Can't be bothered to take decent photos anymore~

Today was...ehhh, more of a waste of time than something that made me learn more about my fucked up body. To summarize what's been going on with my health for the passed, oh let's say, 4 months: When I wake up, I have mucus in my throat and it's disguuuusting. I also wake up gagging 5 minutes or so after I get out of bed. When I eat, I start gagging. I feel ill and dizzy at times, but those are short-lived.

So I went to the doctor and he said there's nothing really wrong with me.

..................

I find that hard to believe but oh, excuse me, I'm not a doctor! He said it's all in my head. :| WHAT?! Why would I want to gag?! It's so unpleasant. D:

I don't understand at all.

☆ Monday ☆


I can't believe it was finally cool enough to wear that sweater~! It's so comfy. ♥ If anyone has ever seen and are iffy about buying it, I say buy it! It keeps you nice and warm~ and, durp, it's comfy~ ♥

☆ No school
☆ Woke up early D:
☆ Picked up Mikey~
☆ Went to the carnival with him, my sister and her 2 friends
☆ Lost my glasses at the carnival
鬶 Went back home to pick up my back-up glasses
☆ Got dropped off at the movie theaters
☆ Watched Pandorum. Got lost many times but all in all, it's a pretty good movie.
☆ Got home reaaally late. ♥

Gah~ I have nothing to do~ I already finish my Trig work. "OTL

The "You Should Write..." Meme!
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Oh. yes.

I TOOK MY PERMIT TEST TODAY.

AND I FAILED.

LULZ ME.

Jess, Sharadia and I walked around, putting signs up for the yard sale. Two of the 8 signs flew away, so uh.........yeah, this isn't going to end well. Maybe I should've just made the yard sale for one day. DX

[20:07] lDeathFirel13: But you have something with fashion don't you?
[20:08] Guroi Modanisut: <3 Yesss
[20:08] lDeathFirel13: Haha, I have to admit
[20:08] Guroi Modanisut: You figured that out with my shitty outfit today?
[20:08] Guroi Modanisut: XD
[20:08] lDeathFirel13: No, but something unusual in CI
[20:09] lDeathFirel13: I have to admit, I looovveee the way you dress, something unique in CI I've ever seen haha
[20:09] lDeathFirel13: You are like a model or something I swear!

Gah, he even said he was going to ask his brother to do a photoshoot with me...but I reaaally don't want to because I tell myself every time "I would never look good doing a photoshoot. I don't look good enough for nice things like that."

I'm finally starting to learn the Mickey Mouse Club March para para. 8| Fuckin finally. I couldn't find a clear enough video with the dance or the song in general. So hopefully I get to learn it quickly because I love the song and it's cute. :3


So. friggin'. cool.

I've seen Soul Eater, but not really WATCHED it.

FUCK COMPUTERS.

I might have to give up my computer YET AGAIN because the AVG Internet Security program that guy put on my computer ISN'T WORKING. I got that annoying ass trojan again and it's probably not going to go away...again. UUUUGH SO GODDAMN ANNOYING.

I've been gettin' mah readin' oooon. I want to finish The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn this month and try to do all (or most) of the assignments for that book. I'm currently on chapter 20-something so maybe if I read 4 or 7 chapters a day, I'll be done with it! Then I want to do Jane Eyrie in August. Hopefully my plan works out. XD Too bad I'm already bored with the book.

I have to brush up for my permit test because I forgot nearly everything having to do with driving. xD I should have taken the test when I had it all fresh in my mind. D:

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My...red velvet cake...turned into a green crap cake. (T_____T) It didn't even taste good so I got mad and threw it out. DX I used this recipe. BAD RECIPE IS BAD!

