ATTENTION.

x_ms_vampire_x has died on August 25th 2009 at around 7PM.

And then she died again on August 27th, 2009 at 3:35 PM.

Cause of deaths: sheer happiness.

THE CONCERT WAS AMAZING. I'M SO HAPPY I WENT! (≧∇≦) I'll talk about another time though, because it's going to take some patience and time to make the entry. :|

Today was very calm. I woke up fairly late today (11:00 AM) so I didn't feel like being productive - as per usual on my summer vacation days. So I played Animal Crossing and was stung by bees fives times. Oh my poor Ciel (Yes, my character's name is Ciel. :D)! ♥ I was trying to catch bees...but...it didn't work out.

Then my dad kept calling me but I kept missing his calls...like a failure. XD He eventually got through to my mom and so~ he told me I had to get formally dressed for a funeral. Of course I whined, but I had to pretty up for it because my dad tells me his "social status is on the line" when it comes to events such as these. He says it's a "social" event, but...uh...it's not the social I'm thinking of, that's for sure. XD

So I complied, and while I was drying my hair, my mom told me to check the mail. I looked, dropped the mail of the kitchen table an odd package at the top of the pile. So I looked at it closely and~ I~ was~ pleased to find my finger guard came! ♥ But I'll post pictures of it at the end of this entry...I really want to get all the text part.

My dad came home at 5PM, we all got ready for the wake for his friend's father I think I got that right.... He was like..80-something. I don't know, but it was weird to see a dead body a few feet away from me. D: We weren't there long, so I didn't have to wear the outfit I was wearing for long. (☆。☆）fffff then we went out to eat at Neptune's Diner. We - or more like I - was starving. D: IFREAKIN'LOVETHATDINERSOMUCH.

The deserts are amaaazing and so is the food~! Maybe, one day, I can eat there for breakfast? Then I can finally say I've eaten there for all meals! (*w*) UHUHUHUHUH. *explodes*

So anyway, we got home at like 10PM. That's the end of my day. XD




My new favorite accessory~ that'll go nicely with the lock necklace. ♥


What I wore.

ffff my god Ouran High School Host Club is one of the most ridiculous anime/manga I've ever seen. I have no idea why I liked it in the past.

Also: Solty Rei, that opening that I'm seeing right now with the paper characters: wtf.

So many weird shows. (@_@) I see and fully understand why I'm fucked up now. :D

I may not be the skinniest person in the world (thankfully I'm not) but the more I post pictures of myself, I slowly gain a little self-esteem and become comfortable with myself just a bit. Only because 1) my entries are, for the most part, public and 2) I'm putting myself out there, even if I'm not naked. I don't think I'd ever take nude pics of me. (@_@) That's...weird.

I probably sound weird. XD

Ho'kay so I went in the pool today. It didn't take me that long to get used to the water since the sun has been heating it up directly for like...hours. So I spent an hour swimming, telling myself that I'm going to go in it more often as a way to exercise and cool down. :D

Hen-e-way~ I blame prevaricatory for my love for Tiny Plaid Ninjas! Watch here!

To my surprise, I saw Yami no Metseui on the Chiller channel last night. (O_o) It was called Descendants of Darkness and wtf Muraki's voice sounds like the stereotypical nerd or is it just me? Well I'm just shocked they're showing it because, dude, the contents of the show. 8| Same goes for Hellsing because apparently they'll be showing that too. I saw a quick flash of Alucard's teeth and I freaked out. Wasn't Hellsing NOT supposed to come out in the US? Or was that another anime?

Bah, they'll probably cut a lot of things out.

I gotta go finish playing The Suffering. I'm on the last chapter~~ and I keep putting it off. DX But before I end this entry, I'll add a few more things to it. :D :D :D

I've been having a series of terrible dreams this morning and throughout the weeks. D: ( Moar words and dreams under here )

Taken from moragana_lefaye.

You Are Seductive and Ruthless

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

98.8% of this is true. xD Pulled that right out of my ass. XD One sentence is completely false: You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. and the sexy bit in first sentence. Wow.

Off I go!

Good news: MY COMPUTER IS FIXED AND BACK WITH ME~

Bad news: The router wire my guinea pigs chewed on was my wire. Thing is, I don't understand how my wire was connected to my sister's computer. 8| So I have to get a new one wire. (;w;)

Today, for the most part, was alright. I went to my appointment with the neurologist and he told me to continue back on my medication when my migraines start up again. Which is soon, I'm sure, because I currently have one. D:

Guh...

Tomorrow's Father's Day...so I'm going to bake a red velvet cake for meh dad. This'll be the first time I'm baking a cake by scratch.

Other than that...it's. still. raining.

Comment here and I'll reply with a picture of what fictional character I think you're like.

I got back into watching PPGZ~ ♥

I started to use a different style of drawing, inspired by some random stickers I saw on DA and some vague influence from Pure Trance.

Aah~ I love randomly drawing because good things come out of it. And with that, I accidentally made a new character called Princess Nobody. She was originally just a space-filler, but she grew on me. XD Her name came from the fact that she's a space-filler. The "Princess" part I pulled out of my ass. 8|

Kind of an oxymoron, don'tch'ya think? Aren't princesses supposed to be important? (@_@)

Aaaaand she has a pet. It's a cloud pig....it's so ugly. D: I should call him Snoot, or something.

I intend to use her in my comics now..........whenever I start making them again. My most recent one wasn't for fun. D: It was for the school newspaper to......well, fill up space. You can read it here~! I'll probably start a new comic in the new drawing style I picked up. :D

Other than art, I fell in love with Danbo! (*w*) I've never read the manga Danbo came from, but he just.........stuck to me. XD Learn about him here.

LIFE CEREAL IS AMAZING. ♥

I've deleted unused/no-longer-liked icons and uploaded new ones~! \8D/ Every time I go through my icons, I get the strongest urge to watch Ichigo Mashimaro. I love that anime to bits and pieces. It's like Constantine and Harry Potter -- I can't get tired of watching it! There are a lot of things I don't get tired of. (._.)

I think I should just watch Ichigo Mashimaro, Spirited Away, Harry Potter and Constantine today. fffff must be unproductive. Too bad I really can't because my damn sister set up a BBQ today with her friends so I probably have to take a shower, help with shit and whatnot... D: I don't really want to since I'm not the one who wanted the BBQ. She should do all the work. 8|

There's something seriously wrong with my computer. It spazzes out when I'm doing nothing out of the ordinary. Then it goes to that screen that asks me whether or not I'd like restart, shut down or whatever that other option is. D: I think my computer has a virus.

My Ad-Aware program sucks ass.

And my internet keeps going out!!! DX WHATTHEFUCKMAAAAAAAN.

UGUSHUDSHJHUA UGH THIS IS SO ANNOYING.

I started to read Pure Trance today. XD It's so weird that I love it. The drawing design is disturbingly cute. Shocking that I didn't get into it sooner.

Aaaaaahhhh~~~ Holly's Sweet 16 party is today. D: I don't know what to wear! I don't know if I should buy a birthday card or make one myself! I really think I should just make one myself. What do you guys think? (@_@) Ughhh what am I going to wear?! DX

IT'S HERE. IT'S FINALLY HERE.

SPRING BREAK~!!!

I've been so busy with school...and this vacation is exactly what I need.

( We're serious about what we do! [+6] )

Other than that presentation on Wednesday, my week has been total shit. I hated it so much that I was shocked I didn't just not go to school for the whole week.

Earth Sci quarterly = 51 (F)
APUSH quarterly = 138 (I believe that's a B?)
English quarterly = ?
Geo = ?

I don't think I can make it with Earth Sci. I'm trying to catch up on labs but apparently I'm not doing well with the classwork.

I think I'm in love with School Rumble. XD It's so stupid and funny. ♥

Hurr...I want to play RE5 so..badly. Or at least give RE4 another go...even though it makes me rage. D: Wait, I don't think we have RE3? I should go check...

