We're all familiar with the tragedy of being you.

"The world is stranger than you think. And the Otherworld...well, that's even stranger."

2009-12-04T22:12:06Z

I was pissed off earlier but this video made me so better~

I wish I found the regular/subbed version of this video. OTL I can only understand so mcuh.

I feel like playing all the DMC games. ♥

"He's been persistently stepping on my foot for days now."

2009-12-04T19:11:32Z

I'm so fucking tired of you randomly ignoring me for no damn reason.

And you can't give me that "I was having a bad day" excuse because you wouldn't ignore anyone else but me.

Sometimes, I just don't want to talk to you ever again.

"I'm gonna kill the sun."

2009-12-04T01:58:34Z

Sometimes I wonder why people do ridiculous things.

To explain very briefly: a kid was jerking off in my Trig LAB class.

....Yeah, I know, wtf. Coincidentally, my Health teacher from last year came by and had to talk to the boy. Of course the boy said he didn't, but his goddamn pants were OPEN. Gah, I refuse to stay on the subject any longer.

Moving on!

AM I THE ONLY ONE EXTREMELY AMUSED BY THIS?

AND THIS SHIT.

........Wow that's all I have to post about. XD

"Hey, don't go around the corner, I'll lose you somehow!"

2009-12-02T22:21:12Z

What are you most passionate about and why?

Submitted By blushingpink

View 1142 Answers

I have many, but I'll list what's most important to me. I am extremely passionate about gaming. For some reason, I am at utter peace when I'm playing a video game although I might be frustrated by it, it's my way of being happy when all else fails. I just can't describe the joy I get from blowing off zombies' heads or beating the shit out of spazzing monsters crawling out to scare you from underneath cars or in a dark hallway. Or finally kicking the Ice King's ass because Kooper's flame shell kicks ass. I suppose I am a loser for it, it you'd expect me to be passionate about something more productive, but eh, I'm really not! :D

For some reason, I've been very efficient, productive and generally optimistic for the most part of this week. I'm up to speed with the reading in AP Eng (we're reading Native Son). Same goes for Trig (I had to self-teach some lessons and I finally understand the lessons now) and I've received my letter of recommendation from Mrs.Romano. It made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. (;w;) *loser*

Must get more~!!!! Maybe from like: Mr.Solaski (10th grade Eng teacher), Ms.Brand (11th grade Engl teacher), Mr.Gullo (9th grade Global Studies), Mr.D'ArcAngelis (10th grade Global Studies) and....maybe Mr.Corcione (11th grade APUSH), Ms.Denyse (Photo 1 & 2) and Ms.Kirk (ADV CRAFTS).

I JUST NEED TO WRITE UP MY RESUME AND GIVE THEM COPIES. OHMYGAWD I'M SO AFRAID OF WRITING OUT MY RESUME. I don't know how to go about it or what to put on it! (T____T)

Also: SUPERBIGIMPORTANTNOTETOMYSELF: Buy Great Expectations, The Awakening, Jane Eyre!!!! That way I can keep it aside for college So far, I've been able to use old books I've read in the past year in recent essays and such, so I don't doubt that any book I read in school will help me later. I have to go by my old English teachers to ask what books we've read so I can buy them later.

It's official, by ze way~ I'm getting a tablet! My mom said she promises to buy it for me this year! Best Christmas present ever? :D But I'm still hoping someone will buy me a board game or a really big puzzle (1000 pieces or more plzzz (*w*) ♥). Am I loser for asking for a board game or 1000+-piece puzzle? orz

The Letter Meme ~~again~~
holstering gave me F! :D

Fashion, Final Fantasy, Frank Sinatra, foreign languages and cultures, Flapjack, fantasies, Facebook, fanart, fanfiction, freaky freak shiiiit, fucking up zombies, fakehydra, fruits, fruits, Furi Kuri, felt, freshly baked goods~, finishing anything, flipping fucktards off ♥, favoriting awesome art on DA, french fries, fried rice, fast food, formal wear, frosting, French vanilla cream, friends, free food, free stuff, Fruity Pebbles, Friday's, "fissure" (I like the word XD), Fiber One commercials, flying, FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM, Foamy

That's all I can think of. OTL

"Now hand it over Luke, or I'll solve your face with the back of my hand!"

2009-12-02T01:57:25Z

TABLET USERSSSS~

Is this an acceptable tablet for a beginner? If I'm going to start using a tablet, it should be a reliable one. (;w;)..

I know I asked before, but I can't find that damn LJ post....

"Speaking of against the law! Who wants to talk about murders?!

2009-12-01T22:30:34Z

【THE TIME CAPSULE MEME】

Well~ welly welly welly welly~

It's amazing what you find out about some people.

I have found out two people, of which I've known for a decent amount of time and have also talked to them quite a few times, share a mutual interest or two with me. One of them love Resident Evil and Silent Hill. And she's not the type of gamer that says she likes RE (let's just use RE) but hasn't playing more than one RE game. And yet they act like a goddamn elitist. I know a few of those gamers... :| The other friend, whom I've known longer than the other girl, likes yaoi. I didn't know this nor expected it. (*w*) ♥

Other than that~ I haven't been sewing like I have been in the last few weeks. :/ I really need a smack in the face for these kind of things. OTL

My full SAT score report online came. All I can say is: DAMN I CAN DO WAY BETTER. Seriously.

..........I have no determination or enthusiasm to do anything else today but sleep.

But I'm just procrastinating here. I suppose I'll go do my homework. I suppose I'll do that now then maybe come back to write to myself in that time capsule meme.

ALSO: LMFAO MY MOM SCRATCHED MY DAD'S OTHER CAR WITH A CHRISTMAS DECORATIONS BOX THAT SHE THREW DOWN FROM THE ATTIC. I AM SO AMUSED. But she said if I tell, she's blaming it on me. 8|

"If I do you on hard, can I unlock your "extra costume"?"

2009-11-29T22:51:30Z

Since I was - and still am - bored, I went....browsinggg.

FOR ACCESSORIES.

Worst. idea. I've. ever. had. :/

Total: About $30

D:

I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT WAAAANT. I WANT ALL OF THEMMMM. D: HELP? (;A;)

I SHOULD PROBABLY STOP BROWSING.

AND POSTING.

AND BEING AT THE COMPUTER WHEN I'M BORED.

"Now let's celebrate by eating other people's food!"

2009-11-29T21:55:46Z

WELL I HATE TRIG/ALG 2. MAYBE IT WAS A BAD IDEA TAKING THIS CLASS. 8| Or more like I shouldn't have been absent for 3 days.

And I had no idea how horrible my eyebrows were until I washed my hair today. I have really let them grow out. Euuuh. So I had to fix them....after my bangs. xD

Both from ejecthefloppy

☆ The Letter Meme! ☆
Letter: D

Devil May Cry
Dark Cloud
Dante, SON OF SPARDAAAAAAAA
Disagreeing with everyone lmao
Doctor, Doctor, I feel like a pair of curtains!
DéspairsRay
D.Gray-Man
DOGS: Bullets & Carnage
DDR
Dir en grey
Daviiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiid ♥
David again (yuh-huh, tharr b 2)
deviantART :D
Drawing? :D
Default icon (*w*)
Dancing around like a dumbassss (AKA para para~ :D)
Disturbing the public
Destroy zombies and mutants of the sorts
Dumping shitty boyfriends/girlfriends :D IT'S EXTREMELY UPLIFTING.
Deleting old, unused usernames
DWG&PTG class (Or is it PTG&DWG? I always mix it up)
DEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATH
Dicking around on the computer/in vgs
Drinking mango milkshakes >_>
Dickens~
Daft Punk
Discovery Channel!!!!!
Danjo
Deserts
Dogs
Donarudo
Dragons
Doctors
DROPPPING IT LYK ETTS HOTTTTTTTTTTTT
Dreaming/dreams
Donkey Kong
Di gi Charat
Decemeber :D
DUN DUN DUN~
DIS IS SPARTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Wow this does require too much thinking. D:

Reply to this with the line "Snake's ass is glorious" and I'll give you five questions.

1. What's your favorite anime, character of said anime, and why that is?
Hmm~ I'm really not into anime as much as I used to be, but I love Badou Nails from DOGS: Bullets & Carnage -- IT WAS MADE INTO AN ANIME SO IT COUNTS. SHHHH. He's all sorts of awesome, and he's such a character. Sometimes I actually feel bad for the people that have to put up with him -- mostly Haine. xD

2. Your favorite place to go shopping? Your favorite clothing brand or style?
Ohohohooo~ uhhhh~ Well, I don't have a particular favorite. I usually go to Kohl's for the type of shopping where I actually have to go to the store. xD OH! AND H&M! But going to H&M is like having another birthday for me -- as in: I RARELY GET TO GO. (;A;) As for online shopping, I just go all over Ebay. It's your best friend. ~~Sometimes.~~ I have an actual list of all the stores I shop at/will be shopping at. :D

My favorite clothing brand would have to be~ ifIreallyhavetochoose~ Charlotte Russe. There are just a lot of adorable/awesome clothing there. (;w;)

CHARLOTTE RUSSE WEBSITE
LOOOOOOK even though the site does the store no actual justice.

3. Exactly how gay is Dante for Vergil and what inexplicable force drives such homoerotic desires? Is Vergil far too verginal (LOL I MADE A FUNNY /shot) to respond to these impulses? Will this stop Dante at all from stripping Vergil of any dignity he may have left after he's been ravished out of his hilariously campish outfit?
~~LULZ VERGINAL~~Dante is so damn gay for Vergil that not even Dante can explain why -- because brotherly love isn't bad enough to the 10000th degree. I don't think Vergil is too verginal (I REINFORCED UR FUNNY *get sht by a car*), he just has no interest in those type of relationships. xD And he's too busy trying to gain power. Pshhh.

BUT THIS WON'T STOP DANTE SINCE HE KNOWS HIS ~*~FORBIDDEN~*~ LOVE FOR HIS BIG BROTHA WILL NEVER DIEEEEEEE. Anyway if he's trying to pick uo women who shoot him ~~(*kills Lady*)~~ what's going to stop him from a sword in the chest? :D

4. Your favorite Silent Hill ship and why?
Walter/Henry. Why? Have you SEEN how incredibly adorable and clueless Henry is? And Walter is such goddamn creep/stalker....SO IT WORKS, YES? ~~Ok, maybe not but you know you like it.~~

5. Auron/Tidus. Tell me your headcanon of this ship, if you have one.
Hrrrm....I don't know what to consider headcanon. orz

BUT I DEFINITELY LIKE A LOT OF PAIRINGS THAT DON'T MAKE ANY SENSE WHATSOEVER.

.....wtfamIgonnadonow? D: I'm so bored -- for once. D:

"I'M PRESSIN CHARGES! WHERE MY DORAG AT?"

2009-11-29T00:02:12Z

NEW STICKAM ACCOUNT!

nerochandesuyo

I have no idea why I made another one -- or why I even bothered since I rarely use it. But you never know, right? (@___@) I might start using it regularly but....uhh..I need a good reason to -- which I currently don't have one soooooo yeaaah~ If anyone wants to start using Stickam, plz 2 b tellin me, y/y? ♥

I clearly have nothing better to do. *ignores all the plushie orders*

orz

"The same nigga from Glenwood. FUCK-LY-WOOD."