So I had to make muffins..and I put a banner made of two toothpicks and paper. :D But um...I can't show you guys a picture because my camera's not turning on. (;w;) I hope it's just because the batteries are wonky. 8|

So Happy Father's Day to all ze dad's out there! ♥

I actually had a burger at Five Guys today. It tasted exactly like a burger I'd have at one of the diner's I usually go to. 8| So I dunno what the big fuss is about.

ffff...that is all. DX

I am so goddamn stupid it's amazing. I cheated on the Earth Sci final some days ago, and I failed. I copied the wrong answers. Fuck me and my failure. I hate myself sometimes, really. I had my Earth Sci Practical part of the regents...I'm pretty sure I failed that too. Fuck I really hate that class. Fuck me. Fuck me. Fuck me. DX

I'm not sure, but I either may take Genetics, Earth Sci or Chem. Earth Sci...well...yeah, I'm pretty sure I failed all of it. Whatever. Chem, I passed the class and failed the regents. I've never taken Genetics so we'll see what happens. I just want to graduate on time!!! I don't want to be left back!! My biggest fear is failure, if you haven't noticed. (;w;)

I got a letter from school for my APE class. The new teacher is Ms.Romano, who I'm 99% sure that's my LIV ENV teacher's (in 9th grade) wife. If she's as annoying, mean, and nasty as him, I don't want to take the class. I don't get along or learn well with that sort of teacher. We have to read The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn and Jane Eyre. I'll start the first one since I don't have Jane Eyre. :/

Speaking of school, I got my ASVAB scores on the last day of school (I forgot to mention that...) and I scored really really high! ♥ Apparently I can do anything I want with my life. I'm really weak in science and automotive/mechanics.

Enough of school stuff for today, it makes me want to stab myself. :|

My sister is going to Florida on Monday. She's all packed and she's taking the hair straightener. D: D: D: It's not rightfully her's though so...yeaaah. I use it too and now I have to suffer because of her. :| She should buy her own, just like my mom said. I guess I'll have to buy one for myself.

Man I wish I was able to just go somewhere to see or be with a friend. It's not hot enough to go to the beach, so I guess I'll have to wait. :/ It gives me time to work on my body. XD

I'd like to get my permit soon so I can get my license. Hopefully I'll be getting it soon so I can apply for a job, get a bike and use it until I get my license. And that's like for a year so that's good exercise, right? :D

I was really digign' the shirt I was wearing today. :D

I don't quite get it why a villain usually wants to destroy the world. Take over, yeah I'll kind of understand but destroy it? With bombs and whatnot? Won't they be destroyed with it?! I bring this up because I finished watching the RE5 walkthrough and of course I didn't like RE5. The graphics were nice and all but wtf the explanations for things was stupid. PS: LOLJILL.

Y'know, I really thought I was finally getting over the migraines but last night I got a smack across the face to remind me I wasn't. D: I was in so much pain that I threw up right when I was watching a new episode of Monster Quest. Luckily it was on a commercial so I got to run to the bathroom to hurl. I'd really like to think it's just crap I'm getting for the first time from my bitchass period. :/

I even got a migraine that was so painful that it made me CRY today. Cry. It hurt so fucking much that I actually cried and fell asleep for 3 hours. D:

fffff moving on. One thing pissed me off today was what my stupid Earth Sci teacher said, which was, "I know you don't care. You like to talk big." I was so fucking shocked that I was ready to get out of my seat, punch him in the face and walk out of school and go home. The reason he said this is because he is a fucking moronwas becoming fed up with our misbehaved class and somehow I'm responsible for it. So he attacked me when he said that if we keep misbehaving, he just won't teach anymore. I muttered "Good" because 1) I could care less, 2) I can teach myself (I learn better that way with some things), and 3) he can't teach properly for the life of him.

Regents are starting in a little longer than a month and I'm not ready. The APUSH exam is roughly in about 2 weeks and I'm not ready. I'm so freaked out that I don't even think I should try. I should just give up. D:

hkslrmhnlka speaking of (LULZSTFU) school: I'm going to the student-faculty challenge tomorrow night with Alexa~! :D :D :D I can't wait! ♥ It better be 2 hours of awesome. XD I'm going to bring my camera. I hope that's allowed. XD I have to recharge batteries for tomorrow~~



Ashley got her art teacher to give me a 15" x 20" drawing board....two days ago~ :D :D :D Now to figure out what to draw. I want to draw something to give to someone, but I dunno what or who. D:

Speaking of gifts (I really need to stop starting sentences like that XD), my baby's birthday is on the 28th~. She's turning 16~ yay~ ♥♥ I don't know what to give her and she has no idea what she wants -- so she claims. D: I'll get you something, REGARDLESS of what you say! I just...have to decide what.

