We're all familiar with the tragedy of being you.

"When I'm 90, I'm going to shop-lift 24 hours a day."

2009-11-08T02:52:02Z

SATs Testing Day by ~Tangled-In-Chains on deviant ART
THIS WAS ME DURING THE SATs.

I don't think I did well at all -- DAMN YOU MATH! D: There were some math question that made me go "LOLWUTISDIS? I'VE NEVER LEARNED DIS."

When my parents picked me up from school, we drove around until like...6PM...and I was so tired and hungry. I just wanted to eat McD's (and I did~ ♥) then sleeeep (that didn't happen). When I got home, I played RE4...:D I need to stop replaying games. :|

Tomorrow Mike's coming over...I don't know whether to be happy about that or not. I'm "eh" about it. I won't die if I don't see him, that's all I can muster to describe how I feel about this.

I'd drink it. ♥

"You make the room look bad by just standing in it."

2009-11-07T01:01:58Z

I'm overworked.
I'm stressed.
I'm tired.
I have no time.
And there's not enough time.

I hate school and all the stress and work that comes with it.

Tomorrow, I have to take my SATs in the morning. And for the rest of the day? I don't know. I might as well get my ass into gear and finish my St.Joseph's application and start the other three schools apps. I have no idea how to fill out my FAFSA and all of these fees, although very small, are a terrible reminder of my need for a job. It's the epitome of ridiculous. My own birthday is an inconvenience since it's next year and I'd like to have a full, legit license now and applying for a job won't be as tough since 18 is pretty much a "we'll hire you bb~~" age ignore the ones that ask for like...21+...

I've done some studying for the SATs. Mainly familiarizing myself with the writing, mathematics and such. There's a lot (for the math part) that I don't know or remember. D: I see failure ahead...BUT I WON'T SAY I'M NOT GONNA TRYYYYY.

Hrrrm...although I should be doing more studying, I really want to just play a video game... even if it's a game I've beaten before. I just want time to myseeeelf. (@_______@) Maybe I'll watch Supernanny - even if I do prefer Nanny 911...but it's the same thing, really - or wait for The Nanny to come on. GUILTYASCHARGEDILOVETHATSHOW.

Um...have some random photos!

Outfit from Thursday. I love this outfit~ pitty that this is the second time I got to wear it.

I wish I took a better photo because my hair was fairly poofy~! (*w*) I dunno if it stayed like that allll day though. D:

From.........................Wednesday? Monday? One of those. xD

Ok so I've FIIIIINALLY uploaded the photos from the sleepover. They're not interesting but I like them. It's a reminder of how good the day was, even if it was very simple and unproductive. xD

MONDAY

I can't remember too much of the school day, I can only pick up from when I answered the door and Jess was there.

I told her that Sharadia couldn't come over for neither the sleepover nor hangout. Of course we were upset, so after we put the groceries away (yeah, my parents randomly came home with groceries orz), we walked to Sharadia's house. On the way, we met up with Nailah! :D We talked about colleges, and how a lot of people in our school or painfully immature and deprive some kids of taking some electives (Guitar, Photography, etc). We got to Sharadia's house and attacked her since she was sleeping. :D We told her to beg her mom again and her mom said yessss! :D :D :D

SO OF COURSE OUR SLEEPOVER WAS A SUCCESS.

The walk home was actually really nice. We dropped by Jess's house to pick up a few things then walked by the Reed school to drop off Nailah. Then we went to my house, had some amazing soup my mom had left over then watched the first A Nightmare on Elm Street. ♥ I dunno when the movie end, but time went by fast and Sharadia ending up falling asleep first at...11? 12? Jess and I fell asleep around 1AM-ish because we were so absorbed in video games. XD

TUESDAY

And so we begin our day together... We woke up by beating eachother up. That can't possibly be healthy.

We snacked almost all of my Halloween candy throughout the day.

I made them breakfast~ ♥ Then we ended up playing video games until 1 o'clock ish...

We all slept on the floor. XD Shockingly, it was fun. This proves that if you spend the "worst situation" with the right people, it's not so bad. ♥

We did some jumping photos. XD

She fell...or was pushed...I can't remember.

I kept taking pictures of her because she took so long to go up the stairs....
I dunno, I just know that she hates taking pictures. :D OHWELL.

GO GO GO GO!

Jess and I had a Pokémon battle~ at first, I was doing well, but I lost in the end. orz I'm, not very good with those, come to think of it. xD But I'm glad I had someone to play with.

YAAAAY~ MAH 'TUPID FACE. U LYK EET?

Tare Panda wants to play~ Lucky Jess is luckyyy~

While they were playing Pokémon Stadium, I went up to make us some tacos for dinner. ♥

After dinner, I think I had homework to get done and they had to go anyhow. (;w;) But it was a wonderful day~ ♥

"Have you voluneteered to be a pothole?"

2009-11-04T23:45:51Z

glwhgnds;kas I have two embarrassing pimples, one on my chin, the other on the corner of my mouth, and ajfbasbgakljg STRESS. I know I'm stressed when I start getting pimples..... WHYYYY.

I wish I had a better computer...or at least one not as chunky as mine... :/ OR JUST A NEW SCREEN. AT LEAST GRANT ME WITH THAT. OTL

I've come to terms...that I had to change my layout.......a few days ago. xD I couldn't access some links on my layout (the Friends page, the "Edit" link for entries, Profile page, etc) and I have no patience so~ yeah. :| New-ish layout!

Hrrrm...I guess I'll do a bit of rambling. xD

My relationship with Mike has been...eh. I've told him that I didn't want to be with him, but I want to be with him, I like him but I don't like him and I miss him and I don't miss him. And it's all very much true, unfortunately. I swing from wanting to see him to not wanting to be with him at all. I've told him everything that was on my mind yesterday, and explained myself as best as I possibly could, and of course he was confused. He's worried about us breaking up (he says he won't fuss if we do, but that's clearly a lie) but I told him he needn't be. I'd like to be with him, but I don't want one of those relationships where you think you're happy, but when you're out of the relationship, you notice how not nice it was.

I have bigger things to worry over than a relationship, so I shouldn't freak out over this. Although I am, overall, unhappy with myself and the way I've been acting. I don't know, it's just not something I want to be like (I've seen other people act this way and it's an instant human repeller) and I'm going to fix it. And I'm going to try to stay in this relationship because 1 month isn't really special and I'd like to have relationships better than the ones I've had before my ex-gf (since she was pretty much le awesome orz).

SO LET'S TRY AND BE POSITIVE.

On an extremely lighter note:

Mmmm, shirtless Wesker. ♥ Still in need of a PS3. orz Waiting for one has been getting easier though! XD I can't even play Paper Mario religiously so...there's no way a PS3 would be a good idea now.

From October 30th~:

The Hispanic Heritage Month assembly from Friday (Oct 30th). I dunno why I recorded it. xD

"I would like to gain access to your base. Shall I enter from the front or the rear?"

2009-11-01T19:07:10Z

Since I have too many photos and I don't like stuffing them all into one entry (did over 100+ photo post before. Never again. :/) so I'll just post about Friday. ♥ The Halloween entry will be done later......when I get the photos uploaded. xD

☆ Friday, 10/30 ☆

My costume was a psychiatric ward patient.........that got away. :D I didn't want to be anything ~~slutty~~"sexy" since that is so goddamn redundant. A lot of people seemed either pleased or freaked out with my costume. :D A lot of people got what I was supposed to be wrong. The dumbest one I got was Lady Gaga. :| The most common one I got was Carrie. :|

I wish I had more blood to throw on. (;w;)

We love coffee.