2009-11-28T00:12:33Z

I~ shouldn't be putting off meh college applications and essays...but I really don't want to do any of them. D: I'm so confused about all of it too. (;A;) I can't send my SAT scores to colleges for free like fucking CollegeBoard said I could! And I also am not too thrilled about my score (1400). We'll see if I'll sign up for the December one...

Other than that~ I watched Saw VI today. It's....ehhh. It's not something I'd spend $10 to see. :/ Good thing I didn't!

I also beat Paper Mario today!! ♥♥ kgtakgnsklan Then I started to play Resident Evil for GC. I should probably stop replaying RE and SH games...but it's some kind of status quo I must fulfull; play every RE and SH game at least twice. XD

I fell in love with this hat. ♥

ALSO, TO ADD TO MY FAIRLY SMALL LEOPARD PRINT COLLECTION:

Back to RE I gooo~

Fuck you Crimson Heads~~~

"I wish I was your derivative so I could lie tangent to your curves."

2009-11-27T18:55:22Z

So my SATs scores are in!

But I don't...know how to read this. But to me, it looks like I did really bad. D: akdjngkajngkja I'msoconfused.

"So apparently, bringing a sword to a food court is against the law now."

2009-11-26T17:10:22Z

Happy Thanksgiving~
(to those who celebrate it. ♥)

I'M THANKFUL FOR

♥-Anyone who looks at this entry has to post this meme and their current wallpaper on their LiveJournal.
-Explain in five sentences why you're using that wallpaper!
-Don't change your wallpaper before doing this! The point is to see what you had on!

☆ I effin' love Ricardo Irving. ♥
☆ Tentacle rape. Yes.
☆ RE = ♥
☆ I like wallpapers that have a big empty space so I can put my icons tharrr
☆ The art style is adorable. (;w;)

1. Reply to this post and I'll assign you a letter.
2. List (and upload, if you feel like it) 5 songs that start with that letter.
3. Post them to your journal with these instructions.

evil_gummiworm gave me the letter I! :D

1. I think I Love You - The Partridge Family
2. I am the Walrus - The Beatles
3. Ichigo Complete - Ichigo Mashimaro
4. Ich Will - Rammstein
5. Irony - Wonder Girls

Yeaaah~ I couldn't upload all of them. xD

HO'KAY, I'M OUT OF HERE. TIME TO FINISH PAPER MARIO! (*_________*)

PS: I love Kana Nishino. (;w;) Her voice~ ♥

"YOU'RE ABOUT TO GET STRUCK BY A VEHICLE!"

2009-11-25T17:37:46Z

Another day of not going to school.

Yup, that means I didn't go yesterday either. :/

It's all because I'm sick. :| I feel like utter shit and I hate that I'd feel just fine one hour then some hours later, I feel like crap. (.___.)

I hope this passes...

I need a new mood theme...

"Are those tire marks? Did I run him over in the theater? That's just impolite."

2009-11-24T01:19:33Z

plushieme!!!

Our LJ is officially oppppppeeeeeen~~~~ Check us out! ♥

Also: because I love doing a meme ~~or 10~~~

CREATE YOUR BAND NAME & ALBUM COVER
1 - Go to Wikipedia. Hit "random" or click http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random.
The first random Wikipedia article you get is the name of your band.

2 - Go to Quotations Page and select "random quotations" or click http://www.quotationspage.com/random.php3.
The last four or five words of the very last quote on the page is the title of your first album.

3 - Go to Flickr and click on “explore the last seven days” or click http://www.flickr.com/explore/interesting/7days.
The third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover.

4 - Use Photoshop or similar to put it all together.

Go to the Wikipedia home page and click random article. That is your band's name. Click random article again; that is your album name. Click random article 15 more times; those are the tracks on your album.

1. Black Mountain Grove
2. Markavatnet (Meløy)
3. Charles Augustus Hilton
4. CEOX Mall
5. Amidrine
6. Marquess of Exeter
7. Fortune Teller Machine
8. Potamogeton
9. Shadow government
10. I Have a Right
11. Medicago turbinata
12. Mălaia River
13. The Mill Garden
14. TVH
15. Estonia at the Paralympics

"Well, now you can see into my pockets."

2009-11-24T00:12:11Z

I don't see how bettering yourself (even if that means changing yourself in any way) makes you "fake/a poser." I've noticed this about many people: they change themselves to become a better/happier person, and automatically someone calls them a poser/fake. I can't even count the number of times I've heard people say that about me or other people.

MOVING ON TO MORE INTERESTING SHHHHHHTUFF:

I got to go on this "trip" to the Civil Council and do volunteer work. It was so satisfying. (*w*) I've decided I'm going to start volunteering there on my own time and try to donate when possible! ♥

Also: MARLEY GAVE ME THIS ADORABLE SKULLANIMALS (I think that's what they're called) BAAAAG~ and some purple cotton-type fabric. I hope none of it goes to waste. (@___@)

My report card came in the mail on Saturday~

AP Eng: B
PIG: C
Trig: A
(both) POE: P
Sculpture: A
PTG & DWG: B+
Comp Art: A
PE: A+

GPA: 3.6500

If only I didn't get a C in PIG~ I'll do better this quarter! :D And that A+ in PE means I get to go on that bowling trip for the very first time!!! (*____*) Sharadia's going to go so I shall go too~~~ ♥

New stockings/tights/whateverthey'recalled~ :D :D :D

HO'KAY, NOW TO MOVE ON TO CEO DAY.