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WHERE THE FUCK IS MY SILENT HILL 4?!!?!?!?! I don't remember if Ashley gave it back or not. OHLAWDYWRYYYYY?!?!?! I hope she didn't because then I know she has it. (;w;) But for some reason, I vaguely remember getting it back. THEN AGAIN I DON'T.

I BOUGHT THAT FUCKING GAME WITH MY OWN MONEY, DAMNIT. *panic attack*

Yeah, I care that much for a game. I don't care, damnit, that thing is precious to me! Among other things. D: FFFF I wanted to play it now~ DX I swear, if I did "lose" it, I'm...going to be so pissed off. I'll just...gah. *lays down with a bazooka* FFFFF

Ehem, on a lighter note: Yes I still love Yuugiou. ♥ Well, GX can fall into a pit with any other new YGO that may come out. Good ol' Yuggiou~ ♥ I hate having only 105 icon slots...There's just so many amazing icons. (*w*)

And now~ I love Demashita! Powerpuff Girls Z. Mhm, new love. ♥ Gotta find some more icons of it.

Oh man...well..uh...yeahhh, this entry is pretty pointless. :D

UH. ♥

IT'S HERE~ IT'S~ FINALLY~ HERE~!!!!! Regents week! ♥ I'd love it even more if I didn't have to go in on Thursday, but whatever, at least we got the essay portion out of the way last week. ♥ And we only have to be there for 55 minutes. :D :D :D

I would have updated yesterday...but I fell asleep and woke up around 11PM. D: Then I fell asleep again and didn't wake up until 9AM. Talk about being tired. xD

Yesterday was so nice. ♥♥♥ Well, except for taking that second part of my Geo mid-term...I did so bad. I think I did well on that Earth Science retest. :D And now I have to review everything from second quarter for APUSH. LULZ GOOD LUCK TO MYSELF AND EVERYONE ELSE TAKING IT ON THURSDAY. D:



I have good news~ I won an essay contest!! :D It was some essay I did for Tech Prep because Ms.Brand was upset that not a lot of people entered, so she wanted me to do it. So I had to break my back doing it, but it was all worth it! I won a $50 gift card to Borders. ♥ This is the first time I won something like this in my life.

Before I forget, John has a LJ~ woop woop! It's suicidalxbunny, for those who would like to know. :D I'm still helping him get used to this. He's not aware of the awesome that is LJ. ♥

Now to go do stuff.

( drawings under ze ugly cut. )

M'kay I'm done. (=3=) I'll go watch RE or something.

While cleaning out my PC and whatever usernames I had on the intarwebz, I found this (EXTREMELY SHITTY PHOTOSHOPPING) in the Comics section of my DA. I figured I should continue it, because it's actually supposed to be a series of nis_chan and her friends. A lot like Ichigo Mashimaro, Azumanga Daioh and all those type of awesome anime. :D I might just name it Nis-chan. :D I might not get to it until that Thanksgiving vacation.

Ashley came over today and we had some awesome times. I helped her pick out a costume for Halloween, gave her some items I've never (and will never) use rather than have it take up space in my room. She left around 4:30. D: I still get uncomfortable when she says we're going to be living together. D: D: D: Most likely not, because I plan on basically "disappearing" when I'm out of high school. A lot of people tend to do that. XD

My dad was trying to give me a lecture but I just didn't give. I couldn't possibly do so since I was tired of hearing him repeat himself in such a know-it-all manner. Just because I didn't do something for him, he basically throws a fit then acts like nothing happened. Effin' PMSing to the extreme.

I...did not start that essay. I probably should...but won't. Not tonight, anyhow. I must shower and wash my hair after going out for a smoke. Then I'll probably end up watching The Strangers to see if it's any good.

I also have to put some Sex Pistols skirt up for sale because Ashley doesn't want it anymore. I could have sworn I did it before...but I guess not. Ah well. UP, UP AND AWAY.