Marley = witch, me = patient, John = girl

Aaaand here's my nurse. ♥

Jess wore my kimono~~ ♥ I'm glad she diiid~ (*w*)

Ryan makes amazing fishes. :D

In PIG.

PE with Patty. :D :D :D

Sculpture~

I swear I'm not drunk~ D: wtfff

Lunch with le Jess~ ♥

I believe his name is Eric.Cool kid is cool. ♥ He sits with Ashley and some other kids who I can't remember, but I get to sit with them every other day. :D

Iric (spelling~~? D:) as ____ from Bleach.

And finally~ DWG & PTG.

It was pretty disappointing a lot of people didn't dress up. Apparently there was someone dressed as Hitler but I didn't get to see them throughout the day. D:

CAMWHORING.
I was bored. And when I mean "camwhoring," I mean it. 8| Shit ton of photos belowww.

One of my favorites. ♥

And another one. ♥

"Are we playing Assault? Cause I'm pretty sure you are the bomb."

2009-10-26T03:04:23Z

I've changed my layout~ finally~~! Of course, me being me, I had to tweak it a little bit, but most of the tweaks are extremely minor. I pretty much dig the layout so hopefully I won't have to change it anytime soon. xD

Well~ today, after posting that painfully long entry, I played WET and Paper Mario. ♥ WET's pretty cool, aside from the text being pretty hard to read -- the buttons I'm supposed to press, that is. :/ I got the hang of it though!

My god, sometimes...you are so fucking annoying and unpleasant... It's like I'm with a chick. And no, I'm not picking up the fucking phone. Stop calling.

I should be going to sleep...but I'm not the least bit tired.. :/

"Hey baby, why don't you come aboard my shuttle and we'll just warp speed right over to my place."

2009-10-25T18:45:30Z

Now for a more interesting entry. :3

I've been working my ass off to catch up and do well in all of my classes. Who'd of known that missing one day can really throw you off...

We had another Spirit Week for the reason, I'm assuming, is that we couldn't have pep rally or the homecoming game. But I was told that there was a homecoming game on Saturday so I'm confused. D:

☆ Monday ☆
Pajama Day!

Which I actually did. So that was shocking.

Have some pictarz.

☆ Tuesday ☆
Cowboy & Indian Day.

I wanted to do this one but...I had nothing to work with. D: I applaud those who were able to do this theme. Lucky bastards. (;A;)

There was a guy in a blow-up costume of a cow dressed as a cowboy. D: I wish I got a picture of him!! (;A;)

☆ Wednesday ☆
DAY OFF~~

Since I didn't have school, I got to sleep in~ then Mike came, then my sister took us and Ashely to the mall. We actually spent a lot of time there...which is weird because I generally hate being in the mall without money.

Well, I kind of did have money, so I bought some panties from VS...as usual. xD

Pictures from le day~

Mike gave it to me. (;w;) ♥ It now occupies my keyring for my house keys.

The VS underwear~ ♥

AND THE ONE OTHER AMAZING THING I BOUGHT WAS~

A Mario mustache. ♥ I've been using it as much as possible since I bought it. xD I must buy a pack now. (*w*)

The purikura Ashley and I did~ ♥ I still haven't used them all. D: And I know the scanning and cropping is bad. :|

☆ Thursday ☆
MISMATCH DAY.

...I didn't do it. D: I wish I did, but I was just too tired between Monday to Wednesday night...and I didn't want to throw just anything on because I may match on accident since I have a tendency to do that without thinking. D:

So I made Jess, Ashley and I lunch~ ♥ I'm happy I get to start using the bentos. ♥

And the snacks~

☆ Friday ☆
Class color day.

Pep rally was pretty...decent, I guess. I didn't pay too much attention to it, since I was too busy trying to keep myself from freezing my ass off. D:

♥♥♥

After the pep rally, Sharadia and I went on my bus and went to my house, ordered Chinese food, waited for Jess and Marvin to come and played video games. We tried to sleep, but my mom was being a bitch and wouldn't let us so we just lazed around until they all went home.

What was unfortunate about our 2 week of Spirit Week was not a lot of people did the themes. I mean, a lot of people did Pajama Day but...the other ones, I either forgot to take pictures or I saw too many of the same people doing the themes...and we don't want the same faces in the yearbook. :/

Well, back to work. D:

"At least that way someone would care, but baby no one does."

2009-10-16T21:49:07Z

the ~mirror-me~ meme

❝which 'dere' are you ?❞

Apparently, I'm going to be taken out of POE. D: D: D: How stupid! Just because I didn't go to one of the meetings. :/ Bulllllshit. She told me to go see her 6th period, and I did (this was about a week or so ago) and she didn't do shit. All she did was give me a pass to my next class. What the fuck...? Ugh, POE is becoming a pain in the ass with her. So I have to go look for her on Monday so I won't be taken out.

I didn't go to school today~ because I overslept. OTL

Tomorrow, I get to go see Where the Wild Things Are with Sharadia and Jess!! ♥ I wanted to wear my panda kigurumi to watch it buuut it's still fucked up so I can't. :/ Ahh well. It's going to be all rainy tomorrow. So. D:

At least there was some good things that happened today: the entire senior class group photo was rescheduled, along with the pep rally. :D

I've been planning out my Halloween costume, just in case I do dress up and go out. Of course, I have a back-up if I don't finish the Mad Hatter costume, but I don't think I'll be able to finish the back-up either! "OTL I'm afraid to order it because Halloween is 16 days away. D: So there's a possibility I won't be dressing up for Halloween this year -- not that it's a tragedy if I don't. xD

I was forced to make a vlog of my whole day, so I decided to do it on Wednesday because it's one of those fun days I actually have. XD I have to piece it together, though, so. D:

I've been making a lot of Paper Children...well, actually, I don't know if they count as one since I didn't draw them interacting... So I wonder if that even counts... Hrrm...but anyway, they're supposed to be for decorating my wall. (@_@)

Paper Mario = new addiction. I've been wanting a new game to play and I'm so glad Mikey gave his Paper Mario to meee~ (;A;) Did I update about this already? I can't remember... It's been almost a week since I've updated... D: I've been trying to keep up with everyone (who's been updating) and I'm sorry if I haven't commented. D:

I'll make a better update...another time. xD

*slides away to watch The Hangover*

"I am dying. Can't you see that? Now let me go, I have more stuff to steal."

2009-10-10T15:29:51Z

There is something wrong with me. Those people who are in a shit ton of drama, and they are the person who no one wants to talk to, they come to me to talk to me. It's a pain. It really, truly is. I can't be overreacting because people I almost never talk to, have recently started talking to me whilst all the "HE SAID THIS ABOUT YOU AND THAT ABOUT HER." So. Yeah. Kill me prz.

To make my day just a bit more unbearable, my morning started off terribly. My bagel burned, then fell apart into the sink and it was all nasty and wet. Then my mom tried to use that "The trains aren't working" shit on me so I can't go to Staten Island on Monday. I told her the train to Penn Station is running since I checked it last night, schedule and fare. So that shut her up. She always does this to me, just like any other parent. I wish I had that parent that didn't try to make me a hermit. I envy those people who have a cool but sensible parent. 8|

I wonder if they actually exist...