Before going to CEO Day, I finished up one more star so I was able to sell it. Whilst getting ready to leave, I found out that Jess still has my mini hat. D: So I couldn't wear it. orz

I arrived at school at about 9:30 AM to meet up with Ashley then set up. After that, the first thing sold, if I my memory serves me correctly, was the skull pillow then received a filled-out order form from Mrs.Perez (art teacher). Then Ashley left at about 11AM to watch New Moon and found out the movie was like 2 hours. So she never came back. :/ Irresponsible decision is irresponsible.

Within that time-span, there were more sellingssss and another order form was filled out. I'm currently holding the panda pillow for Spencer so I have to find out when he'll pay me. Other than the sellings, I think it was fun. ♥ I got to hangout with Spencer, then Donna. We actually talked a lot, which was nice because I rarely get to talk to Donna alone.

What really sucked about the whole CEO Day was that our table was all the way in the back, next to the window where the sun just shined all goddamn day. :|

Pictures~ :D

Spencer bought this~ I wanted one too...unitl I found out it was $20.

While waiting around for customers, I finished up a frog.

Random shotsss.

Mar-Mar's Bakery~~ :3

APPROVED!

Donna came over to my table to keep me company, and showed me a pretty awesome ring she bought for $5 over at a jewelry table. I had to go check it out and ended up buying a ring. (*w*)

CEO Day ended at 3PM but I had to leave at 3:30PM since I had to clean up then Marley wanted me to watch her stuff to get her nails done. When she did, she let me take whatever I wanted from her bakery (♥♥♥) then my sister picked me up. When I got home, my parents went to Checker's to get food for my sister and I, then Ashley, Justin (not her brother) and Keith came over to pick up Ashley's stuff.

Then we all hungout until...9, I think. That basically took up my whole day.

These are the plushies (of mine) that were left.

Some ugly little test-onigiri I made some days ago.

Patterns for sewing. :D

THE GOOOOOODSSSSSS. ♥

Oi vey, I have to get my arm warmers back from Ashley and my hat from Jess. I wanted to go to Jess's house today to make sure she's okay but angalkjnglangl it was so dark and gloomy outside and it was supposed to raiiiin. (;A;) And I already felt like shit and I just felt worse when I got home. :/ I think I'm getting sick.

"Baby, let me find your nth term."

2009-11-22T17:01:33Z

I'll get that....other entry up....later. *lazylazylazy*

You know how sometimes people on your friends list post about stuff going on in their life, and all of a sudden you think "Wait a minute? Since when were they working THERE? Since when were they dating HIM/HER? Since when???" And then you wonder how you could have missed all that seemingly pretty standard information, but somehow you feel too ashamed to ask for clarification because it seems like info you should already know? It happens to all of us sometimes.

Please copy the topics below, erase my answers and put yours in their place, and then post it in your journal! Please elaborate on the questions that would benefit from elaboration. One-Word-Answers seldom help anyone out. (:

1. FIRST NAME.
I really have this awful pet peeve with giving my name on the intarwebz. Silly, I suppose, but true. All I can say is not many people, that I know of, have my name and often pronounce it wrong.....very, very, very wrong. :|

2. AGE
Seventeen. It's such a restricting age for me. The only thing I can do is go into R-rated movie. :|

3. LOCATION
Central Islip, Long Island. It's not as bad as people make it sound, or not even close to it being "madd ghetto" or whatever the hell they say. :| It's just the people that make it almost unbearable. I'd like to leave and go to Queens, my hometown. (;w;)

4. OCCUPATION
Student and now I suppose I'm a plushie/figurine maker. xD But that's on my own time, of which I rarely have. :/ I hope the business works out.

5. PARTNER
Mike (nickname. His real name is Miguel.). I'm not entirely happy with him for a lot of reasons: mostly distance, lack of communication and how he truly is. I found out a lot about him within a month and it's shocking because I never thought he was like that. I want to stay with him to prove that I'm not flaky when it comes to relationships, but y'know what? I don't care. I'm always hearing this shit from the same people and I could care less what they think or say about me.

I sternly believe there aren't any 100% serious relationships in high school. So far, I am right. Sure there are people pulling it off, but the percentage isn't very high. I know I can do better and I can't do that when I'm trying to make a doomed relationship work. It's not like I don't fucking try, so I better not hear such shit.

The current and most imperative problem: him not paying attention to anything I'm saying. I don't think he takes me seriously, no matter how man times he says, "I love you" and "I care about you." He's too used to convience for him, and I'm sick of it.

I can't have a serious high school relationship because the majority of people I know truly doesn't want one, no matter what they say. High school, in short, is meant for silly little relationships that aren't meant to last. This is how relationships, so far, have shaped my opinion.

That's the sad truth.

6. KIDS?
Yeah sure. I know a lot of people who don't want one or say they don't, but I think I'd feel pretty empty without one. What turns me off towards them is the ill-mannered, spoiled children. They're awful.

7. BROTHERS/SISTERS
1 sister, 1 half-sister (dad's) and 1 half-brother (mom's). My sister (who I only considered related to me) is currently living with me. I don't know where my brother is and my other sister is living in FL.

8. PETS
2 guinea pigs; Bubba (oldest) and Henry (youngest). ♥ I'm sure we all know what they look like. :D

9. LIST THE 3/5 BIGGEST THINGS GOING ON IN YOUR LIFE.
I guest it's the top 3 things?

☆ School. Clearly. It's very time-consuming and hard when you really want to do the best you've ever done. I hate hearing excuses when it comes to doing well in school, so I try not to be one of those people and make the time.

☆ My health. I'm not entirely happy with my health, but I'll get myself to a healthy healthiness of health! \:D/

☆ My friends. Not my closest/best friends. I don't want to worry over this, but this can't be helped. I always feel like I'm going to get fucked over.

10. PARENTS
They're married and living under the same roof.

My father is 55, birthday March 9th. He's a wood finisher who loves to eat a little tooooo much. XD He loves putting salt and cayenne pepper on his food. He has the worst allergies and takes way too many pills for them. He drinks this all-natural juice my mom makes for him and his sinuses are almost nonexistent. I think his favorite beer is that seasonal beer, Octoberfest. He didn't go to college, but he did finish high school.

My mom is 53...I think....and her birthday is August 25th. She's a housewife with amazing cooking skills and a untainted love for flowers/gardening. She's easier to talk to than my dad, but she does act childish. She always helps me when she can, and I'm grateful for that. She went to school for nursing, but couldn't handle it, then went for computer. In the end, she pursued none, but she did graduate from some college.

11. WHO ARE SOME OF YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS?
Jessica and Sharadia, both in 12th grade, love art, and are very awesome. ♥ I care about them more than any other outside-of-the-family person because they haven't hurt me in any way. They don't talk badly about me to their friends then are all "HAY THEREEEE! ♥♥&hearts :D :D :D" with me. I know this because of how well I know them. And they know I don't do that to them because they know me very well too. Although we haven't been friends for an extremely long amount of time, we've bonded faster than I've ever had with any of my friends. To me, that's what matters. Not time.

I was close with Ashley, but our friendship hit some bumps in the road that weren't all that serious, but it made me not want to be close with her anymore. She has her faults, like everyone else, but I just can't see myself being best friends with her. I think she knows this though, or at least I hope she does. :/ I don't want her to be hurt, but I don't want to pretend to be her best friend because that's worse.

No one can tell me there isn't a perfect friend. And perfect means by your standards. For me, a close/best friend should never drift away then come back. Ever. They must know you well to the point where it's almost scary. You can't ever get sick of being around them, and they're always there for you when you need them.

That's what separates them from just regular friends.

I have way too many icons. :|

The Character Expression Meme
Character: EXCUSEME,NO,IJUSTWANTEDANEXCUSETOPOST.

Journal: NO,SRSLY.
RPG: ---

.happy.	.sad.	.angry.	.scared.

.disgusted.	.surprised.	.flirty.	.sexual.

.confused.	.shy.	.playful.	.rage.

.hurt.	.guilty.	.bored.	.laughing.

.sarcastic.	.tired.	.wtf.	.pride.

.sympathy.	.evil.	.innocent.	.in love.

YOUR	FOUR	FAVORITE	ICONS

WANT TO DO IT TOO?
Snag yourself the coding here.

I don't have a sympathy one. (O_O)

OH.

My Senior photos came in the mail a while ago but I couldn't be arsed to scan them. Then my mom found out we're not allowed to keep the proofs (whatever they're called) for whatever reason so my mom scanned them then returned them. xD Oh mom. ♥

"Oh I can't read this, it has silent E's."

2009-11-20T18:06:51Z

O I C HOW IT IS.

I GET ALL OF MY WORK DONE THEN DON'T WAKE UP FOR SCHOOL.

orz

"He's the fattest crackhead I've ever seen."

2009-11-20T04:04:13Z

I...

I've caught up with everything I need to do for school. (*w*)

\\CEEEELEEEEBRAAAAATION~ COME ON!//

All I really need to do is sew up about 5 (I want to play it safe and say 3 BUT I'M FEELING DETERMINED AND PUMPED WITH ENERGYYYY~!) more plushies for Saturday. I can't wait~ I'm so excited. ♥ I've made two pillows, 4 clouds (they're basically charms :3), a funky-looking onigiri and that Mario mushroom. I want to redo the mushroom and onigiri fuh realz. xD I'll try those things tomorrow. And since Michelle is supposed to be bringing some fabric in for us (Ashley and I) to look at. (*w*) She's so lucky she gets so much fabric for her bowsss. I can't wait until she finishes my bow.

I need to stop my mind from wandering all over the place. :| This is becoming a big problem-o. D:

Speaking of tomorrow: JESS, PLEASE GET BETTER. WEMISSYOUSOMUCH. And you can't be sick on your birthday! (;A;) THAT'S HORRIBLEEEEE. (T______T) I wanted to celebrate it with you and Sharadia. orz pleasegetbetterrrrr

I waaaaaant to read Great Expectations (again) for one of my APE assignments (due Jan 13, 2010). I must admit that I like that book. (;A;) But then what the hell am I going to do for the one due in June? D: I've noticed that almost all of the books on the "List of Books" Romano provided us with are romance novels...well, most of them. :/ Fuck.

Just in case anyone is interested to know what I can choose from, the books are under the cut. If you've read any of them, tell me whether it's worth the read or not! D: I don't want to read a shitty book then hate myself for it later. (;w;)

Crime and Punishment
Great Expectations
Moby Dick
all the pretty Horses
The Piano Lesson
The portrait of an Artist as a Young Man
The Portrait of a Lady
Wuthering Heights
All My Sons
Go Tell it on the Mountain
The House of Seven Gables
A Farewell to Arms
Their Eyes Were Watching God
Song of Solomon
Gulliver's Travels
The Age of Innocence
The Stone Angel

I may read Gulliver's Travels...djbagkjagjn I have to (AKA: it'd be smart if I do this) choose by this weekend.

