stuff in the book to refresh my memory.

THEWHAT POKÉMON ARE YOU?MEME

1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me."
2. I will respond by asking you five questions. I get to pick the questions.
3. You will post the answers to the questions (and the questions themselves) on your journal.
4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the same post.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions. And thus the endless cycle of the meme goes on and on and on and on...

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Look who's actually using the hammock~~~ That fat little piggy proved me wrong. XD

FUCK COMPUTERS.

I might have to give up my computer YET AGAIN because the AVG Internet Security program that guy put on my computer ISN'T WORKING. I got that annoying ass trojan again and it's probably not going to go away...again. UUUUGH SO GODDAMN ANNOYING.

I've been gettin' mah readin' oooon. I want to finish The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn this month and try to do all (or most) of the assignments for that book. I'm currently on chapter 20-something so maybe if I read 4 or 7 chapters a day, I'll be done with it! Then I want to do Jane Eyrie in August. Hopefully my plan works out. XD Too bad I'm already bored with the book.

I have to brush up for my permit test because I forgot nearly everything having to do with driving. xD I should have taken the test when I had it all fresh in my mind. D:

( Blah blah )

I can't believe my dad sometimes. He is so disgusting. He told me we were going to go out for the day but I was in dire need of a shower and hair washingzzz. D: I told him that and he started going off, saying, "Who's going to smell you?! Are you going to jump on top of people?" and of course that pissed me off so I told him off and he walked away. Such an disgusting asshole, I swear. He must have two different personalities or is just a child all together.

Why would I go out DURING MY MONTHLY without taking a shower? That. is. fucking. disgusting.

Anywhere, here are the muffins I made for my dad. :|



Sometimes I wonder why I even try to bother to get along with him. All he does is get an attitude with me and act like I'm the bad person...

( Taken from haj_haj. D: )

.........................Yeah that was way too long. :|

I feel like drawing, but I don't know what to draw. D: And I feel like changing my layout but I don't have the slightest clue to what. D: WHYYYY.

See? I told you they miss you! They made you a sign!

YOU BETTER BE COMING BACK IN 8 DAYS! D: BECAUSE ITHE GUIENA PIGS MISS YOU. (;w;)

I knew I shouldn't of gone out for the day with my parents. All in all, it sucked. My dad is a complete asshole to me and threatened to "knock me out". I'm not afraid of him, so I'm waiting for him to hit me. I will fucking wait for his fat ass to lay a finger on me. I'm so tired of him. I need a job so I can be out of the house like my sister. 8|

Other than that asshole, my computer was left at some guy's house in Manhattan. He's to fix my computer by Sunday, so hopefully the whole thing will be working smoothly.

I can literally feel all my knowledge for school tests pouring out of my ear. D: I need to study for the US History regents and Earth Sci regents so I can refresh my memory. Next week in the last week I have to do anything related to big school exams. :D I'm so glad.

Tomorrow, we're going to Kohl's but I don't know if I want to now. I don't want to hear my dad's bitching about how much stuff I buy/want. I'm. so. sick. of. him. I can't stress it enough. I don't care if I sound like a whiny little girl, YOU live with that asshole and you'll understand why he's such a pain in the ass. So rude, ungrateful, distasteful, obnoxious and hard-headed. I can't be bothered. I'm going to try to take my mom's advice and ignore him, just like she does.

Well, we'll see if I go tomorrow with them. :/

One thing I really hate about the warm weather in LI: it fucks up my hair. It looks so much nicer in the winter/fall. DX

Yesterday was nice since Jess came by thinking that we really were supposed to hangout. XD It wasn't planned, but I couldn't let her go home so we hungout for most of the day. :3 My sister came home from doing whatever it was she was doing and took us to Pizza Hut. ♥ Then we went to GameStop to buy another GameCube controller (so Jess could play with us), the first Ratchet and Clank, some Transformers game and~~~~ Silent Hill Origins!!!!!!! ♥ I can't believe it's for the PS2! I thought it was only for PSP and PC~ GKNADGKJNADJKGNAKJG GLORY!

And so, I've been playing it a lot now. I'm up to that sanitarium level.

We went home to watch me play Silent Hill Origins, then Mario Party 5. :D SOMEHOW, BY AN AMAZING STROKE OF LUCK, JESS WON. She got like, a star from every player and went up to like 7 stars at the end of the game. D: Jeez, talk about luck. She went home after that. D: So I let her borrow Paprika since she's never seen it. I really like that movie. :D

Tomorrow are my Geometry and Health final. You'd think I'd be studying my ass off for my Geo final. XD I will thought! Just not yet!

EDIT: Today~~ (or the rest of the day) will be filled with SH:O gameplay and studying. :/