Are you friends with your first love?
No. I don't even know who my first love was. Does puppy love count??

Do you fall for people easily?
No, but somehow...this one wasn't the case.

Does your life feel like it's going anywhere?
So far, it's going too fast for me to even understand what the hell is going on.

Do you bite your lip?
Not really.

Do you believe in love at first sight?
Not really.

Do you open up to a lot of people?
Not really because a lot of people that understand what I'm trying to say, or I don't trust them enough. I think I'm starting to close back up now...

What are you listening to right now?
Hanmaasongu - BUMP OF CHICKEN

If your last ex said they were in love with you, what would you say?
"Awww, no you're not."

What is your current mood?
Full? (@_@)

How many people have you completely fallen for?
2

How is your hair styled right now?
Flat, dirty-ish, ponytail, straight. :|

Your last received text, would you kiss them?
Yes. ♥

How was last night overall?
Not so amazing. :/

Who did you last ride in the car with?
My parents, just a few hours ago.

Will you keep your last name when you get married?
Ehhh...no.

Would you rather go camping or to a nice hotel?
Maybe camping because wtf am I going to do in a hotel?? It's not a resort, so~

Do you give out second chances too easily?
No, actually, I try to avoid that all together.

Do you think you'll have the same best friend next year?
It doesn't look like it. They seem to like being with each other minus me, so. :/

Have you ever thought about getting your tongue pierced?
Nope.

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
Yeah, a piercing.

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/ girlfriend smokes?
No, since he does already but I wish he did stop since he wanted me to stop AND I DID. AGAIN.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Yes. ♥

How many people do you trust fully?
One, so far. It's odd to lose trust in your best friend, right? :/ I knew it wasn't just me.

When you're bored in class, what do you usually do?
Draw stupid things on the side of my paper.

Are you happy right now?
Can't say that I am.

How would your parents react if you got a tattoo?
They'd go crazy, but I wouldn't care. I don't want one anyway.

What are you listening to right now?
Nothing.

Was it a boy or a girl to text you first today?
No one.

Where did the shirt you are wearing come from?
Indie 500 race.

Do you believe that there are certain circumstances when cheating is allowed?
Not at all.

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
I hope so. ♥

Is there someone you wish you were still close with?
Yeah. :/

How do you feel about your hair right now?
It feels pretty disgusting, but I'm not aiming to impress anyone today. It's one of those days where you say "fuck you" to everything and everyone.

Who are you dating?
~~Miiiiguel~~Mike

Are you texting anyone?
Not yet.

What were you doing at midnight last night?
Watching South Park and talking to Mike. xD

Are you happy with the way things are going?
Nope.

So what do you want for your birthday?
Nothing.

Do you think you'll have the same boyfriend/girlfriend a year from now?
Wouldn't that be nice?? (;A;)

Who are you more like, your mom or your dad?
Both.

Is your favorite number three, five, or twelve?
No.

Have you kissed a random person for money?
Hell no.

Is it okay to like someone else when you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Eh, that's happened to me before but fortunately, I ignored it.

I need to stop brooding so randomly. Maybe I am bi-polar? I mean, it can't be normal to always have your mood change so quickly and constantly. I wonder if drawing will calm me down...or doing anything productive, since either one usually contents me.

I need to vacuum the basement. There's hay everywhere and everything is all disorganized! (@_@) I can't stand it!!

"My tulips! ............You dick."

2009-10-08T23:47:41Z

Doodling in PIG class... I hate that class so much.

Since the college presentation on Wednesday, I kind of wanted to start planning for mah fuuutureee now. So I got a Zinch account and started to panic over this "YOU NEED 4 COLLEGES LISTED ON YOUR COLLEGEBOARD ACCOUNT FOR THE SATs SCORES" stuff. It's been scaring the life out of me all week. D: I don't whether it's too late or not to edit my colleges! But I did it earlier today anyway...so I

School was pretty...tolerable, except for when I was in Trig. We got classwork (about 18 questions?) and the class was WHINING. Especially this ONE fucking girl who kept going on about how she had things to do and shit. MYGODSTFUANDDOTHEFUCKINGWORK. It's not like she assigned it for homework!

Hrrrm...I've been doing a lot of drawing

singloom

Last Cigarette: Tuesday. :/

Last Alcoholic Drink: Some nasty rum on Friday or Saturday.

Last Car Ride: Uuum...wow. Uh. Maybe...Saturday night?

Last Kiss: Last Sunday. OTL (;A;)

Last Good Cry: Too long ago to remember.

Last Library Book Checked Out: Way too many years ago to even bother remembering. XD It may have been a book about deers. (back in 6th grade)

Last Movie Seen In Theatres: Pandorum~

Last Book Read: The last book I've full read was Jane Eyre. D: I'm now reading The Awakening.

Last Movie Rented: The Hills Run Red. xD

Last Cuss Word Uttered: "Whaaat theee fuuuuck."

Last Beverage Drank: I'm almost positive it was some old, flat Ginger Ale that I refuse to throw out until I finish it. xD

Last Food Consumed: Broccoli, cheese and a baked potato. Soooo delicious~ I haven't had that in such a looong time~ (*w*) ♥

Last Crush: My last crush that didn't work was with Steven. :/ The one that did work? Mike. ♥

Last Phone Call: From Mike, last night when I refused to talk to him. :/

Last TV Show Watched: I think it was...the news. XD

Last Time Showered: This morning~ before going to school.

Last Shoes Worn: Creepers.

Last CD Played: Well, I didn't listen to it thoroughly, it was Travis's DJ AM CD I was ripping and sending to Mike.

Last Item Bought: I'm pretty sure it was that amazingly delicious Crunch bar. ♥

Last Download: I...am not entirely sure on this one. XD I'm going to go with the song Kiss with a Fist.

Last Annoyance: Last night when Mike said something that sent me off the edge..

Last Disappointment: Today, when I saw my 50% on my Trig quiz... So shameful...

Last Soda Drank: Today, flat Ginger Ale~~

Last Thing Written: Hand-written? Trig notes.

Last Key Used: My house keys.

Last Word Spoken: FLAPJACK!

Last Sleep: A nap I took today around 3 or 4 o'clock-ish.

Last IM: Sent: I hope so. @____@
Received: I'm sure it wiiiill~

Last Sexual Fantasy: Hrrrm...I think it was a school-based fantasy.

Last Weird Encounter: I haven't had one recently to remember. D:

Last Ice Cream Eaten: Plain ol' vanilla ice cream. (;w;)

Last Time Amused: The last text message I sent a few seconds ago. xD

Last Time Wanting To Die: Two days ago.

Last Time In Love: Currently am. ♥

Last Time Hugged: By Sharadia at the beginning of DWG & PTG class.

Last Time Scolded: Last week, I think.

Last Time Resentful: Last night, at Mike.

Last Chair Sat In: Before this one? The one in my kitchen.

Last Lipstick Used: I don't normally use lipstick. So I'd have to date back to like, Halloween 2 years ago.

Last Underwear Worn: White ones? Today?

Last Bra Worn: The one now? (o_o)

Last Shirt Worn: This one Indie 500 shirt. :D Best sleeping shirt ever.