After eating an unhealthy meal of McDonalds, my mom told me that she found out my sister smokes. So now she smokes pot and cigarettes. It's actually really funny how they found out. A pack of Newports were chilling in her pocket and they saw it when she walked over to her boss in BlockBuster. XD ELOHEL.

But one thing that pissed me off was that she was all "Cigarettes are nasty, they're not good for you. At least weed doesn't give you cancer. Blah blah blah." to me. Her ever-so brilliant retort to me for hating weed was: "You can't say anything if you never tried it" OHMYGOD THAT IS HILARIOUS, Y/Y? SIS, I HOPE YOU'RE READING THIS. And now she's smoking? I should slap her across the face a few times for that. I deserve I'm "I'm sorry, I'm a big ol' hypocrite" from her.

I also told my mom I used to smoke. Of course she was shocked at first but I told her that I already quit because I hated the smell and I'm already an unhealthy person. I don't need to smoke to be relaxed. There are other nice things to do.

Anyway, I guess I'll find something to draw on that board since I finished my homework. 8|

BY FATECoincidentally, while surfing through my flist, I found an RE5 icon post that had awesome icons. IRVING ICONS. (;W;) Oh my hopes have been uplifted before I even had them. Did that even make sense??

I hate Monday mornings! They're always the terrible start to my Monday. D: For example: I was making myself a bagel for breakfast, and I took out my favorite leopard print cup (I use it all the time~) and when I set it on the table, it FELL and SMASHED on the ground. D: I tried to put it back together with super glue, but my mom told me it'll leak so I had to throw it away. To top it all off, my bagel got all cold and hard after my mom heated it up and whatnot. D: Fuck you Monday mornings!

Also, my shoulder has been hurting something fierce for three days now. D: I thought I just strained it but gjndakgjna it shouldn't be hurting for over a day...

But one thing that was nice: Javol came over to play VGs with me~ ♥ But then he had to go around 5PM because he had to go to work. D: D'aw. So I watched xxxHolic on TV. Oh, and before he came over, I caught Cube 2: Hypercube and it's quite weird. More than the first one. D: I still don't get it though.

ne_zhaley~ I~ made~ the~ comic~ but it's not Leksi speaking (since I have no idea what Leksi looks like). It's me. XD I'VE SUBSTITUTED. :D :D :D I'll get it scanned, 'shopped and posted by tomorrow.

I'm almost done with my essay! :D Oh happy days! I'd be even more proud of myself if I finish it tonight. O: But that won't happen because I want to play video games...

Ah, before I go: Not too long ago, I was inspired to do pixel art...but my inspiration wasn't enough. D: I came out with this crap. D: I'm not going to finish it because it's effin' ugly. And it took me 2 hours. D: I hate you Paint. I really, really do. Maybe I should just stick to a pencil and paper...and maybe Photoshop. XD

Unn, I hate when fun days end quickly...



( WHAT WILL IT BEEEE? WHAT WILL IT BEEE? TO FIND OUT, PUT YOUR HAND IN AND SEEEEE~ [+12] )

That's it. Here I am, watching NOGGIN for now. I wanted to go to Nitu's house because her sister and her are playing games. D: She's lucky she gets to play with her sister. It's shocking that I even get to see my sister nowadays. :/

I can't wait for tomorrow. I'm supposed to be getting up early to go jogging with Jess at the track at our high school or Reed. Either one, it doesn't matter.

Off I go to beat up the first boss in RE4. ♥

PS: Yo Gabba Gabba creeps me out...

DON'T YOU BITCH AT ME.

I SWEAR TO BUFF ON CHRIS'S BODY, YOU BITCH AT ME, I WILL CUT YOU.

Hahaha I tripped like a champion on my cell phone's recharger cord. :D

We got that Verizon FIOs thing~~~~~

I GET TO WATCH NOGGIN. OH MY LIFE IS COMPLETE. We also have an anime channel but it's not giving anything I really care about. A lot of friggin' Peach Girl and Tsubasa. xxxHolic is on it too though! (*w*)

Am I the only one who loves that Heinken commerical with the women screaming over some closet then the men screaming over a closet-sized cooler? gkjangkajdngkad I love it.

I can't wait for Spring Break. D: MUCHNEEDED.

There's only a shit ton of quarterlies for me this week so...*shoots self*

( Saturday was~ )

I'm out of here. D: Probably to go and be distracted by our awesome new channels. D: D: D: