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SATs Testing Day by ~Tangled-In-Chains on deviantART
THIS WAS ME DURING THE SATs.

I don't think I did well at all -- DAMN YOU MATH! D: There were some math question that made me go "LOLWUTISDIS? I'VE NEVER LEARNED DIS."

When my parents picked me up from school, we drove around until like...6PM...and I was so tired and hungry. I just wanted to eat McD's (and I did~ ♥) then sleeeep (that didn't happen). When I got home, I played RE4...:D I need to stop replaying games. :|

Tomorrow Mike's coming over...I don't know whether to be happy about that or not. I'm "eh" about it. I won't die if I don't see him, that's all I can muster to describe how I feel about this.


I'd drink it. ♥

I'm overworked.
I'm stressed.
I'm tired.
I have no time.
And there's not enough time.

I hate school and all the stress and work that comes with it.

Tomorrow, I have to take my SATs in the morning. And for the rest of the day? I don't know. I might as well get my ass into gear and finish my St.Joseph's application and start the other three schools apps. I have no idea how to fill out my FAFSA and all of these fees, although very small, are a terrible reminder of my need for a job. It's the epitome of ridiculous. My own birthday is an inconvenience since it's next year and I'd like to have a full, legit license now and applying for a job won't be as tough since 18 is pretty much a "we'll hire you bb~~" age ignore the ones that ask for like...21+...

I've done some studying for the SATs. Mainly familiarizing myself with the writing, mathematics and such. There's a lot (for the math part) that I don't know or remember. D: I see failure ahead...BUT I WON'T SAY I'M NOT GONNA TRYYYYY.

Hrrrm...although I should be doing more studying, I really want to just play a video game... even if it's a game I've beaten before. I just want time to myseeeelf. (@_______@) Maybe I'll watch Supernanny - even if I do prefer Nanny 911...but it's the same thing, really - or wait for The Nanny to come on. GUILTYASCHARGEDILOVETHATSHOW.

Um...have some random photos!


Outfit from Thursday. I love this outfit~ pitty that this is the second time I got to wear it.


I wish I took a better photo because my hair was fairly poofy~! (*w*) I dunno if it stayed like that allll day though. D:


From.........................Wednesday? Monday? One of those. xD

Ok so I've FIIIIINALLY uploaded the photos from the sleepover. They're not interesting but I like them. It's a reminder of how good the day was, even if it was very simple and unproductive. xD



( Sleepover Monday ~ Tuesday [20+] )

glwhgnds;kas I have two embarrassing pimples, one on my chin, the other on the corner of my mouth, and ajfbasbgakljg STRESS. I know I'm stressed when I start getting pimples..... WHYYYY.

I wish I had a better computer...or at least one not as chunky as mine... :/ OR JUST A NEW SCREEN. AT LEAST GRANT ME WITH THAT. OTL

I've come to terms...that I had to change my layout.......a few days ago. xD I couldn't access some links on my layout (the Friends page, the "Edit" link for entries, Profile page, etc) and I have no patience so~ yeah. :| New-ish layout!

Hrrrm...I guess I'll do a bit of rambling. xD

My relationship with Mike has been...eh. I've told him that I didn't want to be with him, but I want to be with him, I like him but I don't like him and I miss him and I don't miss him. And it's all very much true, unfortunately. I swing from wanting to see him to not wanting to be with him at all. I've told him everything that was on my mind yesterday, and explained myself as best as I possibly could, and of course he was confused. He's worried about us breaking up (he says he won't fuss if we do, but that's clearly a lie) but I told him he needn't be. I'd like to be with him, but I don't want one of those relationships where you think you're happy, but when you're out of the relationship, you notice how not nice it was.

I have bigger things to worry over than a relationship, so I shouldn't freak out over this. Although I am, overall, unhappy with myself and the way I've been acting. I don't know, it's just not something I want to be like (I've seen other people act this way and it's an instant human repeller) and I'm going to fix it. And I'm going to try to stay in this relationship because 1 month isn't really special and I'd like to have relationships better than the ones I've had before my ex-gf (since she was pretty much le awesome orz).

SO LET'S TRY AND BE POSITIVE.

On an extremely lighter note:



Mmmm, shirtless Wesker. ♥ Still in need of a PS3. orz Waiting for one has been getting easier though! XD I can't even play Paper Mario religiously so...there's no way a PS3 would be a good idea now.

From October 30th~:


The Hispanic Heritage Month assembly from Friday (Oct 30th). I dunno why I recorded it. xD

Since I have too many photos and I don't like stuffing them all into one entry (did over 100+ photo post before. Never again. :/) so I'll just post about Friday. ♥ The Halloween entry will be done later......when I get the photos uploaded. xD



( Come in, come in. [40+] )

I've changed my layout~ finally~~! Of course, me being me, I had to tweak it a little bit, but most of the tweaks are extremely minor. I pretty much dig the layout so hopefully I won't have to change it anytime soon. xD

Well~ today, after posting that painfully long entry, I played WET and Paper Mario. ♥ WET's pretty cool, aside from the text being pretty hard to read -- the buttons I'm supposed to press, that is. :/ I got the hang of it though!

My god, sometimes...you are so fucking annoying and unpleasant... It's like I'm with a chick. And no, I'm not picking up the fucking phone. Stop calling.

I should be going to sleep...but I'm not the least bit tired.. :/

Now for a more interesting entry. :3

I've been working my ass off to catch up and do well in all of my classes. Who'd of known that missing one day can really throw you off...

We had another Spirit Week for the reason, I'm assuming, is that we couldn't have pep rally or the homecoming game. But I was told that there was a homecoming game on Saturday so I'm confused. D:



( Spirit Week and whatever else I can think of to put here. XD [+26, +1 vid] )

What was unfortunate about our 2 week of Spirit Week was not a lot of people did the themes. I mean, a lot of people did Pajama Day but...the other ones, I either forgot to take pictures or I saw too many of the same people doing the themes...and we don't want the same faces in the yearbook. :/

Well, back to work. D:

the ~mirror-me~ meme

❝which 'dere' are you ?❞

Apparently, I'm going to be taken out of POE. D: D: D: How stupid! Just because I didn't go to one of the meetings. :/ Bulllllshit. She told me to go see her 6th period, and I did (this was about a week or so ago) and she didn't do shit. All she did was give me a pass to my next class. What the fuck...? Ugh, POE is becoming a pain in the ass with her. So I have to go look for her on Monday so I won't be taken out.

I didn't go to school today~ because I overslept. OTL

Tomorrow, I get to go see Where the Wild Things Are with Sharadia and Jess!! ♥ I wanted to wear my panda kigurumi to watch it buuut it's still fucked up so I can't. :/ Ahh well. It's going to be all rainy tomorrow. So. D:

At least there was some good things that happened today: the entire senior class group photo was rescheduled, along with the pep rally. :D

I've been planning out my Halloween costume, just in case I do dress up and go out. Of course, I have a back-up if I don't finish the Mad Hatter costume, but I don't think I'll be able to finish the back-up either! "OTL I'm afraid to order it because Halloween is 16 days away. D: So there's a possibility I won't be dressing up for Halloween this year -- not that it's a tragedy if I don't. xD

I was forced to make a vlog of my whole day, so I decided to do it on Wednesday because it's one of those fun days I actually have. XD I have to piece it together, though, so. D:

I've been making a lot of Paper Children...well, actually, I don't know if they count as one since I didn't draw them interacting... So I wonder if that even counts... Hrrm...but anyway, they're supposed to be for decorating my wall. (@_@)

Paper Mario = new addiction. I've been wanting a new game to play and I'm so glad Mikey gave his Paper Mario to meee~ (;A;) Did I update about this already? I can't remember... It's been almost a week since I've updated... D: I've been trying to keep up with everyone (who's been updating) and I'm sorry if I haven't commented. D:

I'll make a better update...another time. xD

*slides away to watch The Hangover*

There is something wrong with me. Those people who are in a shit ton of drama, and they are the person who no one wants to talk to, they come to me to talk to me. It's a pain. It really, truly is. I can't be overreacting because people I almost never talk to, have recently started talking to me whilst all the "HE SAID THIS ABOUT YOU AND THAT ABOUT HER." So. Yeah. Kill me prz.

To make my day just a bit more unbearable, my morning started off terribly. My bagel burned, then fell apart into the sink and it was all nasty and wet. Then my mom tried to use that "The trains aren't working" shit on me so I can't go to Staten Island on Monday. I told her the train to Penn Station is running since I checked it last night, schedule and fare. So that shut her up. She always does this to me, just like any other parent. I wish I had that parent that didn't try to make me a hermit. I envy those people who have a cool but sensible parent. 8|

I wonder if they actually exist...

( A survey/meme thing from am_shadows~~ ♥ )

I need to stop brooding so randomly. Maybe I am bi-polar? I mean, it can't be normal to always have your mood change so quickly and constantly. I wonder if drawing will calm me down...or doing anything productive, since either one usually contents me.

I need to vacuum the basement. There's hay everywhere and everything is all disorganized! (@_@) I can't stand it!!

Doodling in PIG class... I hate that class so much.

Since the college presentation on Wednesday, I kind of wanted to start planning for mah fuuutureee now. So I got a Zinch account and started to panic over this "YOU NEED 4 COLLEGES LISTED ON YOUR COLLEGEBOARD ACCOUNT FOR THE SATs SCORES" stuff. It's been scaring the life out of me all week. D: I don't whether it's too late or not to edit my colleges! But I did it earlier today anyway...so I

School was pretty...tolerable, except for when I was in Trig. We got classwork (about 18 questions?) and the class was WHINING. Especially this ONE fucking girl who kept going on about how she had things to do and shit. MYGODSTFUANDDOTHEFUCKINGWORK. It's not like she assigned it for homework!

Hrrrm...I've been doing a lot of drawing

( Are I moar manry or womanry? )

*goes back to watching Freddy vs Jason*