Last Webpage Visited: Livejournal~

Uhuhuhuhu~ now for another meme~ :D

Taken from hajhaj~

YOUR BOY SIDE:
[x] you love hoodies
[ ] you love jeans
[x] dogs are better than cats
[ ] it's hilarious when people get hurt and fall
[x] you've played with/against boys on a team
[ ] shopping is torture
[ ] sad movies suck
[ ] you own a XBOX
[x] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid
[x] at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter
[x] you owned a DS PS2 or Sega
[x] you used to be obsessed with Power Rangers
[ ] you watch sports on TV
[x] gory movies are cool
[ ] you used to go to your dad for advice
[ ] you have at least 1 trophy of a sport
[x] You used to play Yu-Gi-Oh
[x] baggy sweat pants are nice to wear
[x] it's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[x] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors
[x] you love to go crazy and not care what other people think
[x] sports are fun
[x] you sometimes talk with food in your mouth (but I cover my mouth as I do this...)
[ ] you sleep at night with your socks on
[x] you have fished at least once
TOTAL= 16

YOUR GIRL SIDE:
[x] you like to shop
[ ] you wear eyeliner
[ ] you wear the color pink
[x] you go to your mom for advice
[ ] you consider cheerleading a sport
[x] you hate wearing all black (I usually need some break in between my blacks)
[x] you like going to the mall
[ ] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[x] you like wearing jewelery
[ ] you cried watching The Notebook
[x] skirts are a big parts of your wardrobe
[x] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies
[x] you don't like the movie Star Wars
[ ] you are/were in gymnastics
[x] it takes you around one hour to shower and get dressed
[x] you smile a lot more than you should
[x] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes
[x] you care about what you look like majority of the time
[ ] you like wearing dresses
[x] you like wearing body spray/deoderant
[x] you like high heel shoes
[x] you used to play with dolls as a kid
[ ] you like putting makeup on others
[ ] you like being the star of almost everything
TOTAL: 15

OH SO CLOSEEEE. XD

*goes back to watching Freddy vs Jason*

"The world's against, so you think or maybe wish it was."

2009-10-07T23:32:36Z

the image color meme

FFFFFFFFFFF Today was pretty...eh.

I put in a appointment slip to get an appointment. We'll see what fuckery will happen with that.

I got to hangout with Marvin today~ The walk to my house was so nice. ♥ It was definitely autumn weather! :D We played video games then watched The Hills Run Red, which was quite possibly one of the dumbest movies I've recently watched and wished I didn't. XD At least we got to make stupid assumptions as to what may happen....and they all came true. xD

☆ Tuesday ☆ Only interesting bit: my sister, mom and I were talking about the cereal I was addicted to when I was younger.

It was Kaboom! I FUCKING LOVED THAT CEREAL WITH A PAINFULLY UNHEALTHY PASSION.

THEY SELL IT ON AMAZON!

MAYBE I CAN ASK FOR THAT AS MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT? :D :D :D Y/Y?

☆ Wednesday ☆ I woke up at 6:12-ish AM and I had until 6:30 to get ready for school. :/ Then I hear about all of this drama nonsense in school and thennnn I'm reminded that I need ten photos from Photography class and I only have four. When I went to DWG & PTG class, I found out that I successfully dropped the class, but I need to get back in because of my PHOTO class.

UUUUGH, FUCK BAD TEACHERS. :|

My guidance counselor is definitely sick of seeing me! I know it. I feel so bad for bothering him so much but that's his job. The only highlights of my day was the deliciously sweet apple turnover Ms.Perez gave me and getting to see Jess.

There's a stupid parody of a song under the cut.

If you're not familiar with the song: here you go.

Fish

[Chorus]
Steelhead got them endangered species mark [da mark]
Scales with the gills (with the gills)
The whole school lookin at her
She hit reef [she hit the reef]
Next thing ya know
Trout got endanayayayayayayayaygered.

They come from the Pacific
And Asia to North Americaaa [Amerikurrr]
They big as fitty-five kay-gee [Ayy]
She hit the reef [she hit the reef]
Next thing ya know
Trout got endanayayayayayayayaygered.

[Verse 1]
I ain't never seen nuthin dat biiig,
This dying species repped mykiss
Had a million dollar tank now got a pop of 5 [numba 5]
Their dark-olive colored skin, they ate da cray
So sexual, from late March to early June
Hold up wait a minute, do I see what I think I
Whoa
Dat trout pop is gettin low
Ain't the same from a few years ago
Make it rain, they amadromize
They got from March to late June to spawn
And from da egg cracks in 3 to 4 weeks

They got that

[Chorus]
endangered species mark [da mark]
scales with the gills (with the gills)
Got the whole school lookin at her
She hit reef [she hit the reef]
Next thing ya know
Trout got endanayayayayayayayaygered.

They come from the Pacific
And Asia to North Americaaa [Amerikurrr]
They big as fitty-five kay-gee [Ayy]
She hit the reef [she hit the reef]
Next thing ya know
Trout got endanayayayayayayayaygered.

[Verse 2]
Hey
Trout what I gotta do to get you home
Your meat be making me moan
And I ain't ready to start mah car
My ride don't go fast enough
Surely I be caught before I hit 15

Steelhead trout with da Fillets
1 lemon (come on)
2 garlic cloves (come on)
1/3rd stick of butter (come on, that's 1/3)
What you think officer?
Don't preheat it to 4-fitty-ferr

That's what I told him, my wrists twisted to my back
I knew it was ova, that Hook and Fishline
Got me like a felon
It ready for the oven, I couldn't pull over
So lucky oo me, I was just like clover
Pants was wet like a fish
Sorry but I had to hook her
Like a cat that do da purr

She showed me

[Chorus]
endangered species mark [da mark]
Scales with the gills (with the gills)
The whole school lookin at her
She hit reef [she hit the reef]
Next thing ya know
Trout got endanayayayayayayayaygered.

They come from the Pacific
And Asia to North Americaaa [Amerikurrr]
They big as fitty-five kay-gee [Ayy]
She hit the reef [she hit the reef]
Next thing ya know
Trout got endanayayayayayayayaygered.

[Verse 3]
Whoa
Trouty
Yeah it was worth the conviction
Lil fishy took my perfect record,
And I ain't want it cleared,
The way it tasted,
Gotta luv them olive-colored skin
Flat-nosed face
I had to bite into that.

I ain't into it, officer, let me say
Never getting up at two in the mornin
I'm zonin' out in da fishing boat
I was almost losing hope
Man, girl, I'm so dope
Go on, George, grab the rope
Gah it was fly just like my mom.

[Chorus]
Steelhead got them endangered species mark [da mark]
Them scales with the gills (with the gills)
The whole school lookin at her
She hit reef [she hit the reef]
Next thing ya know
Trout got endanayayayayayayayaygered.

They come from the Pacific
And Asia to North Americaaa [Amerikurrr]
They big as fitty-five kay-gee [Ayy]
She hit the reef [she hit the reef]
Next thing ya know
Trout got endanayayayayayayayaygered.

It was all done because of Comp Art. Need I say more? I think not. XD

1 What's one thing that would instantly make you dislike a person?
When someone doesn't think for themselves.

2. What do you do when you need to relax?
Draw, smoke (or used to, anyway), or listen to music. Pretty simple.

3 Why do you think there is war in the world?
Apparently there is no other alternative.

4 Do you think it's OK to sometimes tell lies?
Of course I do. If everyone is entirely truthful, people won't want to talk to other people and so on.

5 Do you like things in life to stay how they are or change?
If everything stayed the same, my life would be fucked. And it depends on what I'm allowed to change. :D

6 If someone liked you, what would be the best way to let you know?
Actually explain why you like me and not give me redundant reasons that cannot be backed up. Ie: you're smart and funny. I hate being told I'm smart when someone that likes me JUST met me and never really talked to me.

7 What are you listening to right now?
Bear Force One lmao

8 If you won a lot of money on the lottery, what would you buy first?
Either a PS3 or clothes.

9 Would it change your life?
Winning the lottery? Probably not.

10 What was the last thing you purchased?
A Crunch bar.

11 What do you do when you're stressed out?
I used to smoke like a mad man, but since I've made a promised to not do that anymore, I play VGs or sit alone in a quiet place..

12. Would you honestly say you'd risk your life for someone else?
Probably not.. Humans aren't really well known for doing that.

13 Do you believe in aliens?
Only if there's proof. I'm that kind of person.

14 Could you forgive a boyfriend or girlfriend who physically hurt you?
Eh, it depends. If I was seriously, honestly, downright in pain, I will never forgive them. :|

15 What's your biggest fear in life?
Failure.

16 Do you have best friends?
Had to put that question mark in there... Anyway, I believe I do but sometimes I wonder if that's what a person can really, truly be. :/

17 Are you afraid of death?
Yes and no. I don't quite want to live forever...

18. Do you think parents should stay together for the kids?
No.

19 Can money buy happiness?
It could only buy short-lived happiness.

20 Are you looking forward to anything?
Going to Staten Island on Monday and hanging out with Sharadia and Jess on Saturday or Sunday. ♥

21 Write some lyrics from the song you're listening to??
Bend a shape me, I love the way you are
Slow and sweetly, like never before
Come in sleeping, we won't stir up the past
So discreetly we won't look back

22 Do you open up to people easily?
Nope.

23 Has anyone given you a compliment today?
Yeah. ♥

24 What do your friends and family call you?
By my name. Come to think of it, I rarely hear other people call my name.

25 Has anyone upset you in the last week?
Yeah.

26 What usually causes relationships to end?
Cheating, mistreatment, lack of a connection, all that ghei shit.

27 Are you close to your parents?
Not really... Not anymore, anyway. When you're young, you love them. But when you get older...you don't really want to see them, especially when they're giving you shit for the most insignificant things.

28 What's the best thing about you?
I have a knack for making people laugh -- even if it was a crack of a smile.

29 Do you think you would be a good parent?
I want to say yes, but I feel like I wouldn't be.

30 Are you a forgiving person?
I never forget the grudges I hold. Ever. Even if you apologized and I accepted, I still remember.

31 When was the last time you had your hair cut?
August.

32 Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
Mike, via text. And Marvin, but he was here with me.

33 Where is the last place you went out to eat?
I have no idea, honestly. Maybe it was McDonald's? Or was it that pizza place near Sears?

34 What's your favorite drink?
Pina colada.

35 Do you miss anyone?
Yeah. :/

36 What were you doing at 3 AM this morning?
Waking up randomly then falling back asleep.

37 Who do you hate?
No one, really. Don't you think that's too much work?

38 Last Concert you went to?
I think it was that blink-182 concert back in August.

39 Is your room clean?
My side is.

40 What are you going to do tomorrow?
Go to school, do homework, be lazy. The usual weekday routine.

41 What is in store for your future?
To graduate high school and get into college.

42 Do you take care of your friends while they're sick?
I would if I didn't get sick easily. :/ And I don't think my friends would want me to take care of them. xD

43 When was the last time you purchased something over $500?
Never.

44 Any piercings?
Only on my ears.

45 Favorite color(s)?
Black, gray and white~ I don't like purple anymore, for some reason..

46 Who's your favorite person to have a serious conversation with?
Jess.

47 Who was driving the last time you were in a car?
My sister, I think. Or was it Devin? Or...Jess's mom?

48 Does any part of your body hurt right now?
My side.

50 How many tickets do you have?
None? (o_o)

52 Why are you doing this survey?
Trying to not do my homework...

53 What does your last text say?
"Am I?"
"I don't know why you wouldn't."
I didn't know if it was the last text I recieved or sent...so I put both.

55 what are you craving?
Food.

56 Whats the closest red thing to you?
My Trig textbook.

57 What is the last pill you swallowed?
Ibuprofein, I think.

58 How did you sleep last night?
Not so greaaat. I kept waking up. XD

59 What was the first thing you thought this morning?
"FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK WHY AM I ALWAYS WAKING UP LATE NOW!?"

60 What did you do last night?
Watch TV, I think.

61 Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 years from now?
I hope so. That'd be really nice.

63 What were you doing at 7 am ?
Being in school.

64 Are there any previous relationships you wish could have lasted longer?
Not really.

Wow that was just cut off randomly.

I suppose I'll get started on my homework before Monster Quest comes on.

"No, U is an ugly letter."

2009-10-05T03:22:54Z

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YOU'VE GOTTA BE FUCKING KIDDING ME.

JUST.

OHMYGAWD. YOU.

I JUST.

UUUUUUUUUUUUGH.

EL OH EL, I'M A WHORE FOR DOING MY HW AND LETTING MY BF SLEEP IN MY BED. ALONE. OK. IT MAKES SENSE. PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFT.

"We're having a magnificent Tea Party! You're not invited!"

2009-10-05T02:07:46Z

Ooooh maaaaaaan, my lower back is in so much pain... It's been this way all day. (;A;) And I think I'm getting a sore throat...I feel it. D: MUST. KEEP. WARM.

Today was such a pain in the ass, but seeing him made it better and so much more tolerable. ♥ My parents, my dad specifically, were being so fucking annoying today. I can't fucking believe it. Of all days, they had to choose today to be particularly obnoxious. I know you're not to speak poorly of your parents, but when they're being completely irrational and stupid, it's kind of hard to stomach it. I can't take shit like that. I really, really can't.

For example: Mike was really tired so he went to sleep in my bed while I did my homework at my desk. Then my sister went to her bed to sleep. They were both tired from working so damn much so of course I left them alone. Then my parents started bitching, saying it's "not right" for them to be sleeping in the same room -- even if they are in separate beds.

What the fuck? Do they honestly think so lowly of him that he'll cheat on me when I'm right there? I can fucking HEAR them, I'm not stupid. So I got a bitching for that and uuugh it just ruined my night. I better be able to see him next Monday! If not, I'll be so fucking pissed off. Just thinking about not being able to go is angering me. They have to understand that he can't be spending money every week to come and see me. I believe I should go to him too, when possible.

Just...uugh...parents.

Mikey ended up going home early because my parents were bitching so much at me via cell phone. My mom kept CALLING and CALLING and CALLING in a span of one fucking hour! God, shut the fuck up and enjoy the fucking wedding for fuck sake.

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/rant

So, other than that, my day was amazing. ♥ :D *shoots self*

Okay. You have the chance to write about twenty people, express your emotions, and not have them know. This is relieving in many ways. Just remember to not put their names. They will never know!!!
...that is, unless you make it obvious enough that it's them you're writing about.
Snatched up like a champion from leillu

1) I really wish you listened to what I have to say. It's not fair that you force your opinions on me, and what you say is the law. Because it's not. You can't dictate someone's life, no matter who you are. You're going to have to let go because if you don't, things will only repeat for the third time. And three's NOT the charm. You'll lose what's precious
2) I don't get why you're like that. Is that like a wall or something? It's seriously unattractive.
3) It's ok, don't fret! I will always be there for you -- whether you want me to be or not. ♥ I'm glad we met many years ago, even though it was kind of awkward to talk to you again. I mean, you don't have to open up so quickly because I wasn't always there like I should have been, but the metaphorical gap was kind of a fuck-you to the face. But what matters now is that we're here and we're a part of the trio.
4) Control that hypocrisy you so often exercise! And you need to stop pointing out everyone else's flaws and come to terms with your own. You play the blaming game and it's absolutely disgusting. You're just being a thick-headed fool and you're at the peak right now.
5) If I could be like you, I would. But I also remember that no one's life is perfect, so we're going to have to make the best of what we have while we have it. It might just disappear when we're belittling it the most.
6) Stop tip-toeing around me. It's obvious, annoying, and dumb. It's not worth it because I can figure things out easily. I'm not stupid.
7) You're my irreplaceable treasure. I'll try my best to treat you as well as I possibly can, and please take care of me too. ♥ I'm an absolute wreck when it comes to this, so don't give up when I seem most indifferent to you. There's no one else that would accept me, flaws and all, like you do and that's the most important thing. We've been inseparable, even if it's only been a few weeks and for that I am grateful.
8) I don't think that's supposed to happen to people... lmao
9) Would you leave me alone already? I'm not interested in you!
10) I want your artistic skiiiiills. GIVE THEM TO MEEEE!!!
11) I want your clothes. They're so fucking amazing that it hurts.
12) There is no way you're going to be able to play this off. Stop treating men like toys and stick with just one. There may be a perfect man, but he'll only be perfect if you stop looking for him like a hound. Going from man to man doesn't do a damn thing for you.
13) I wish you didn't have to go through that over and over and over... I wish I could be there more than I already am... which is not much... I'm sorry.
14) I am not amused, end of story.
15) Why are you such a creep!? D: And stop blaming the fucking world for everything!
16) You're so lucky you have such an adorable, healthy, weird relationship.
17) I want to thank you from the very bottom of my heart. Though you may be inept at these kind of things, I need you to know that everything will be okay. I don't care what he said, or what she said! They don't matter a bit! They're the past and we're still together now. TRIO UNITE! I'm glad I got to know you at that party and I'm so happy you let me in. ♥ I want to keep this for as long as possible, no matter what the odds may be.
18) Come on baby, lollipop~ tell you why~ I'm such a freak, I know. xD
19) Stop calling me fat. Stop insinuating I'm stupid. Stop suggesting I'm a bad student. Stop hinting for praise. It's all so annoying and I thought you were cool. Maybe I was wrong...?
20) Thank you for everything. ♥

LOOK AT THAT PERFECT HAIR. D: COME BACK, I MISS YOU. IT'S ALMOST BEEN A YEAR SINCE YOU'VE LOOKED LIKE THAAAAAT.

Ok that's enough. *wanders off*

"Well done, moral fiber."

2009-10-03T22:06:12Z

What is the longest uninterrupted period of time you've ever watched TV? Were you alone or with a friend/partner? Do you tend to watch more TV when you're happy, depressed, or simply bored?

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Wh...That's a good question. xDD Um~ the longest time I've watched TV was probably for like 3 hours. I usually watch it when there's just a show I want to watch on... I really don't watch it when I'm depressed or anything... I use video games to cope with any emotional fucks I have. That's probably really bad. Uhuhuh.

My belief in how fucked up my family is has only gotten stronger within less than an hour. And my comphrension of Spanish shocks even myself. I guess that's what happens when you're around tons of Spanish-speaking people for extenuated amounts of time. :D Now if only my Japanese would come along as nicely as my Spanish...

Speaking of which, I need help! EVERYONE LEARNING AND/OR ARE ENGLISH TEACHERS, PAY ATTENTION PLZZZZZZZ. XD I want to be a English teacher in Japan (hurp da durrrrp, redundant) but I have no damn clue what schools will help me with that. I've asked my guidance counselor about it and we found no schools over here (Long Island, ze east side) that would help. So if anyone knows of schools that definitely will help me, please tell me!

I still need to figure out whether I want to be that type of English teacher or a literature one. I stillll can't decide. (;A;)

Well I'm never bending my knees like that ever again. XD

I really had no where important to go, but I got "dressed up" anyway. I don't get why people think I dress to "fancy" whenever I go out. D: It's normal for me. (@_@)

Uuugh, my lower back has been in so much pain lately. D: I don't think it's because of PE...or maybe it is. What do I know? XD

Tomorrow should be nice~! I can't wait. ♥ ......But I miss being with my friends...

"Christain rock? That's almost a contradiction. Jesus doesn't like you annoying the neighbors."

2009-10-02T21:03:12Z

Are you planning to dress up for Halloween? How long do you typically plan your costume? Do you keep it a secret?

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I actually plan it about now. XD Usually, I say I'm going to be something, but then I end up being something else entirely. xD

That school is just not big enough...

So~ I found out that for my art portfolio (which I have no idea how to start) needs 4 projects from each art class I've had. Hopefully, I can get one of my current or past art teachers to help me. :/ Too bad my Photography "teacher" from last year said I need ten photos. D: I'm so nervous because I'm not sure if I'm able to use my own fucking photos from last year since some lazy bitch from my class took them to use on HIS art regents. Fuck him fuck him fuck him. I'm so fucking pissed off about that STILL.

I started drawing a get well soon drawing for Sharadia, but then I got so busy that I forgot all about it. D: I don't know wheter or not I could be bothered to finish it, seeing as how she's not sick anymore. D:

I left early today because now I'm 90% I can drop the class. But a part of me doesn't want to because I need to finish up building for my portfolio. :/ I should have stayed today to ask Ms.Perez how many photos I'd need for Photography. I think, everything else, is covered for me already.

But I really wanted to go home. D: And I needed a cigarette desperately. "OTL I need to ween myself off it again now because ever since school started up, I've been craving and satisfying those said cravings. I ph3@r for mah health but uuugh. D: I am able to stop, I just need to keep myself from going back -- or just tone it down to like a cigarette a week. :/ Then I can go down to 0. As much nice as it is, I caaan't smoke. I want to be healthy~ I need to find a better alternative to smoking... Drawing worked for a while, and since I have a mini sketchbook (Jesssss~~ ♥), I can probably lug it around with me

Hurr~ we started to read The Awakening by Kate Chopin in AP Eng today. It looks pretty short...I probably could finish it today if I started reading it after I post this entry. I probably will. For some reason, being in AP Eng really made me want to be a teacher more than before. Mrs.Romano is so cool~ ♥ And the consistent "What do you plan on doing after high school?" question makes me even more torn between teacher English as a foreign language doing it for literature.

I wish I had some pictures to post...but...nope. I only have boring text. (;A;)

I think my headaches are coming back... D: WHYYYY.

"If I go to Botanical Gardens one more time, I'm going to slap the sap outta somebody."

2009-09-30T23:50:32Z

I haaate my Studio Drawing & Painting class. It's not worth it. I'm 2 days behind and I'm not going to be able to catch up, especially because Ms.Perez is utter shit at paying attention to me. :| So I'm going to try to drop the course tomorrow and probably get early dismissal so I can leave at 8th period since I have lunch and I'm getting tired of being there.

Or I can use those 2 periods for community service. Speaking of which, I finally got the form for it, so I can fill out the first two hours I did with Jess at her mother's church. Just gotta get it signed~

Today was painfully long. D: Other than trying to drop out of DWG & PTG, I was just...bored. I couldn't wait for the day to be over. D: I've caught up with all of my classes, shockingly, so I guess me being out one day wouldn't kill me as much as I thought it would.

It's either that or I catch up faaast.

I have to do the vocab for AP Eng~. I love that class so much. ♥ It helps to have an awesome teacher. :D Speaking of APE, I got my summer assignment back for Huck Finn~ I got a B~ which is shocking because I did the second essay WRONG. It was all sorts of WRONG. Especially because it was in the WRONG century. OOPS! :D :D :D

Damn Sony by ~Tangled-In-Chains on deviantART

Returning a Boyfriend by ~Tangled-In-Chains on deviant ART

"In fact, on a confusing scale I'd probably be at a J and a half."

2009-09-30T02:00:13Z

Can't be bothered to take decent photos anymore~

Today was...ehhh, more of a waste of time than something that made me learn more about my fucked up body. To summarize what's been going on with my health for the passed, oh let's say, 4 months: When I wake up, I have mucus in my throat and it's disguuuusting. I also wake up gagging 5 minutes or so after I get out of bed. When I eat, I start gagging. I feel ill and dizzy at times, but those are short-lived.

So I went to the doctor and he said there's nothing really wrong with me.

..................

I find that hard to believe but oh, excuse me, I'm not a doctor! He said it's all in my head. :| WHAT?! Why would I want to gag?! It's so unpleasant. D:

I don't understand at all.

☆ Monday ☆

I can't believe it was finally cool enough to wear that sweater~! It's so comfy. ♥ If anyone has ever seen and are iffy about buying it, I say buy it! It keeps you nice and warm~ and, durp, it's comfy~ ♥

☆ No school
☆ Woke up early D:
☆ Picked up Mikey~
☆ Went to the carnival with him, my sister and her 2 friends
☆ Lost my glasses at the carnival
鬶 Went back home to pick up my back-up glasses
☆ Got dropped off at the movie theaters
☆ Watched Pandorum. Got lost many times but all in all, it's a pretty good movie.
☆ Got home reaaally late. ♥

Gah~ I have nothing to do~ I already finish my Trig work. "OTL

"You...can have...MY BIG GAY DANCE."

2009-09-28T13:11:05Z

If you broke a mirror, would you worry about bad luck even if you're not superstitious? Would you walk under a ladder or cross a black cat's path on a dare? Is there anything you're superstitious about?

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Quite frankly, I wouldn't care. That and I have no superstitions I believe in. I really never thought about them... So I guess I really could care less about them. But it is interesting to hear about them from people who actually do pay mind to that. xD

My mom keeps calling my sister a slut because she sleeps overs someone (her boyfriend's house. They can't fool us, we know they're dating again.) else's house. I don't think there's anything wrong with that, as long as you've been dating the person for a good 6+ months or so. Then she told me I'm going to be a slut if I sleep over my boyfriend's house. Wtf is wrong with her!? She even thinks friends shouldn't sleep over each other's houses. Uuugh, I had such trouble letting Jess sleep over that one day because she needed someone to talk to late at night. Sometimes she's so goddamn old fashion that it kills me. That or her justification for something is absolutely stupid.

Now to stray away from my rant because nothing nice will be said if I continue. D:

Last night, I fuuuucked up my panda kigurumi. I put bleach on the white part where there was this hideous stain and when I washed and dried it, there was bleach stains on the right leg. (;A;) TOO BAD I WANTED TO WEAR IT TO WATCH Where The Wild Things Are!!! I wonder if I can find another one... I hope so. (;w;) That or try to dye it. My sister did it before...

I'm so happy I got to download The Candy Spooky Theater last night~ (*w*) I love them and miss listening to them over and over and over~ ♥

I'm supposed to be getting dress to wait for Mike...but I don't want to. D: Knowing me, I'm going to go back to sleep. 8| ~~Worst girlfriend ever.~~

EDIT: I LOST 3 LBS~~~~~~~~! WOOP WOOP~

EDIT 2: I'm so sick of my PS2 freezing when I'm trying to get passed this one part in God of War. It's the part where you have to use two statues to cover two holes on the side-walls so those hellish flying creatures don't come out and knock you down while you're trying to walk across some planks of deceiving wood. 8| When I get to the end of the hallway to the LOADING screen, it fucks me over and never loads. So sick of this. I need a new PS2.

"They whisper like champions."

2009-09-27T14:33:58Z

THE "i've always wanted to tell you" MEME

Nothing but good has happened to me last night. Minus the weird metal thing that hooked into my foot. That was a pain to take out and clean. D:

My mom said I can go see Mikey in Staten Island~ as long as my sister takes me. I hope she does~! (*w*) I'll make sure it's on a Monday!

Then I got an e-mail about the SATs and I decided to wing my password and I GOT IT~~~!!! So I got to sign up and print out my ticket. ♥ dagndakjg

Too bad this morning was just as unpleasant as every other morning. I woke up, starving, and made coffee and a bagel. When I started to eat the bagel, I ate like a bird. D: Tiny bites, got full fast. So I didn't force myself to eat anymore, but then like 5 minutes later I started gagging. DX And if I don't eat a little after I wake up, I gag. It happens every single time I eat or don't eat! I looked it up on Google~ (hahaaaa) and I basically should go see a gastroenterologist...

I have to tell my mom. D:

$22/$23

I was actually promised to get this... so I dunno if it counts or not. XD

$12

#9

Not including boots or shipping: $44

Maybe I'll just hold back on the boots...Even though I really~ want them. Or maybe I just won't buy those black/red stockings (as amaaazing as they are) and get the black/white ones...but my mom will throw a fit because I always gets black/white stuff. XD

"Send me to ONE MORE porn site. I FUCKING DARE YOU!"

2009-09-26T23:52:19Z

the VIDYA GAMES friending meme

mobstat5: Chillim
mobstat5: With my frienf
mobstat5: D
Guroi Modanisut: Ah. That's nice, I suppose. xD
mobstat5: Lolsz u suppose ?
Guroi Modanisut: Yeah, I suppose.
Guroi Modanisut: O.o
mobstat5: u supose to do wat ?
mobstat5: lolsz\
Guroi Modanisut: ...I didn't...say I was suppose to do something...

Wtf...

I'M. SO. DAMN. TIRED.

I can't believe I crashed at like 10:30-ish PM last night. D:

Since I was too tired to add anything else in my previous entry, I'll add it here:

My new knee-high converse came in the mail yesterday!

I would have gotten them earlier if the stupid USPS people left a fucking note stating the package wasn't picked up and whatnot! I don't even remember being out on September 19th, bu oh why trust us? It's not like we live here. 8|

So other than getting that package, an amazing date, an amazing boyfriend, angry dad and ripped stockings, the day was really tiresome. School, mostly. The tests were easy, except for the vocab since I'm pretty sure there's about 2 words I messed up with. D: I guess I copied down the wrong definition or something. (;A;)

I'm excited for tomorrow since I get to do my weekly jog with Jess~ ♥ I'm going to try and get jogging in on days we don't have school. (@_@) Hopefully that'll work out -- especially the winter break in February and those 8-9 days off in December. 8| But knowing the mother nature, she'll be all, "LOL NO JOGGIN 4 U!!!!!11! HAV3 SUM 5FT SNOW."

OTL

Uuuugh, I'm still really tired and this cold weather isn't helping. I mean, I looove the cold, but jeezuz I'm not used to it! I've been trying to get my summer wardrobe together and now it's all cold. I can never balance myself out. xD

Eventually, I'm going to take my 5-hour class for driving, then SOMEONE'S going to have to give me more driving lessons then take the test, fail, then take it again and hope to pass. xD

The only remotely productive thing I did today was clean the whole kitchen and help my parents put on the pool cover...AGAIN. D: The old one broke. D:

I'm such a stockings girl that it's not even funny. I love them more than jeans/pants. And even in the winter I'm looking for skirts, shorts and stockings to wear. xD

I might buy a skirt, or just a lot of cheap things. xD

And now to show some of the banners I made...because I'm getting a little sick of the one I have right now.

Original.

OFF I GO TO FIND MORE THINGS TO TRY AND DECIDE TO BUY.

AND MORE MUSIC TO DOWNLOAD. :D

"Up, up, down, down, left, right, left, right, B, A, amen."

2009-09-26T02:29:35Z

The happiness I've felt today is absolutely indescribable. ♥

And I want to go see him but uuuugh, I definitely may not be able because of my parents. I can't do anything by myself, and yet my sister can but she's only a year older than me. HUWUTISDIS? My dad got mad at me for being in the playground with Mike. I was like "whaaat the fuuuck~?"

I can't wait until I get my license! And get older and blahblahblah. I want to be at an age where I can't be told where I can and can't go, where I can live and whatnot. Bah. /rage

"Now wait until you heart the tune~"

2009-09-25T02:03:08Z

Global Studies, 10th grade by ~Tangled-In-Chains on deviantART

I can't wait~ until tomorrow. (*w*) ♥ I hope it all goes well.

Today was fine. I was able to make up my PE class since I couldn't find Mrs.Romano in the hallway during her hallway duty. OH WELL. But too bad I was supposed to go see Ms.Butzke for some kind of a POE meeting... D: Oops again? (;A;) I'll see her on Tuesday, since there's no school on Monday~! :D

Tomorrow is the vocab test and Trig quiz. I'm confident I'll do well in Trig, but man do I hate vocab tests. The words only stick to me for a short while then I don't know what they mean until I look them up. D: Sounds like a waste of time to me. (.___.)

Doki doki

2009-09-24T10:05:45Z

JNLKJAHGLKANDG HE SOUNDS HAWWWWT TOO~ ♥

UNNNNN~

"Lies, they're gonna screw us."

2009-09-24T01:50:04Z

Taken on my birthday. xD So sad.

elohel my dad came home angry. I don't care because all he does it take it out on everyone here. He says the same, whiny shit every time he's bad so either please stfu or find something else to bitch about~

Today was...a really, really, REALLY long day. How painful. DX Tomorrow is Art Club so I'm going to stay after with Jess and Sharadia. I wonder what you do in Art Club anyway...because apparently, there are 2 different ones. 8|

Since the double date was moved to Friday, I'm even more excited because it's only a day after tomorrow! (☆。☆）I have to figure out what the hellllll I'm going to wear. D: D: D: This...will take a while to figure out... I hate that I care about how I look, but I'm also happy I do because you can't look like shit when it comes to first impressions! D:

Umm~ speaking of Friday, I can't believe I have so many tests/quizzes on that day! I was going to have a quiz in Trig tomorrow but apparently, just as I was mentally telling myself: "At least it's not on Friday!" the teacher moved the quiz to Friday. D: I have to relearn the vocab for AP Eng~! DX I think something's supposed to happen in PIG on Friday...or am I crazy and hearing things? I dunno...we'll see.

I've decided to do my Comp Art slideshow on Tim Burton. Shockingly, at first, no one was doing him~! But then Taylor got it but he let me have him since he didn't get too far into the whole slideshow. :D I'm so gratefulll~~! Speaking of Burton, WHO SERIOUSLY CAN'T WAIT FOR THAT ALICE IN WONDERLAND MOVIE?! (;A;) Obligatorrrry topic~

Alright~ that's all I can think of right now. 8|

Outfit shot~. :D The shirt says "Seven Even"~ yesss the clothing brand. :D

Oh, a meme~

1. There are 30 questions. 2. Next to each number, write only the name of the LJ user who fits. 3. Answer one question with one name. 4. Don't tell the questions to anyone who isn't doing the meme.

1. raddishes
2. malikbeirut
3. morgana_lefaye
4. projection
5. ldeathfirel
6. hajhaj
7. mostflogged
8. masuko
9. nis_chan
10. prevaricatory MWAHAHAHAHAAAA
11. hime109
12. nmrfxxr -- can you call a dude that? lmao
13. morgana_lefaye
14. nmrfxxr lulz ITZ AIIIIIGHT!
15. hajhaj
16. memorizing
17. planetstruck it's cute though~
18. supershaka
19. shinpiteki
20. morgana_lefaye, triplesix and singloom
21. hajhaj
22. motionesque
23. am_shadows lmfao I dunno
24. raddishes
25. kaninmelodi
26. infinityshark probably not but. D:
27. prevaricatory
28. masuko
29. nis_chan
30. JUST LA LA LA LA LA - IT GOES AROUND THE WORLD
JUST LA LA LA LA LA - IT'S ALL AROUND THE WORLD
JUST LA LA LA LA LA - AND EVERYBODY'S SINGING
LA LA LA LA LA - AND NOW THE BELLS ARE RINGING~
LA LA LA LA LA - LA LA LA LA LA - LA LA LA LA LA - LA LA LA LA LA - LA LA LA LA LA
LA LA LA LA LA - LA LA LA LA LA - LA LA LA LA LA - LA LA LA LA LA

The catch of this meme is to post all your answers using pictures. You can use personal pics, pics from Google, etc.
Taken from twilight_midna! ♥

what you look like.

where you live.

Taken from my wiiiiindow~

where you were born.

what your significant other looks like.
Don't have one. ♥ YET. ;D

favorite movie.

favorite TV show.

favorite band.
NOT EVEN GOING TO BOTHER WITH THIS.

favorite book.

last pic you took of yourself.

a pic of you smiling.

a pic of you looking away.

a pic of you in black and white.

an edited pic of yourself.

what your pet looks like.

And Bubba. (;w;) My babies. ♥

female celebs you'd date.

male celebs you'd date.

Yeah, that's kind of a lot. :D :D :D

"VICTORY IS OURS!"

2009-09-22T01:48:44Z

YES
YES
YES
YES
YES
YES
YES
YES
YES
YES
YES

OH I CAN'T WAIT FOR SATURDAY. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

"LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL get out."

2009-09-21T22:05:01Z

THE FAIL MEME

~~BAAAA DAAA BAAA BAAA BAAAA~ I'M LOVING IIIIT~~~

AND YES, I CHANGED THE FONT COLOR. I'M A JERK.

THAT MEME SHOULDN'T BE HARD TO DO. WTF ME.