Other than schoolwork, I've been pretty happy. I got to bond more with Melanie (a girl that sits with Jess and I in Lunch) over Professor Layton. ♥ tnaskgjna I love that game too much. We were freaking out over the movies clips and solving puzzles together on our DSs and ajkngakjngkaj I love Lunch now. We were so absorbed in Professor Layton ATCV (laaazy~) that we paid no attention to the apparently oh-so-very-important-and-intense fight right outside the cafeteria. Apparently some dudes went outdoors to fight (literally, outside, no joke) and teachers were running over to calm them down and I guess someone hit someone since everyone went "OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH~" but I dunno. I'm just assuming. I was playing the puzzle where you have to figure out the percentage of...a particular card, I think. Uhuhuhu.

I've never noticed that the time on the Post and Entry page changes with your time. :'D

GODDAMNIT GNATS, STOP FLYING IN MY FUCKING FACE. WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU ALL COMING FROM!?

"I was following the indicator of where to score and it brought me to you."

2009-11-19T20:24:51Z

the icon convo meme²

❝ the __-est of them all ❞

On another note:

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GRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!

"I’m like a plasma grenade. Let me get on you and you are guaranteed to explode."

2009-11-17T04:01:17Z

I've been told that you should be flattered when someone copies you.... But I can't think that way. It's annoying and frustrating. D: I know how some other people feel when people copy them or their work.

Ehem, anyway~ I woke up at 12:57 AM thinking that it was time for me to go to school. I was wrong. D: So I went back to sleep and had an awful dream that made me realize that I definitely don't have a chance at survival if CI was infested with zombies. D: Long dream short: I had about 6 other people on my team, I was the last one alive, standing on the roof of a car full of mac n' cheese and a shotgun with one shell left. Yes, already-made-with-cheese-and-such mac n' cheese.

But I was rescued, last minute, by Ocelot. Mhm, MGS3!Ocey came to my rescue -- which shocked me. But then he forced me to join forces with him. And I overheard him talking to his guns about using me to get some information then kill me off.

Fortunaaately I woke up before I was killed. ♥ I'm pretty sure my mind was influenced from me playing too much RE4. But anyway, I was freaking out for such a long time because I was somehow convinced that the whole world is being taken over by zombies. D: So yeah, I didn't leave my bed for a while. But then I laughed it all off and dragged my ass upstairs to take a shower. DX

Man do I hate Mondays. They always start off wrong/weird for me. What also sucked about today was that one of my buttons from my new (I haven't worn in before today so I consider it to be pretty new XD) sweater came off. D:

What else happened~? Ehh~ Mrs.Romano talked to some woman about me not being able to have lunch every day due to me rarely ever having money but not qualified for free/reduced lunch. According to the school, my family "makes too much money" but I don't see what that has to do with anything because most of our money goes to fucking bills and there's rarely money left over for food. So I'm going to have a talk with this woman, eventually, to see if I can get into some kind of a food-to-go program. I kind of don't want to do this program because I don't think my not-eating-lunch-in-school routine is bad.

...I mean, I do get very hungry but I really have to force myself to eat something in the morning. That's supposed to get your metabolism going.

Funny thing about all of this is that my sister tried to drop off some food for me (today) at the main office and the office staff said no.

LOLWUT? I FINALLY GET FOOD AND YOU'RE TELLING ME I CAN'T HAVE IT? I wasn't having none of this so I had to run (as fast as I can in heels -- that not being very fast D:) to the front of the school to pick it up my damn self but too fucking bad my lunch period was over. :| I had to stuff myself within 5 minutes because we're not allowed to eat in our PTG&DWG class. :| What a day.

When I got home I got onto sewing and I made 3 clouds! ♥ They're not very big but I really like how they came out! :D I hope people do buy our plushies... It'd be such a waste if no one did. (;A;)

I'm going to try to make lunch tomorrow since it's my turn...I better be able to find some food...

"What, you mean this gallon of milk RIGHT HEEEERE?"

2009-11-16T02:04:01Z

My parents and I went to Queens today to drop by the bank and take out some money. Then we went down to my dad's friends place and he dropped my mom and I off at a fabric store. So I shopped around and bothered the two kind men there with my indecisive nature and kept asking questions. :D :D :D I'll get the hang of all this fabric business soon, hopefully. Picking out fabric with Ashley at Wal☆Mart was much easier, I swear...

After that, and having trouble finding my dad's car, we went back to wherever the hell the Queens Mall is and ate at Wendy's~ then went to a supermarket because there was apparently a big sale on fruits and such.... I passed on the venture (I foreseen crowded isles and was riiight D:) and stayed in the car to play some DS games and camwhore.

I dunno...I liked the lighting...

I beat my high score in Tetris~ ♥

I should probably stop doing that dumb smile so much...

I stopped doing dumb poses (there were more pictures before this one but they were all horrible xD) because the people walking by looked at me funny. xD</center>

What I didn't foresaw was me sitting in the car, waiting for over an hour. :| At least the ride home was pleasant -- although my phone died. (;A;)

Oh! And:

~~Yeah I was that bored that I actually put some kind of design on the picture. orz~~

I actually wore a bow in my hair today. First time I've actually done it and had it look remotely decent. ~~Last time I did that, I looked horrid. xD But those were back in the days where I lacked a sense of fashion. I'm doing a shit ton better than what I was 3 years ago.~~

Since I bought some new fabric~

WOULD ANYONE LIKE TO REQUEST ANYTHING?
As in "ask me to make something just to see if I can make it!!"

I only have black and white fuzzy/plush-like fabric (I couldn't resiiiist), regular white, black, red and pink cotton fabric. What I have planned so far is a Boo pillow (or plush), another Mario mushroom and a black cat. I need more ideas! ...And different colored fabric.

Seriously.

My penchant for black and white is getting annoying. Dx

"My eyes! Why would you do that!?"

2009-11-15T03:17:50Z

New item up ferrr sale under Accessories/Misc!!! ♥

☆ neroki_no_yume ☆
☆ neroki_no_yume ☆
☆ neroki_no_yume ☆

I fixed up the whole thing since I don't have some of the things that were being sold anymore. (@_@)

"If I was an enzyme, I'd be helicase so I can unzip your genes."

2009-11-14T21:43:43Z

Finally~! A post with pictures~! :D

The first thing I've ever sewn. xD

I have to start up the ones that are to be sold at CEO Day. Speaking of which, I need to get flyers out for it. D: As in, go door to door and post up stuff and whatnot.

Speaking of selling~~~

I've decided to sell my camera. I want a better one since I'm totally fed up with mine. It's too basic for my liking. Although I will miss it~ since it has served me well.

If anyone is interested, I'm selling it for a total of $70 (shipping not included).

Camera: $55
Card: $15
Cable & CD: free, of course.
Pictures: without card: 9, with card: about 200.
Video: without card: 15 seconds, with card: 43 minutes 48 seconds

I originally bought the camera for about $90 at Circuit City so I think $70 is fair. The camera sells for about $80 to $90 according to le intarwebz All camera info found HERE. ♥

Ho'kay so I got that out of the way. (@_@) MEME TIIIIIME. :D

MAH ICONS.

default	oldest	newest


saddest	happiest	angriest


cutest	sexiest	funniest


fave ship	fave fandom	fave animated


best quote	best textless	best stolen idea


use the most	favorite

HOW MANY ICONS DO YOU HAVE: 105
OUT OF HOW MANY AVAILABLE ICONS SPACES: 0
IF YOU COULD BUY SPACE FOR MORE, WOULD YOU: YES.
DO YOUR ICONS MAKE A STATEMENT: Absolutely.
WHAT FANDOM DO YOU HAVE THE MOST ICONS OF: RE
AND THE SECOND MOST: MGS
WHAT SHIP DO YOU HAVE THE MOST ICONS OF: I dunno. xD
ARE YOUR ICONS MADE MOSTLY BY OTHER PEOPLE: Yup. :D
DO YOU MAKE ICONS: Rarely.
ARE THEY ANY GOOD: No :D
ANIMATED ICONS ARE: amazing but I have about....none? D:

DO THE MEME.
Coding can be found here

Leave me a comment saying "DOINK"
→ I'll respond by asking you five questions so I can satisfy my curiosity
→ Update your journal with the answers to the questions
→ Include this explanation in the post and offer to ask other people questions

prevaricatory asked:

1: If you could meet any of your LJ friends, who would you pick, why, and what would you do?
Whoa that's kind of hard. But I'd like to meet planetstruck so we can do awesomely dumb things together. ♥ And she can teach me how to sew. D:

2: What's your favorite thing to do if there's a black-out?
I usually sleep until it's over. xD But I wish I would play board games but I don't have any of those. D: YET. :D

3: What's your favorite flavor of cake?
Holy crap there's wayyyy too many. I really love confetti cake, chocolate (double, triple, whatevvver), strawberry shortcake....Wayyy to many. I'd have to pick a chocolate one, of course. ♥

4: What's your dream job, regardless of whether it could financially support you?
I want to be a ninja. No, I'm serious, this is not so weeabo or Japanophile-influenced thing. When I was a kid, I wanted to be a ninja. I blame Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles.

5: You take pictures a lot. What's your favorite one?

Step One
- Make a post (public, friendslocked, filtered...whatever you're comfortable with) to your LJ. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.
- If you wish for real life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.

Step Two
- Surf around your friendslist (or friendsfriends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:
- If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it.
You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call.
There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.

1) Polymer clay (Sculpey or FIMO)
2) SH or RE icons
3) Letters/cards
4) Little things (key/cell phone chains, stickers, plushies, etc)
5) G-2 .38 Pilot pens
6) Any video games for GameCube, PlayStation, N64 or DS (Lite)
7) A board game (Scrabble, Monopoly, Boggle or Pictionary)
8) Random drawings, doodles, etc
9) RE or SH fics or fanart. ♥
10) Accessories (necklaces, bracelets, bows, clips, etc)

If anyone really wants to send me anything, just ask for my information.

I hope to send things out to people for ze holidays. I must make the time to make things and such! :D I want to send things to a few of you guys but I don't know if any of you would let me. (._.) I'll pm you guys and take a chance. 8D

"It's myseterious...like meeeee."

2009-11-11T03:23:08Z

So I finally finished the entry but there's not a lot of detail. Pffft, who needs that?

☆ Halloween ☆

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
x_ms_vampire_x goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as Psychiatric Ward patient.
akagi gives you 6 dark blue cola-flavoured pieces of taffy.
am_shadows gives you 2 light orange banana-flavoured pieces of bubblegum.
dogxstar tricks you! You lose 6 pieces of candy!
dragonfruits gives you 14 light orange raspberry-flavoured pieces of taffy.
hajhaj gives you 8 pink spearmint-flavoured pieces of taffy.
heir_of_timur gives you 2 light green peach-flavoured gumdrops.
holstering gives you 11 tan apple-flavoured gummy bats.
inertia_creeps3 tricks you! You lose 10 pieces of candy!
infinityshark tricks you! You get a piece of paper.
ne_zhaley gives you 16 red strawberry-flavoured pieces of taffy.
x_ms_vampire_x ends up with 43 pieces of candy, and a piece of paper.
Go trick-or-treating! Username:
Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.

Bubba's in the spirit~

Went to Nitu's house~. No real lost there since there weren't any trick-or-treaters on my block (there WAS but not many of them went to my house...maybe like 1 group and I didn't answer. xD)

Javol wore my panda kigurumi. xD

I'm a messsssss already. D: This was like...2 hours into trick-or-treating. So sad. So nasty.

Alexa was a vampire.

Isabel as my nurse.

Nitu as Nitu. Ghei. ♥

Standing around. (=w=)

Awwww. Pandas and vampires crossbreed? (O__O)

There was some kind of...scary...path thing? I dunno, I just know that people in scary costumes are supposed to jump out at you and at at the end the path, you get candy from this kid in crutches. xD The cool thing about that house was it had a strobe light. So it was like a rave. xD

Dancing around~

like an idiot~

On our way to Islandia. :D Isabel putting on some makeup....after I smeared more blood on her. :D

Unf.

Long story short: It started to rain and Javol didn't want to stop trick-or-treating. So we continued to walk around, house to house, for maybe a little over 30 minutes and we were all drenched. So we went to Melissa's house (Alexa's friend...and I actually know from...2 of my classes in the past and now Trig xD) to dry off, clean up and fix our hair and such.

YEAH. I POSTED IT. D'AWWW SO CUTE. :D

I forgot to delete this photo...so...here it is. xD</cener>

We sat around, watched TV, ate candy, talked and just were being plain damn stupid until like...1AM or so. That's when my sister picked us up and took us home.

Taken right when I got home. :| Notice how the rain royally fucked up my dress. D:

MY WINNINGS FROM THE EVENING. :D

Some....weird thing in my treats. :|

Good candy. :D

Bad candy. :D

A good deal of my chocolate has been already devoured...so....I don't have a lot of candy left. "OTL

"I'm attracted to you so strongly, scientists will have to develop a fifth fundamental force."

2009-11-11T01:18:25Z

Busybusybusybuuuuuusy.

I want to post more but that's clearly not going to be happening. Aaand I still want to update about Halloween. D: Or at least get pictures up and leave it at that. xD At least I got to read you guys' posts~~ ♥ Catching up like a champiooon~

What's been up with me? Nothing really interesting, I just have a lot of to do and haven't done. I'm a slackerrr. I need to make a Mario mushroom pattern for the plushies then a plushie pod one AND THEEEN make it to sell for CEO Day... And I need to get this done before next week. The plushies are probably going to be sold for $2 and the plushie pods are probably...$4? I don't really know, we haven't gone over prices but it has to be a reasonable price because it's more like a small introduction to what you want to sell. Really to only make a quick buck and get a taste for business.

But when I do get started on getting loads of plushies done, I'll try to get them up to sell at the online LJ made for plushies and plushie pods. ♥ I'll put that up another time.

I kind of wanted to make little clay figurines to sell at the CEO Day...But I dunno, we'll see if I have the tiiime. (;A;)

Hahah~ it's a good thing I didn't dedicate myself to NaNoWriMo. I'd probably die from my to-do list. There's always next year! I hope I can make time for it then. (T___T)

Other than CEO Day crap, I have to finish up my Sculpture quarterly exam, remember like two terms for the DWG & PTG quarterly and~ I think that's it. I think the art quarterlies are the last ones I need to take... I hope.

I still haven't finished my St.Joseph's college app....or my New Paltz....Queens....Well, I haven't finished/started all of them. :D Oops. I'll get on it, again, ASAP.

I've watched a few movies that I thought were really good. ♥ First, The Fourth Kind! I thought it was pretty good, it wasn't tragically horrible or just "okay." I'd watch it again. It kind of freaked me out, then again most horror movies would if I ask myself "What if you were in the situation?" I felt really bad for the woman, though. What irked me a bit about the movie was that it moved slowly at some points. I just couldn't pay attention when the plot kind of stopped and it dragged on and then it'd jump right back into being interesting.

Maybe it was just me who thinks this, though. D:

[SPOILERS]

Her poor child was abducted and no one believed her! That cop that was so persistently annoying really pissed me off! He's all in her face and shit and just won't listen to her!! I hate those type of people that just won't believe you for shit. DX I also felt so bad for her when she was abducted! D: They showed that she was paralyzed from the neck down. (;w;) Oh that poor womannn.

[/SPOILERS]

I recommend it if you are definitely into aliens and such.

Next! Zombieland~! Awesomely funny movie. I thought it was going to be one of those zombie movies with no taste of humor in the least. Fortunately I was wrong~ because then that'd be a biiig waste of my time. D:

Lastly~ Julie & Julia! I love that movie. I don't care what aaanyone says about it!! ♥ I thought it was very very very cute and I would definitely watch it again. :D Good for Julie for setting that long term goal for her! It kind of inspires me to do the same. XD

Soooo~ that's the movies I've watched. :D I want to watch some more, but I don't know what, yet. But then again, watching a movie would delay progress and blaaah blaaah blaaah. brrrrrrrrrrrrlllllllllllrarararara *mindless dribble*

I'm so upset with myself! Why? My eating habits!! D: D: D: Disgustiiiiiiing. I've eaten fast food since Saturday. McDonald's Saturday, Sunday and Monday. D: I'm not having anymore of it until like...late next month! I have to keep this promise to myself because I know if I don't, I'll precariously wander over to McDonald's, Checkers or Wendy's and omnomnom until I turn 300lbs. D:

Off I go to be productiiive~ "OTL Please ignore any errors in this entry. XD I did this in a rush. D: